"so where we going to meet them?" i said quietly while on my phone then looked up and the guys in the font. "wait up lemme call them to see" traves got his phone out and he got into a phone call with who with i'm guess it was ted bc "HEYYY ted you know how we're all gonna hang out can [y/n] come too?" "—really? ok thank you i'll tell her" he got off the phone with the biggest smile. "yes ma'am he said you can join us" "but where is it?" "OH it's at some cool skate park so cooper can show off and ted wants to use his shoes" "how do- OH NEVER MIND I HAVE SOME TOO"

we ended up driving for atleast 20 minutes and as soon as we got there traves basically jumped outta the car. we saw the rest of the guys while we were at the car and cooper got out his board and two extra ones. " CAN I USE ONE PLEASE COOP" "yeah go ahead" he handed me a beach themed long board and i was way too fucking exited. when cooper closed up the car i eminently ran and hopped onto the board and it just felt amazing. i could feel the cold wind flowing through my hair. [sorry if your bald 😗]

i just closed my eyes for a second and i could hear teds huge laugh and i opened my eyes and saw the beautiful sky holy shit seeing color is way too cool. AND THEN I REMEMBERED ABOUT MY MOM HOLY SHIT. i jumped off the board and stopped it and called my mom. "hey mom i'm gonna be out with some friends for a little bit but i'll be back before dark dark." "yeah ok love you bye" i looked over to the guys bc i skated past them and schlatts everyone. i skated towards them and he gave me the meanest face ever.

and he just stopped yelling. " go. home. we don't want you here." "schlatt don't be mean.." ted said looking at him. "she needs to go home." i looked at a concerned traves. i turned to cooper. "is it okay if i take your board to go home..? you know save gas" he looked at me with a sad smile. "yeah go ahead" i looked back at ted while he was talking to schlatt as ted traves and noah stayed off to the side. i walked over to carson and it made schlatt back up. "hey carson i'll just go home you guys can hang out." "how are yo-" i cut him off "i'm gonna ride one of coopers boards home i'll be good"

i put in my headphones in from my jacket pockets and and put on some music. i hopped on the long board and headed home. i felt like crying to be honest. i didn't know he hated me like that. is he my soulmate though? i thought that soul mates where supposed to be there for you and fall in love instantly. he saw me and it's like he just hated me. i when i saw him my heart dropped and i had butterflies in my stomach. everything glistened with color and it felt magical but maybe not for him.  (つ .•́ _ʖ •̀.)つ 💔

i got home and i ran over to the door and got the board. i walked in and saw my mom on the couch with our cat. i just started crying while standing there. and she got up and hugged me. i saw her in color and it felt amazing. "you found him didn't you" she said with a soft smile. "i think so but i don't think he even wants to be mine." and just saying that made my mom tear up. "i just wanna go to bed mom.."

she let go and i slowly walked up stairs leaving the long board by the door. i slugged upstairs i left my backpack on the floor and took off my jacket. and flopped on the bed. and my phone started ringing. "traves..?" "hey [y/n] i'm sorry for everything i know it's friday but can me you and cooper go and eat later  tomorrow maybe the rest of the gang can come..?" "are you sure..? i feel like i'm just gonna have to leave again.." "hes not going to do that again i promise" "i hope your right trav" "goodnight" "night"

i changed and put my phone to charge and turned on my tv putting my favorite show on. and tried to head to bed.