It was kind of both of you at the same time if that makes sense.

It went like this ⬇️

-you and j.d we're arguing about something and you were screaming at each other. You were crying full on angry tears and you couldn't control anything anymore, so you were letting everything go, screaming and shouting.

-j.d was no better, he was screaming first, and of course you started screaming louder, which really pissed him off. He was yelling at you and smashing anything he could reach, but even then he was careful not to hurt you. 

 -"WHY JASON!? WHY WONT YOU JUST _____!?"

-"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU! THATS WHY!"

-You had previously convinced yourself that he was incapable of love, and you were determined to show him that people could actually care about him, but being the person that he is, he convinced himself that you would get tired of him not understanding anything other than anger and leave (which you would never do) and then he'd be alone again. 

-"I love you too..." you whispered as you both fell silent. He made his way towards you and passionately kissed you whilst wrapping his arms around you. 

-"I'm sorry" you apologised.

"Me too"