LILY'S P.O.V

I can't believe the truth finally came out, I wish I had just told him the truth to begin with and now I've ruined everything between us. That's just my luck though nothing goes the way I plan, I'm just a screw up. I'm sick of living like this...well to be honest I'm sick of living all together...

When I got back to my hotel I went straight into my bathroom and got a shower. After I came out I threw on any clothes I could find, I didn't care anymore. I just stared in the mirror and thought of how much of a disappointment I am.

DING!!!

Caleb: We need to talk... come to my hut

It wouldn't surprise me if Johnnie has told Caleb and Leda, I would do the same if I was him. I head down to Caleb's hut expecting the worse. I chap the door and walk in to see Caleb sitting on the couch.

"Hi what is it you need to see me for?"

"To find out why you lied to us, all of us, Johnnie told me" he asked

"I'm sorry I just wanted to hang with yous and I knew if I was fangirling over Johnnie, Bryan and Leda yous wouldn't want to hang around with me again. If Johnnie already told you then you know why I did it and I don't have to be reminded"

"Lily we would have liked you for you, fangirling or not we still would have wanted to be around you and I wanted to know for myself. I didn't believe it at first but it's clear its true now" he said standing in front of me

"I've apologised to you, Johnnie and Bryan I have to apologise to Leda, do you know where she is?" I ask stepping back away from him because he was too close

"No I have no idea where she is" he says stepping closer

"Well okay that's fine I'm going to leave now, sorry again" I try to leave but Caleb grabs my arm

"OW! Caleb what are you doing? Let me go" I shout trying to pull away

He just stares at me and his grip around my arm gets tighter.

"No Lily, do you realise the only reason I asked you to hang with us was because I like you. I mean I really like you Lily" he says still gripping on to my arm

"But your with Leda so please don't do anything stupid and just let me go please" I say trying to leave

He pushes me on to the couch and I land on my back, he pins me down

"GET OFF OF ME!" I scream

I kick him where I know it will hurt. He rolls over and lands on the floor in agony he starts yelling...

"Get back here you stupid bitch!"

I ignore him and just run, I run back to my hotel room as fast as I can. I quickly run into the bathroom and lock the door luckily Max isn't in. I love how I've been gone for days and they don't even care but I'm not surprised.

I begin to cry, the tears start streaming down my face. How could Caleb do something like this, I'm so angry and upset at the same time I just don't get it. My rage just builds up and builds up and I throw a punch at the mirror. It smashes to pieces on the floor and I look down and my hand and my knuckles are bleeding. I like the feeling, it just stings a little. I pick up a piece of smashed mirror and look at its sharp edge. I could end this right now and it would be all over, nothing to worry about and it's not as if anyone would care either.

I also remember I had the tub of 50 paracetamol Bryan gave me, I pick up my bag and find them. Well there's no going back now. I open the tub and shake a hand full of paracetamol into my hand. I shove all of them in my mouth and swallow them quickly. I then pick up the smashed piece of mirror and start to count...

1
2
3...

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Sorry this is a really short chapter but I had no clue if I was even going to continue it. So this is what I ended up with.

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