Tamakis POV
I started to slow down realizing I was now in the boys restroom I was sobbing silently
TW: SELF HARM/BLOOD
  I immediately took out my razor that was at the bottom of the small pocket of the backpacks and took it out pressing it against my skin.. my skin now looks like a game of tic tac toe and I'm definitely not winning... I somewhat harshly digger in blood oozing out
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....I heard a knock making me stop in my tracks.. " Hey can you let me in it's ok I just wanna talk" this worried me.. it sounded like a student but I really didn't wanna open this door especially in the state I'm in.. I sloppily wrapped bandages around my arm sad I didn't get to do the other arm and cleaned up the blood on the sink wiping my tears and creaking open the door to be met with a.. a teacher? No he looked old but not that old.. maybe a developed 3rd year? "I'm a third years names katsuro shineji" he said as he held out his hand for m to shake it, I reluctantly shook it, then he asked something I didn't expect "Can I come in? I'm sorry about the bully situation and I thought you might've needed someone to talk to?" My eyes lit up.. someone.. cares? Psh YOU SERIOUSLY THINK HE CARES HE PROBABLY JUST FEELS PITY FOR YOU
Without even realizing he had already stepped inside and then started talking I was mostly spacing out until I heard "don't worry Im straight but an ally!" My eyes lit up once again but immediately went dull and scared as he started to talk in a somewhat seductive voice and come closer "so..if you a f—— that means you enjoy it when boys do this to you?" He said as he started to caress his hand on my pale skin.. I couldn't move I was paralyzed out of fear.. he started taking off his pants now in his boxers and crawled on top of me whispering words like "slut" and "daddy" into my ear as he started to groan out my name saying he wants me.. cold salty tears were streaming down my face.. he then kissed me and bit my bottom lip harshly causing me to gasp giving him room to slip his tounge in making me feel gross.. then all of a sudden *ring* *ring* the bell.. THE BELL I MISSED A WHOLE PERIOD OF CLASS!! I was shivering and looked up to see him standing there looking victorious and cocky and said "isn't that what you gays enjoy?! Why do you look so sad it's not that big of a deal I didn't put anything in!" It isn't?... am I just weak... I then heard more people entering the bathroom so he quickly got up and left me I followed him out hoping no one realized we were in the same stall.. to my luck the people that came in were already in a stall so there was no one to witness that.. I quickly made my way to class

This is going to be fun...