I'm no longer broken

I'm completely shattered

I'm no longer picking up my pieces

I'm leaving them out to be stepped upon

I no longer hope

I just wade through life feeling numb

I've never expected a hurt this immense

It creates a numbness so intense

I begin to wonder if I'm even alive

But I keep going because I promised I'd try

And I'll keep this one until the day I

Find you or die