•Warning, some of these can trigger certain emotions so please read with caution.•

I really didn't want to get this out. But during this quarantine thing as expected I have to spend time with my family as to 24/7, let's just say I don't really have the closest relationship to them. Being a teenager may affect my brain or I'm just emo but being at home every hour of the day numbs me to the very core, no I am not being abused, I am not being physically hurt although I have been reminded MANY MANY times I was never wanted. I was never good enough, being a useless piece of shit and having to put up a smile all the time to be alright and having no one to lean on to. Making this note was truly nerve racking and I am sorry for the upsetting update, no the book isn't getting discontinued and no it is not being re done or abandoned. No this isn't a suicide note or anything but a realization to all that everyone matters to me, I know some of you are having a really bad time during this and I will say that we can all go through this together. Stay strong for me and never give up.

I won't say that everyone is here for you because we aren't there to know what you're going through in real life. But we can say that you still matter to someone, we may not be there physically but we can support and listen to you. Everyone who has depression or is suffering in a mental illness like me just scream it out to the comments or anywhere you can weather it might be anonymous or not, it is true that people who are strangers will not judge you easily because they will believe YOU are right and because you KNOW you are right. I appreciate every single one of you through this phase in my life and I hope everyone can genuinely smile at least once in this note.

-kaiden.

NOW ENOUGH SAD SHIT I WILL PUBLISH A NEW CHAPTER TOMORROW BE READY! Caught you off guard eh? 😂💕