A/N: this story is actually based on him. No, not Vinnie Hacker, but him. He made me feel so special, I probably would've given my life up for him. But nothing is as nice as it seems, right?

New school year, new me. Thats what i always thought to myself. I got ready and left my house, giving my mom a quick kiss on the cheek. My dad- well lets say he doesnt exist anymore, after all he doesnt anymore to me.

I was now standing in front of my school, i felt like throwing up, it just felt wrong. I hated this place, its a living hell. You get judged for anything, and also laughed at. I would burn this fucking shit down if i could.

I can already smell the sweat and cigarettes. Its just disgusting. My mom is raising me alone though, its hard for her to find a better place to live at.

"Look who it is" A male voice said before pushing me towards the lockers
"I swear to God if you dare to touch me one more time I'll-"
"You'll what? beat me up?" He smirked and everyone around us was laughing. Even him. Vincent fucking Cole Hacker, or just Vinnie, was laughing.
"Go to hell" I scuffed
"See you there" he winked
His name is Tyler, i fucking hate him. He thinks he's all that but he's just a piece of mf shit.

"new school year's tough huh?"
"shut up Vinnie, why didnt you help me?"
"not everything is about you keighlani"
"shut up and leave me alone you havent changed a bit"
"you girls are really complicated"
I walked away and showed him my middle finger one more time before heading to my class, i could feel his smirk on my neck, even though i was far away from him. he drives me crazy, he's on my mind 24/7, i just cant stop thinking about him. his beautiful eyes, abs and smile. Omg fuck dont tell me im drooling over him, i need to stop.

The rest of the day was normal, and by normal i mean like hell. Thats "normal" to me.
i finally opened my front door and went straight up to my room, slamming my door

"FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS TOWN"
i was screaming into my pillow, tears running down my face. Luckily my mom wasnt home.
I slammed my back on the wall, resting my body on the cold floor.
The thought of him made me crazy, hes too perfect to be real.
"i need to call him"

On the phone
V: Vinnie
K: Keighlani
K: what're you doing right now?
V: im playing video games, what'd you call me for?
K: nothing, i just-
V: you need me, duh
K: shut up, i just need someone to talk to
V: and why did you pick me?
K: Because i dont have anyone else.
V: I- okay. whats wrong?
K: do you ever feel like you're drowning in your emotions and you just cant get out and you get weaker every time
V: bruh thats kinda deep
K: i knew you wouldnt understand, sorry.
V: hey, dont hang up. I understand you Keighlani.
K: you do?
V: yeah. it feels like everyone is expecting something from you, but if you cant fill their lust you're worth nothing.
K: I didnt know you felt that way, im sorry.
V: dont be, it feels good to have someone to talk to
K: good night vinnie
V: good night keigh, see you tomorrow