I miss Y/n...
I've been so stupid.
Damn why do I have to make a mess all the time?!
She must hate me now.
I left her without saying anything. I was mad, I was mad at Luis and I was mad at my father. I'm obviously worried for Billy but I'm glad I saved Y/n. I couldn't think of anyone else. My mind was just screaming her name in that moment. I felt like I needed to do something, I've never really done anything for her. She always says that I've always been there for her, wich is true but she's the one that has always helped me trough everything. My dad is the New York mafia leader and she's still nice to him no matter what. I don't understand. I always hated my dad. But Y/n... it looks like she doesn't care about anything. She loves who you are no matter what people say, no matter what kind of story is built around you. It may seem trivial but believe me it's not. And i love this of her.
And I'm a complete idiot.
The regret of leaving her before is getting over me now. I have to do something. I can't call her she's probably sleeping. Oh what am I saying she's probably lost in her thoughts like me, I know her too well.
No wait, I can't call her she's never gonna answer me. She's probably super-mad at me and i understand. But i can't wait I have to see her now. I have to tell her that thing.

Y/n POV
Ugh I'm sooo tired. But i can't sleep. Joey. Joey. Joey. Oh Joey that boy! I'm mad at him so mad, but at the same time I want him here now, to forgive him. I need to see him now. I'm calling him. No he's probably sleeping. Oh what am I saying he's probably lost in his thoughts like me, I know him too well. Ok I'll call him. But will he answer? Oh my god what should I do? I need to see him now I have to t- what?
I hear a knock on my window. Joey. My heart skips a beat. I go opening the window. He looks at me and he seems almost lost. He winces when he understands that he' been staring at me for almost 2 minutes.
"Y/n, ehm hi! Sorry it's late I uhmm you are .... ehmm i mean i kno-" he's panicking
"Do you wanna come in?" i interrupt him.
"Yeah sure"
"I'm sorry I'm a bit of a mess" I say as i'm in my pink pygiama with ducks and very very messy hair.
"Don't worry I am too" he says laughing quietly "I just wanted to apologize for earlier. I've been stupid and I was mad and all, I'm sorry"
"It's okay really, i understand. I'm not mad- I mean I am but I forgive you."
He looks at me with almost loving eyes.
"You okay? I mean are you alright after all that mess?" he asks.
"Yeah I'm a bit worried but I'm okay. And you?"
"I'm fine".
He keeps looking at me. I can't take it.
"Jo please talk to me. I can't take all this silence we've never been like that-"
"I have something important to tell you"