Hello world,

I am new to this programming.

Please take a good care of me.

Teach me everything, or everything that I should know.

Make me learn new things,

Hold me when I stumble in this,

I know I can be annoying,
Please bear it with me.

I know that I am not an ideal student,
nor an ideal child,

But believe me,
I never really asked for any of this.

I hate myself more than you ever will.

My deepest wish? it's just to un exist.

I am a handful, I know that much for sure,

Please share me in both your hands.

So, can you please,

Help me learn, be patient and bear with me,

Give me a reason to live,

Be the floating wood of this drowning me,

A hope for me to keep going?

But first  thing first,

Teach me the programming of this world.

I don't really understand how,

How to run the program here,

It is all to complicated for me,
And i don't even know the basics!

They say one day, I will learn it all,

But honestly, I am too tired of waiting for that day.

It has been quite some years,
and I am came to know, Nothing!

Maybe I am dumb, maybe I wasn't supposed to exist,

But oh well, things are different and here I am.

So, can you hold my hand and guide me,

Show me how to exist properly?

How to hate how to befriend,

How to laugh, how to cry,

How to survive, how to thrive?

Oh, now I remember, before every thing else, before every firsts,

Teach me that most important of all, or as I have been told.

The most important of all, the first of all,

Teach me how to love myself,

(I don't think this is of any importance, but oh well, )

Make me love, the all of me,

My achievements, my failures,

My strengths, my weaknesses,

My advantages, my flaws,

Teach me all, all and nothing less.

But sometimes, you know,
After the night had spread it's veils,

Sometime after the dark, when the world is sleeping.

In my solitude, in my loneliness, I wonder,
How a made up imaginary program, from the scratch,

Is far more easy to understand,
Than the world's real pre build program.