DING DOONNNGGGGG

Jeongin: I think that's Channie hyung.

Hanah: Who's that?

Jeongin: Wait and see.

Jeongin opens the door and Chan waits outside.

Jeongin: Hanah, this is my Channie hyung.

Hanah: Hello Channie Oppa?

Chan: Hello. You must be Hanah.

Hanah: Yes. Come inside. (He walks in) Y/N is over there.

Y/N: Oh. Hi. Please don't tell Hyunjin about this?

Chan: He's going to find out.

Y/N: No he won't.

Chan: Anyways, Jeonginnie and I have to go somewhere now. It was nice meeting you Hanah.

Hanah: Bye Bye~

They leave.

^DAYS LATER^

-Today is the day before break and time for the holidays. I've already got Hyunjin his gift and it took me a LONG time to get him something perfect since it's our 10 years as friends, best friends. What's weird is that Hyunjin and my deal ended weeks ago, but he still doesn't talk to me like before.-

*DING DOOOONNGGG*

Y/N: Coming! (You open the door) Hi.

Jisung: Hello. Ready for the last day?

Y/N: Yep! Then I'm going to see my parents again in five days!! I can't wait. What are you doing?

Jisung: Staying here. My family is all in Malaysia so I call them every year to see them. Anyways. Let's go to school.

You both walk to school together and get to class.

Teacher: Welcome back class. As you all know today is the last day. Some students have already left which makes the class a bit small today. Yuqi was out three weeks ago with some other students in a job trip and was here last week, but unfortunately she is gone again this week due to her working schedule. This means she is behind on work so when we come back or during break, NO ANSWERS. Everyone has finished their exams so anything is fine as long as it isn't disrupting the other classes.

Y/N: Jeo-

Jeongin: I'm sorry. I have to go. (He gets up and leaves)

Y/N: oh. Fe-

Felix: Y/N.

Y/N: Yes?

Felix: Are you going to the beginning of break party?

Y/N: Who's going and who's hosting?

Felix: Eric, and I don't know who's coming. Are you going?

Y/N: Maybe.

Felix: Ok.

^BEFORE THE PARTY^

You walk to Stray Kids dorms before the party starts only to find out that everyone was gone except Hyunjin.

Hyunjin: Y/N. Are you going to the party?

Y/N: Maybe, I don't know. Are you?

Hyunjin: Nope those parties are just ways for people to scream and get closer.

Y/N: It's Eric. I think none of that is going to happen.

Hyunjin: Sure. I'm still not going. You shouldn't either.

Y/N: Why not?

Hyunjin: How stupid can you be?

Y/N: What?

Hyunjin: How stupid can you be? You go to a party and get drunk. You go to the park and almost get killed. You recently failed your exams. And you missed 4 days of work. You know how stupid that is for you to do? What got you doing these things?

Y/N: I don't know. Plus the first two things you said were an accident. I didn't-

Hyunjin: An accident? If it weren't for the people around you, you could've already died. Or gotten yelled at. Or something else.

Y/N: If your so mad at me why weren't you there to take care of me and watch me! Huh? What happened to being my best friend who cares and protects me? What happened to I can't wait till I can talk to you? What happened to the Hyunjin I became friends with?

Hyunjin: Oh so this is my fault! Your the one who decided to drink. Your the one who decided to not watch where you're going. Your the one who is deciding to go party again a few days before you see your parents again. Might as well become like Nancy.

Y/N: I will never become like Nancy. You don't even know what I'm going through Hyunjin. You don't care and you never will. Forget that our friendship even happened. Forget I existed. Forget everything. I HATE YOU HWANG HYUNJIN!

You storm out of their dorm passing by Jeongin, Seungmin, Felix, and Changbin. Without saying anything you go to your dorm, lock the door, and complete your packing you weren't going to finish till the day before you left for Busan. As you packed you didn't notice you started to silently cry.

^JEONGIN POV^

Felix: I'll see what that was about.

He rushed right behind you (y/n) but the door locked before he could say anything. Him and Seungmin stood outside worrying about you and trying to get you to open the door but no answer.

Jeongin and Changbin walk inside the dorm and see Hyunjin frustrated and angry on the couch.

Jeongin: Hyung, what was that about?

Hyunjin: nothing.

He walks away passing them both, going to his room.

Changbin: I'll check on him. Help Felix and Seungmin.

^Y/N POV^

As you pack you ignore the knocks on your dorm door. You ignore Felix and Seungmin trying to see what happened and seeing if you were ok. You ignored everything. You wiped your tears and looked up. You noticed your desk, on top of it was Hyunjin's gift.

Y/N: I hate you Hwang Hyunjin.

Before you knew it you were crying A LOT. You could stop crying. You knew you didn't tell anyone your mom is sick but it wasn't severe. You didn't tell anyone you were working other jobs away from the cafe to earn extra money for your trip to Busan and for your doctor visits involving your ankle. You didn't tell anyone you lacked sleep for the past week because you needed to study for the exams and never had time to rest. You didn't tell anyone you needed help on two subjects because you were slacking class time to work. You never told anyone you hurt your ankle other than Hanah and Jeongin who saw what happened and still danced in dance class, even though everyone saw you were slacking. You never told anyone you received hate for being close friends with Na Jaemin. You never told anyone you missed Hyunjin and needed his comfort. You hid everything from everyone. All you could do was cry.

Felix: Y/N..l-

Jeongin: let me try. Y/N? I know you are there. Please tell us what happened.

Y/N: You're wasting your time. Just leave.

Jeongin: No we aren't. What happened?

Y/N: nothing. Just...leave. Forget everything.

Seungmin: Y/N we ca-

Y/N: No you don't. He said he cared about me but never was able to comfort me when I really needed it. I thought I knew him after 10 years...I guess not. You don't care. None of you do. Leave. Don't waste your time on me.

Felix: Let her be alone.

They leave and you continue crying. You take a deep sigh and zip up your bag. You finished packing. Your aunt, uncle, and Hanah were leaving today. You knew that. They had offered you to go with them but you declined, today you told them you were going with them. Before you left to their car you stuck a not on your door for Someone to read.

-Don't try to find me. I'll come back when I'm ready. Sincerely, Y/N.-

You walk to your aunts car without being noticed.