Fourth Month Into Pregnancy "Are you sure you don't want to go love?" Taron said "No i'm okay like I always say I don't like this kind of stuff." I replied "Are you sure? I want to be able to see you in the crowd as I present the award. I also don't want to be lonely." He said with big puppy dog eyes. "You'll be alright" I said giggling "Fine I guess i'll ask Gianna." he replied "Well you go do that." I got up from the bed and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "You have fun okay."
"I will" he said walking out of the house. Whenever he leaves things just seem so empty. Everything just gets so boring the only things to do are eat, sleep, and watch tv. I had flipped to the channel I knew he would be on. I knew I had a little bit before he came on so I took a quick 10 minute shower ,and then I went to go get something to eat. "UGH there is nothing to eat! Maybe i'll just order some chinese from Frying Nemo." So I called the restaurant they were known for being fast so I got the order like 15 minutes later. I went back to the TV like 30 minutes later ,and man I wish I hadn't. He was on the tv alright KISSING another girl. She had blonde hair, flawless light skin, and a big butt that went with her size D boobs. She was wearing a beautiful red dress that complemented her features so much. All of that just made everything worse. My phone was going off so much. I was used to getting messages giving false news about him ever since he made our relationship public. So many people tried to break us up I didn't really care about them because I knew what was true. I turned off the TV and threw the rest of my food in garbage. I grabbed a suitcase from the closet and started shoving my clothes in it. I was crying so hard I could barely breathe. Once I had enough clothes I zipped the suitcase up. I ran out of the room and grabbed a pen and paper and wrote him a note. I left because I didn't want him to worry because I cared about him deeply. I left it on the bed and walked outside and put the suitcase in the trunk of my car. I got in and started driving I didn't know to where but I just didn't want to stop. It probably wasn't safe for me to be driving like this but I didn't care. I had been getting lots of jobs so I had enough money to get a hotel for a couple nights. I drove for a really long time until I reached the state border. I don't know why I drove so far but I didn't want to be near anybody. I had gotten several calls from Taron and none of which I answered. I saw a sign for a hotel and I drove to it. I was tired and hungry and to top it all off my butt hurt from sitting for to long. When I got there it was a really nice place. I had gotten lucky there was only one room left.