(A/n: sorry about the short last chapter, you all are probably going to kill me in this one if I end up writing what I'm planning to write:0 but read the A/n (there will be just an A/n after the second or third chapter depends how much I'm writing. Planning on two but my plans can backfire/change)
Pls remember that I do not check for spelling mistakes becuz I am on a tablet with no notes to do so (I would need notes because once this draft gets saved it takes 10 seconds just to print a letter and that takes forever to go through all the mistakes)
Anyways.... Back to the story.
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Darkness, that's all you saw. You screamed, you yelled for help but nothing worked. It was looked like there was no gravity, there was a floor. Everything around was black, you didn't know what to do. All you could do, was wait and let boredom increase with every passing second.
"Hello? Is anybody there?"
"Help! Anyone? Please!" You knew nobody would be there to help you, you were lost in your mind. It was impossible for someone to help you, you gave up on everything. You sat on the floor, your legs crossing the other one (crisscross), your elbow looked like it was creating a dent into your skin. You fist was clenched and was holding your face up. That's when the memories came.
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You were like a ghost, invisible to the memories. You of course didn't know this and walked around, only to see people at computers watching people.
"Where am I?" You asked, nobody answered. You went up to someone and asked them "Excuse me but do you know where I am?" He didn't reply nor did acknowledge you, you thought about why and you came to the conclusion that he didn't notice you. You walked around searching for someone, perhaps a friend to help you. You saw Thomas, you were shock to why he was there exactly. You walked over to his computer and saw Minho on his screen, he was talking to Newt and Alby. You were paralized Thomas is one of the creators?.
"Why are we doing this Thomas?" It was your voice, you snapped out of it and looked to the opposite side of Thomas. You saw yourself, you walked over to the other you.
"We have no choice Y/n, we are forced to" Thomas's eyes did not leave the screen of his computer "But we can't just keep watching the die, they didn't deserve this. Any of them!" The other you whispered yelled. The other you put her hand on Thomas's to stop him from what he was doing, she wanted him to look at her in the eyes and he did "I know, but think about the other people in the world. It's only 40-45 people that are going to die in both groups to billions of people that are going insane and killing people. Y/n we have to do this, for the world. I agree this is cruel and we have no right to be doing this, but we have to. Millions of people are counting on us to find the cure, to heal there loved ones and we can't let them down" the other you removed her hand from his "all we're doing is killing off the people who are immune, they're still kids. Chuck is 12 and he is in the Maze, scared as hell. He still has lots of life ahead of him, but now he doesn't because of us. You know I'm right Thomas! Would you really rather be on their side instead of the right side with your girlfriend?" He didn't answer, after a few seconds he spoke "maybe, I don't know. But what I do know is that we have to do this, think about all the people don't have the flare? They soon will be infected with it if we don't put a stop to it" the other me crossed her arms and stood up, making sure she wasn't facing Thomas "this isn't you. This isn't my boyfriend. This isn't the Thomas I love" Thomas was my boyfriend? Before are memories got blocked?
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Everything went black again. You sighed, disappointed that the memory disappeared. As soon as you finished sighing a new memory came.
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You were in a school, a classroom. The windows had locks on it. You guessed you were in Grade 6, you did the math, you would be 12. The teacher was explaining what an obtuse was. You walked around the room searching for yourself, you found yourself in the middle of the room beside a girl at her desk. You looked at her, she seemed fimilar to you. You assumed it was you, you looked at her. A boy whispered to her with others eavesdropping.
"I bet you wouldn't know what the answer is to 368×1847 and get it right in 10 seconds" he started counting with his fingers. You had did the math in your head within 5 seconds, the answer was 679696. You knew that the other you wouldn't be able to answer that and the kid who ask that wouldn't be able to answer it within 10 seconds, he was a jerk who was clearly your old bully. Wait is that...no way....that's Gally. He was at 9 then 10 "what's the answer?" "uh...um...I-I don't know" she looked back at her teacher, everyone who heard her say that laughed. You got angry they wouldn't have known that. That's when a boy behind you who looked a lot like Newt, started to whisper to the other you.
"Ignore them, they wouldn't have known the answer within 10 seconds" the other you smiled and started to blush so she looked down at her desk.
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Everything vanished, the classroom, the teacher, Newt. Except this time the dark didn't come, it was a new memory. You looked 14, and Newt was beside you. You both were on top of the schools soccer/football post.
"Hey Newt is something wrong?" He seemed to be avoiding the past you's eyes "no, nothings wrong" the present you even new he was lying. The past you grabbed Newt's chin and moved it so he would look at her "don't lie to me. Now what's bothering you?" He removed the past you's hand from his chin and looked the opposite way at the ground "I did something horrible........I cheated on you" he looked back at the past you to see your face expression. Her eyes went big, she looked away from him and at the ground "oh I see" tears threatened to spill out of the past you's eyes. You knew that the past you didn't want to cry in front of her new ex or be near him, she jumped down. Landing on the ground amazingly, she than ran away. Leaving Newt on top of the post.
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The samething happened again, everything disappeared and a new memory aproched. You had tears in your eyes from the last memory. The past you took a unsteady breath and walked in the school. She walked to go to a class, but her worst nightmare happen. Newt was there, against lockers with his arm around the girl who the present and past you guessed was who he cheated on you with. He was laughing at something and when he saw the past you his smile vanished. Tears began to form in yours and the past you's eyes, the past you's tears dared to escape. The past you challenged them, but the past you was losing the battle, she ran into the girls bathroom. She hid in a stall and lost the battle, her tears had escape. She held back her sobs because any girl could walk in hear her and tell her new enemy about it. She heard her enemy and her friends walk in, she looked through the crack of the stall and saw them doing their makeup. She gave her a death glare, she wiped her tears and eavesdropped on them. "I can't believe you got Newt to cheat on Y/n, the most popular girl in the school" her friend said the fourth most popular girl in the school coughed an eem "she certainly is not the most popular girl in the school or her friends, we are" the past you had enough, she opened slowly and quietly the stalls lock. She grabbed the girls jacket and turned her around, she punch her 3 times the third time she broke her nose and second time a black eye. "Don't you ever say that you are more popular than me or steal any of my boyfriends again cause if you do anything to pissed me off again I will not hesitate to break your nose again or any other of your bones, got it?" She nodded her head, fear was in her eyes. The past you smiled at it knowing she would never piss her off again and she would be scared of her. She kneed her in the stomach and then released her so she could runaway but her friends didn't move after she left. The past you pretended like she was about to punch them and they ran away scared. The present knew she was still sad and that was wrong but she yelled ya you go girl. The past you fell to the floor and started crying, she wiped her tears and walked out of the bathroom only to see a crowd some were happy of what I had done other shook their heads including Newt. Her middle finger went up and she fingered Newt she muttered asshole before she left. She could see many girls with fear in their eyes. That's when Thomas her best friend wrapped his arm around the past you'd waist and walk away.
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The dark at last came, and you were glad for it. You fell to the ground and cried your heart out, Thomas was there for me. That's when you heard voices.
"It's been a week and she hasn't woken up yet, she hasn't even screamed in pain. This never happens, do you think she's dead?"
"No, I checked her pulse a minute ago and her heart is still working" you thought it was odd that you still haven't woken up in a week or done the normal thing to do when stung, you also thought it was odd that you could hear around you. You did recognize the voices, it was Alby and Jeff. "She needs to wake up soon or Newt's going to go crazy"
"Well may as well let him see her, he hasn't seen her since Thomas came back with her in his arms"
"I suppose your right, I'll go get him"
"And Alby"
"Yes?"
"Let her friends see her, her close friends. They've been trying to beat me up because we won't let them. Clint got a punch to the face from Minho" Alby didn't respond so you didn't know if he nodded or if he left without saying anything. After a few minutes you her loud foot steps, you didn't have to see to know who it was.
"Jeff can we have some privacy?"
"Yeah man" you heard the door shut. You then heard a chair being dragged across the floor. You felt a hand in yours and than his voice.
"Y/n please wake up, this my first time seeing you because Alby didn't aloud visitors for you. I miss you, come back to me Love. I need you, you're my everything. I'm losing hope and the depression is back, without you I have nothing to live for please come back" you were angry at Newt. Your anger came before the love, it was like all the love you had for him turned into anger and hate. You woke up, you sat up and removed your hand from Newt's. You got off the bed about to run into the forest.
"You cheater, don't go near me ever again! I HATE YOU! I could never love you!" And with that you ran out of the room, down the stairs and out the Homestead. Minho saw you and ran, trying to catch up with you. You ran to the forest with Minho close behind. You slowed down because you got dizzy and sleepy. You stopped running and fell to the ground. The darkness swallowed you, with another memory.
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You were in a house with Thomas, his room maybe? You guessed. The past you sat on his bed and tears fell from your face. The past Thomas shut his room door and sat beside you on the bed "what happened?" The past you didn't answer just started to sob and put her head on his shoulder. The past you hands covered your red puffy eyes. The past Thomas turned sideways and hugged (the past) you, you removed your hands from your pasdt self face and hugged him back. Your face was in his chest, Thomas held fight onto you not letting go while he did that he whispered stuff like "everything is alright" trying to calm you down. It did help, the tears stopped along with the sobs. The past you removed her face from his chest and looked him in the eyes, then she did something that surprised the present you. You kissed him and he kissed back.
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You couldn't open your eyes but you heard voices like before, this time Minho.
"-he needs you, he has been crying each day. We need you, please wake up. Please Y/n. Your like my sister, you have to wake up. Wake up for me, for Newt, for the Gladers. I won't go on without you, I can't" you wanted to cry but you couldn't. Minho did something unexpected, he grabbed you hand with both of his hands and cried like he watched his family members get slaughtered in front of him. You couldn't wake up, you tried to squeeze hand and you succeeded.
"Y/n?" You squeezed his hand again.
"You can hear me? You can hear me. Your alive" this time all you could do was squeeze a little tiny bit, you squeezed his hand that time to say yes.

(A/n:
Told you that you would hate me, oops. I basically made you break up with Newt, don't kill me. I GAVE YOU AN EXTRA LONG CHAPTER!!! so you can't kill me. K love you all even know your pissed at me, I still love you. K bye now