Truth be told I wasn't gonna say anything or address this but I feel as though you deserve an explanation for how supportive you've been through this process. With that being said, life has been crazy and I've been more than overwhelmed with the expectations I have to fulfill in every aspect. Schedules are full and I was finally planning on updating soon however I recently received some very difficult news and I don't believe I'm in the right mindset, so I apologize but there probably won't be an update for a little while. All I will say is grief is a very strange concept that I'm struggling to grasp. 

A reminder that I love you all so so dearly and I hope you are doing well, mentally and physically. Please take advantage of the time you have.

With love,
EJ <3