How can this be?

I see the character laid out
I read

I feel light, and grin as if with a friend
My heart beats

How can this be?

I feel odd inside, heart skipping
Blood dripping

My life has surely reached its end
With these feelings

How can this be?

Care and lust
It's love

The symptoms are getting worse
As I ignore them desperately

How can this be?

It's fiction! We've never met!
It's emotional anarchy!

Yet as I look on with longing to see him happy
I know it's true

How can this be?

It's a pity
I've fallen deep

For a character, no less
Damnit Kakashi.

How did this happen?
How can this be?