⋙ ｈｙｅ'ｓ ｐｏｖ ⋘ 

ASTRO, SF9 and I and my unnies have become very close, All the members of SF9 and ASTRO are so fun to hang around with! JinJin's birthday party was really amazing, I'm really happy I've become so close to two of my favourite groups...and my ultimate bias. ㅋㅋㅋ~

My heart seems to skip a beat every time I think of Sanha now, It was some idol crush at first but I feel like it's turning into something else. I think I'm just being crazy...

It's been two days since JinJin's birthday and Weekly idol, I've got all of ASTRO's and SF9's numbers. I've messaged everybody from SF9 and almost everybody from ASTRO...everyone but Sanha. I've just been staring at his number for 5 minutes now. I really wanted to message him a 'Happy Birthday,' since 5ive has a concert on the 21st of march. I'm trying to process why it's so hard for me to just message him...Just face your fears, Park Hye-Su!

I started to type a message...

[𝐦𝐬𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬; '𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐡𝐚~𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐚 ❤']

I'm regretting this message immediately. WHY WOULD I SEND A HEART? AND OPPA? My heart started to pound at an inhuman speed.

[𝐦𝐬𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬; '𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐡𝐲𝐞!! ❤❤']

It felt like I had won the lottery as I saw the two hearts he sent me, They were just silly symbols, yet they made me so happy. I'm not going to be cliche and say I don't understand this fuzzy feeling or these butterflies in my stomach. I'm really starting to fall for him now... But it's got to stop. I have more important priorities than love right now. My group is becoming known as a 'Super rookie girl group' and we're becoming so popular. I can't let love distract me, I could potentially let down my members. I held the phone close to my chest. It lit up signalling another message.

Aish...This cute kid...

[𝐦𝐬𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬; (알겠어) '𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞~ ㅜㅜ']

I couldn't help the smile on my face while talking to him, We acted so casually. I even called him 'oppa' and he didn't mind. He was even sending me so many hearts. If anyone else were to read this and not know our true relationship, They could easily assume we were a couple. That thought of that made me happy.

[𝐦𝐬𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬; '𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞~ 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐚! ❤']

[𝐦𝐬𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬; '𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞, 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲~ ❤❤']

Even if we were just joking around. I still couldn't help but feel like my heart was going to expload.

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𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 ㅋㅋㅋ

𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 ~ 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞!!! 𝐢 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭...𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬...𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐱... ㅋㅋㅋ

사랑해 ❤

- ｓｙｎｄｒａ★