"That was.. something I never felt before" Jungkook says as he wraps his arms around my naked body.

"What they said was true alright, I can definitely feel closer towards you"

I could barely move, my back was already damaged from before and to top it all off, I couldn't move my legs because it ached.

I didn't plan on having intercourse any time soon, especially not with an abusive psychopath like Jungkook.

I tried my best to act in front of him and I was glad he fell for it. But now I don't think I can handle it anymore, I can't force myself to smile again.

Maybe it was finally time for me to give up my body to Jungkook. I don't think I could have said no in the first place, but this has gone too far.

He crossed the line this time for sure.

"So this is how it feels like.." he giggles.

"I can't believe I waited so long for this day. And it was truly something pleasurable, don't you think?"

I didn't reply back to him and shut my inflated eyes from crying continuously.

"Ah.. you must be tired, I mean.. I guess I did go a little too much rough on you, heh"

"I love you beautiful" he says as he kisses my forehead an stands up.

He places a blanket on top of me and tucks it in. After that he put his shirt and pants back on which were originally lying on the floor and bed.

—

One month after kidnapping

Slowly by slowly, I was becoming insane myself. The fact that there wasn't any windows or a clock annoyed me because I didn't know what time of the day it had been.

Had my parents called the police and have been looking for me? If so, why haven't they been able to track me down already?

Jungkook would always go out and buy me things which meant he probably wasn't a suspect so he was free to go anywhere.

Had no one been able to predict it was him? Well.. Now that I think about it, him and I only had a few interactions with each other in public aside from sitting next to each other in math.

—

I gave him my body completely for him to do whatever he wanted with it. After our 'first time' I was done with the acting and he could sense I didn't like what happened in any way. But he continued to show affection towards me. Even when I didn't look the best, even when my skin became pale and even when I looked sick.

Day by day I was becoming weaker, and soon enough I couldn't even stand from the pain between my legs.

My voice would crack from me screaming too much, I could barely talk that much anymore.

I gave up on trying to escape officially.

How was it possible for such a psychopath like him to exist?

I would have thought he would get bored of me after a while but no.. he just loved me more day by day.

No one has found me yet. I've been waiting for such a long time, hoping for a miracle where the police would come breaking the door and finally take Jungkook away from me.

Oh how I hated him so much. It would have been a pleasure for me to see him getting tortured.

But I finally gave up. I gave up on waiting to be saved. No one special was in my life anyways. Yoongi is gone, and so is Song. The thought of me being stuck here forever haunted me, but then I thought to myself on the ways I could be set free.

But there is only one way now.

No matter how much I hated it or even had the idea of doing it before, I always thought of it as something extremely horrifying to even think about myself to do.

But I've been thinking a lot about it lately. I think it's finally time for me to give up.

For me to finally be set free.

—

"Jungkook, I-I want something.." I finally speak to him after a long amount of silence.

He turns his head to me "What do you want? I'll buy you anything!"

I start to fiddle with my fingers.
"Steak!" I force a smile at him.

"Hmmm steak? You never asked me that before... but sure!"

"I want it now."

"Okay okay, hahah I didn't know you were that hungry, I'm going now to get it! I'll be back soon" he takes his jacket and walks to the door.

"... I'll wait here" I say to myself.

—

I estimated it to be about an hour till he came back with a large plate of steak and a glass of champagne.

"Just for you!" He happily grins while placing it on a table.

I struggled but then finally managed to stand up and start walking step by step slowly.

Jungkook places his arms around me gently and helped me walk to the chair.

"Eat as much as you like okay? I can even buy you more if you-"

"No, it's okay. Thank you for the meal!" I give him a weak smile and pick up my fork and knife.

"Let me put my jacket in the other room" He says as he takes it off and walks quickly to his room.

—

JUNGKOOKS'S POV

I happily walked to my room with the door still wide open. There was no point in locking the door, she could barely stand up without me helping her and I'm sure she wouldn't have time to run that fast.

I hummed happily as I placed my jacket on a hook and continued to walk back to her room.

She must be really enjoying it..!
I say to myself with a smile on my face.

"Can I have a bite?" I say as I walk inside the room.

But to my surprise I was seeing something horrifying.

I stopped moving an inch and could see what was happened while I was just for a mere few seconds.

My eyes started to twitch as I observed Meiko.

She looked up at me with tears running down her eyes while sinking a knife inside her stomach.

She can't be..

No..

"W-What are you doing Meiko.. no please don't do this" My eyes begin to water.

She pulls the knife back out.

Unfortunately, she tries to sink the knife into herself again and I quickly came into my senses and ran towards her before she did it.

But it was too late...

This time blood started to spill out of her mouth as she coughed.

"No.. no.. NO MEIKO, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?" I scream while holding her up.

"OPEN YOUR EYES, YOU CAN'T DIE JUST YET!" I burst into tears while placing my head at her chest and sobbing continuously. Blood started to stain my shirt but I didn't care at this moment.

But she was doing so fine.. why she kill herself? She said she loved me.. and I guess that was all a lie.

I started to scream loudly as the beautiful, wonderful and amazing person I loved so very deeply died in my arms.

She's gone..

She's actually gone.

She stopped coughing and her breathing became slower and slower.

And that was it. That was when it ended for me.

Life was nothing without her since the day I laid eyes on her.

Ever since I met her, I wanted more and more..

My little crush started to become an unhealthy obsession as the day went by. I was thirsty for more everyday.

My everything is now nothing.

She was the reason my life was brightened up. Before her, I didn't know what was the meaning of life. I despised every human being, but then she came along and that changed everything, for the first time I actually felt affection for someone.

She is my reason to live, just so I could see that beautiful face of hers everyday.

But she's nothing now.. she's gone from this world.

I pull the knife out of her stomach and raise it up high as blood dripped from it and ran down my hands.

I give myself a slight smile and kiss her cold lips for the last time.

"I'll meet you in the afterlife..."

Without any hesitation, I sink it into where my beating heart is, causing me to groan loudly from the pain.

I smiled while placing my head on her chest and intertwine my hands with hers.

".... my love"

THE END

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And so my fanfic finally ends👏🏻I hope you guys liked it! I enjoyed writing it.

I appreciate those who voted and  commented, I love reading everyone's comments.

I actually thought of this fanfic in one night, I have a habit of making up stories in my head before I sleep.. yk late night thoughts and stuff. Someone once dm me "can you make jungkook as Yandere?" And so I thought to myself hey, why don't I make a fanfic of a Jungkook being over obsessed with someone? And so this happened.. oh my.

I'm almost at 500k views coz of this story.

If you liked this fanfic, then I recommend you'll like my other fanfic called "Mental" I worked hard on that fanfic and thought it through. Yes it has torture and violence btw ;)

I'm planning to write another fanfic about Jimin as a ghoul! So stay tuned for that. It's gonna have short parts just like this fanfic tho, I feel like I can update faster when it's short.

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