I sat there in the hospital bed thinking about what dally said. I don't know how I feel. Ever since I've been here my life's been a complete mess .
I heard the door handle jiggling and it opened it was my father.
Hey pops I said hugging him.
Are you okay he said scared for my life he had a bad expression on his face.
What happened ? he questioned still scared. I ...... don't remembered I lied .
I don't care what did as long as your okay he said hugging me and kissing my forehead.
I'm fine dad seriously I insisted hugging him back.
Cmon were bringing you home , I got something for you to he mentioned .
While riding in the car , I thought about what I should do about dally , or Ricky I don't know if I could trust him .
Any boys you like my dad said staring a conversation .
Uhh pops let's not talk about it I said feeling awkward.
Cmon I'm not your mother but we can talk about things acknowledged .
If I do will you stop bringing her up I said getting frost.
I still love her Janet , she's your mother I know it hurts but one day she will come back he concluded .
Your wasting your time she left us dad for some man that could do better for her , doesn't that hurt I burst out
Sweetie when you love someone you will understand , no matter how much pain they do you'll always love them he advised.
I thought about Dallas .
We pulled up to the car and walked out. Even though he was right I couldn't forgive her , she was my world until , I wanted to be just like her.At 5 in the morning she packed her suit case and left getting in his car. I never seen her after that. a Three years later I'm still waiting for her.
I saw my dad sit down and drink his brew I could tell he was sad.
Dad you wanted to know about the guys I liked ? I said trying to cheer him up
Sure he said giving a week smile
I sat down and told him bout Dallas and Ricky .
Later that day
I went to the Curtis house
I opened the door to see soda by himself watching tv.
Soda? I called. Yah he said jumping up.
Where's the gang ? I inquired
They out in about I decided to hit the sack early he commented
Since when do you come in early ? I asked
Soda never was the lonely type he was always smiling I swear he got high off of life.
Bob is such a skuzz I'm sorry he did that to you soda burst out.
What brought that up ? I asked
He sat there for a minute .
When I found out you could be hurt I realized I couldn't live without you Janet he articulated
My heart skipped a few beats.
What are you saying soda ? I asked
I'm trying to say your special to me but I know dal has your heart he said
I was so shocked I didn't know what to say , I never knew he felt this way until now.
He got up and was about to walk away .
Soda !? I called unsure why I did .
Yes , Janet ?he said turning back around .
Don't move I said coming closer.
I grabbed his face and kissed him hard.
The kiss grew hungry and strong I felt something different this time . More and more we started kissing , turning it to a make out session . I stared to pull up his shirt , while he lifted me up and brought me to his room still not letting go of the kiss . In the heat of the moment soda called my name "Janet" he whispered .
Yes soda I said grabbing his hair while kissing him.
We can't do this he said letting go of the kiss.
Why I said looking disappointed .
Because you still love Dallas and I'm just getting in the way of that he began .
I'll always love you though he added
I love you too soda , you were always there for me I said kissing him on more time .
Janet ? can you just lay with me he begged .
Of course soda I said laying in his chest peacefully .
We laid there talking sweet nothings .
I got up out the bed watching soda sleep .
God he was so beautiful sleeping like that with his shirt off but he was right I loved Dallas and he was getting in the way as I left I kissed him on the cheek .
I was waking home in the midnight to see Jenny on the front porch .
Stranger I yelled playfully . I head you were at the hospital you good she asked worried .
Yeah I'm a greaser member , those soc's ain't got nothing on me I laughed
Ha , your right but you need any one to talk to she suggested .
A girls input could help me a lot I assured .
She invited me inside and the house was messy and I could tell she was not a neat person .
I'm not the best cleaner she continued .
I can tell I said sitting down .
So , I heard about you and dally and Ricky I just wanna say dally still loves you.
Dally POV
Bye I said
Bye dally I'll see you next time
Broad I uttered .
I wasn't feeling right tonight because I missed her more and more .
What happened to me since when do I love someone ?
I'm Dallas Winston , I don't love skirts I leave them but I love her so much .
I got up and took a walk , the air was cold and every breath I took I could see it in the air.
As it start getting darker I saw Tim Shepherd .
Hey you heard bout my tires getting slashed he asked with his mean mug.
Yah I said opening my blade discretely .
Well I heard it was you he said throwing his cigarette and stepping on it .
Yeah well some one lied you dig ? I said
Well this ain't no cut up this is my car now you gonna pay he yelled .
Just beat it I yelled frost .
He took his knife and tried to stab me but only left a scratch then I pinned him down punching him until I saw blood.
Then bright lights were flashing and they were red and blue .
Shit it's the fuzz we said .
The two finks came out the squad car with their guns pointed .
You two greasers put your hand up ! the yelled .
Fuck I mumbled while he put handcuffs on me .
Why the fuck I'm I getting arrested I argued . Shut up you skuzz before I bang your head in floor.
I was in the car watching the lights flashing before me while I sat in the seat , I guess it's true old habits die hard .
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