After recieving the signal waves quirk, Aizawa looked at the time and realized that it was probably the best choice. Which had him to call Hizashi first.

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English period was extremely quiet. Self study as usual while everyone weren't as enthusiastic about it.

What could only be heard are sounds of book pages being flipped and pen scribbling on notebooks. Despite this, everyone didn't look like they themselves are stidying.

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Hey, loudmouth. Lower your volume. Just how deaf are you?

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Yes... Aizawa's voice rang into his phone as a ringtone while everyone looked up surprised by the sudden voice that spoke on the teacher's table.

Present mic sighed and lazily picked it up to checked who was calling his phone. He didn't feel the need to answer anyone today but it probably be a must. However, as soon as the name shined on his screen, he was stood up. He blinked twice as the ringtone continued with Aizawa's voice.

He even rubbed his eyes before answering the call.

"AIZAWAAAAAAA!!!!" The blonde couldn't help but excitedly exclaimed the name. The class looked up at him shocked.

He heard a grunt on the other line. "That's me so lower your volume." The raven bluntly replied.

Present mic was on the verge of crying. But realizing that he was in front of Aizawa's kids, he held himself properly. "Where were you?! Where are the boys?!" He asked.

"You're in class, correct?" Aizawa asked instead.

Hizashi frowned. "Yeah. I'm currently in 1-A." He responded.

"How are they? They better not be slacking." The man sighed.

He sweatdropped as he watched each and every student looking back at him. "O-of course not! They're all studying well!" He said, awkwardly laughing.

"Is Y/n there?" Again, he asked.

The blonde turned to looked at Y/n at the back who met his eyes. "Yeah?"

"Good. Tell her we're about to go to the 57th expedition." Aizawa responded.

"57th expedition? What's that?" He asked.

Y/n stood up wide eyed after hearing him. That was the first and last expedition she at least had before coming here. Many of the scouts died as well because of Annie so it was at least one of the most tragic things her brother had to go through because his entire squad was wiped put during his absence.

Present mic looked at her shaking figure. It made him realize that it's probably something sensitive.

"Tell her that we're about to get out for the 57th expedition." Aizawa said again.

"Y/n." Hizashi called out, motioning the young lady to follow him outside of the classroom.

Y/n did so as she stroded passed her curious classmates. Somehow eager to know the condition of their adviser and classmates as well.

As soon as they got out of the classroom, the teacher put on the speaker. "Say what you want to say now, Shota. Y/n's listening." He said.

"Alright." Aizawa responded. "Y/n. I want you to keep your calm before I speak, okay?"

Y/n inhaled. "Yes sir." The girl murmured as she held the cloth on her chest. Her heart was thumping wildly and somehow, afraid of what's going on in their side. What did Aizawa mean about 57th expedition? That expedition had happened months now.

"We went back in time and witnessed the breach in Trost. Right now, we're about to go for the 57th expedition as your new squad." Aizawa said.

"Don't go there." Y/n firmly spoke. Her voice tremored shortly but it was obvious that she seemed disturbed.

"What happened on that day, Y/n?" Aizawa asked.

She gritted her teeth. Her knuckles paled from how tight they were closed, her nails digging through her skin. "Just don't go there." She said. "Run away. Hide. Do what you must. Just don't go there." She said.

"We can't do that, Y/n. I told you to calm down."

"No matter what, keep away from the right flank and the rear. She's going to kill almost half of us." Y/n frowned. Suddenly telling her that they went back in time through 57th expedition?

That sounded bullshit. But if that's true, why in that certain point in time? She hates it!

She clenched her fist. "If you really did go back..." the girl paused. Her eyes darkening for a moment. Please slap my old self and tell her to kill Annie right there and now. How dare that bitch came and killed my brother's friends? How dare she hurt Eren? Just how dare they?! The girl wanted to voice out. But she calmed down before speaking again. "Please be safe." She said instead.

"You're not really going to tell us to at least do something about it?!" Bakugo's voice shouted from the other line. "You said almost half will die in the right flank! And all you said about the sitiation is just vague. It's annoying! Just straight up say what will happen!" The blonde said.

Y/n blinked. "Don't do anything. It's none of your business." She responded. Mad at herself for being stupid. She could ask for their help, but this was her problem.

"Ceiling bitch, you damned coward! Just fucking say it!" Clearly, the blonde was pissed. She herself was pissed at her own decisions.

But she knew better than not interfere with whatever sorcery it is that brought them there.

She didn't want them to do anything about it because more than anything else, it's better for them to stay alive and come back here complete. Although it still hurts and it's hard to accept, knowing her brother will take this aftermath again, it's better to keep the living to be alive than those who didn't make it the first time around.

"I made myself clear, Katsuki Bakugo. Don't fucking do anything than stay alive. I don't care who dies there. They're already dead but if you so much want to end up like them, feel free to do so." She coldly stated deemingly calling his whole name authoritatively.

"Y/n, please! We want to help! At least let us help you." Midoriya pleaded on the other line as Katsuki quietened. Poor blonde must've been shocked to hear her curse coldly at him.

"I don't want to change anything." Y/n shut her eyes. In fact, she wanted to change everything if she could. But to risk other's lives? She felt like a thorn was stuck on her throat and it made it hard for her to swallow.

"I'm sure you do." Kirishima's sad voice trailed onto the background.

Yes... I want to... so much I'd even shed bloody tears if needed be. I'll even sell my soul to the devil and won't regret a thing about it but this is different. "Yes, I do. But only if I'm the one who will change it. So just please, stay out of it."

There was silence on the other line. Present mic watched her bite her lower lip to the point that blood trickled down through the side of her mouth. He petted her head, ensuring comfort as the girl looked back at the hero with a desperate frown... a look that almost looked like she wanted to ask for their help but was trying so hard to keep her mouth to stop spouting the words she wanted to say so badly.

She wanted to save them all... but She's not there and she's not about to involve them into her own personal shits. As much as she loved the Levi squad... she came to love the new classmates and teacher she has now as well.

In her calculative mind hid a paranoia. She was scared that if she did as much as tell them to do something about it, nothing will change... and they too, would be caught up in it and might never come back to their world, their home and their family.

If this happens... she'll never forgive herself.

"Dammit ceiling bitch. I can't believe you're such a coward." Bakugo growled at her.

Y/n sadly smiled. "I know. Which is why just shut up and listen to me. More than I am scared of losing my comrades is just as heavy if you get involved and I might lose you guys too because of such selfish desires to save the dead." She said. "I don't want to go through that again. So just hate me... but stay alive so you can go back home."

It hurts being away from your family. It's maddening being alone in a world you don't even understand the dynamic. And it's even more tiring knowing that you can't go back no matter how desperately you wanted to.

"I'm tired seeing people close to me die. I'm so tired hearing that they die without me knowing." She weakly said before running off the hallway.

"Y/n!" Mic called but she was quick to jump off the window and landed on the grounds successfully. "She ran off." The teacher sighed.

"I see. Just let her be for a while." Aizawa said.

"You know, I understand what Y/n's trying to say, Shota. If the 57th expedition thingy is dangerous that caused that much casualty, I think it's better if you watch yourselves and stay alive." Mic said.

Aizawa sighed. "I understand."

"Hey!" Bakugo called out on the other line. "Tell her... I fucking apologize, dammit."

Hizashi let out a chuckle on the other line. "Sure do, Bakugo. But be sure to come back to say that yourself."

"It's time. We'll be going now." Aizawa said.

Present mic's chest clench hearing the words. It felt like a military mission where the soldiers might not even make it back.

"Please... be careful." The usually noisy teacher said before the phone call was cut.

But as he was coming back to the classroom, his phone vibrated and almost hundreds of images were sent to him. As soon as mic opened it, he saw them all in the same attire like a uniform the same as Y/n's hero costume. It looks like Aizawa had been sneaking pictures on the entirety where they were and who they are with.

Y/n was surprisingly there as well together with a ravonette male who she was tugging his elbows on and pulling him. Another picture was the same raven putting on the f/c brooch on Y/n's caravat with a proud small grin on his face while Y/n was smiling a little as well. So that brooch was given by that person?

The girl's smile on the first photo was childish. So far from the mature looking Y/n here despite being the same person.

The hero saddened even more as he realized that. Y/n's family was there so she could always act up as a child her age comfortably.

But here?

Y/n was forced to be alone as she was away from her family.

It was sad.

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Y/n didn't know how, but her feet took her automatically to the hill where the empty tomb stayed.

She ran, but not a single breath was taken away from her sprint. Walking towards the grassy path and sat in front of the grave tiredly leaning her back on the tree beside it.

She wanted to laugh sarcastically from the things that's been happening.

It was tiring... Tiring indeed.

She was running empty because of the countless mistakes she's been making.

What has she done wrong in her past life that this happened to her?

Y/n dug her face to her knees again. Much more to her dismay, nothing made her feel better.

"Hey, are you okay?" Soon, Y/n heard a voice not far.

The girl raised her head up and looked around to see nobody. However, the voice chuckled and spoke. "I'm up here!" He called put.

Y/n followed as well, seeing a boy flying in the air. He undid his quirk and landed on his feet as he jogged his way towards her.

"Are you okay?!"

"No. Please, leave me alone." She responded.

The young raven hummed. "I'm sorry, but a hero never leaves when someone clearly needs saving!" He smiled widely.

His enthusiasm was too loud, Y/n envied his energy being wasted. While she was drained by all sort of emotional breakdowns, there's this person throwing it like an overflowing bucket.

"Oh, you're uniform. You're from UA!" He continued speaking. "To be honest, I love UA!"

He sat cross legged in front of her and Y/n was so confused as to why this boy decided that it's nice to pester someone who clearly needed to be alone.

Her e/c eyes stared at his wide smiling face. Only to be cut off when his face came closer to her. The girl blinked twice, surprise. "What?" She asked.

"Y-you're that UA muse and that Hosu's guardian angel!" He shouted in her face. Y/n didn't expect that alias from him. But when the boy realized that he had been to close to her face to examine her features, his face became a mess of red.

It was his fault for closing in selflessly.

"S-so, ah..." the boy cleared his throat and gave back the space she needed. "I'm Inasa Yoarashi from Shiketsu high!! It's nice to meet you!" He shouted his introduction, bowing too low, his head hit the ground.

When he sat up blood was already on his forehead that got Y/n horrified buly his concussion. She quickly checked her pocket for a handkerchief but she must've placed it in her bag... unfortunately.

Having no choice at the matter, the girl sat closer in front of him. She stood on her knees to overshadow his tallness a little and wiped the blood on his forehead.

"Do you feel dizzy?" She asked, pressing her sleeve on his forehead.

Isana on the other hand wasn't expecting that. His usual wide grin disappeared in exchange of a mess of blush. "I-I'm okay!" He responded. "I have a hard skull!"

"Is that so?" She mused. "What elwere you doing flying around the are?"

The boy tensed. "Well... I was..." he shyly scratched the back of his head before smiling selflessly again. "I skipped class because I was looking for a place to practice!" He admitted.

She hummed. "I forgot to inteoduce myself. I'm Y/n Ackerman." She said.

"It's good to finally meet you! Aside from UA, I'm also a fan of yours!" He said. "I just recently joined the Y/nology club that became popular in school nowadays."

Y/n, who ripped up a sleeve and tied his bleeding head has now sat back on her legs. A look of confusion was evident in her eyes. "Y/nology club?" She repeated. The weird sensation of her name set off a bitter taste on her mouth.

"Yeah, it's a club dedicated about you!" He explained.

"Oh..." the girl still can't understand.

"By the way, why did you escape if you don't mind me asking?" Inasa asked.

She took a glance to the grave beside her before speaking. "I'm seeking counsel." She said.

"Counsel? Here?"

"Yeah. I was hoping that I can have a small talk with my father to clear my mind." She pointed to the big ass grave standing beside her that only now had Inasa finally took notice.

Mouth agape, he felt like he just did something extremely and utterly wrong. "I... I apologize! How inconsiderate of me!" He was about to headslam himself on the floor again, but Y/n was quick to grab his shoulder to stop him.

"You'll hit your head... again." She said.

"Ah. I'm sorry!" He said again. "Should I go now? I feel like I interupted you."

The girl shook her head. "It's fine. Now that I've spoken to you, you quite remind me of my friends." She gave him a small smile.

Her smile emitted sparkles in his imaginary visuals. Flowers bloomed on her background as her beautiful face offered her the radiance he didn't expect he'd see in person.

Alright, he's ready to die now. He's happy.

"A-Ackerman-san." The young man stuttered her manly last name.

"Y/n is fine." She replied.

"T-then, Y/n...-chan..." he said.

"Yes? Is something wrong? Does your wound hurt?" She asked.

Inasa shook his head. "N-no... it's just that..." he grabbed both her hands and looked at her with pure and innocent admiration. "I'm now officially your number one fan." He said.

"Huh?" The girl was beyond confused. But since she was feeling a bit better after their conversation, Y/n let out a smile again. "Thank you."

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Inside the walls year 850...

Horses stood tall in front of the openning gate.

The new recruits including the old ones lined up awaiting the signal of their departure and as soon as the expedition was commenced, the horses began running out of the gate.

Green capes fluttered into their backs as the wind carried everyone majestically.

Class 1-A looked up the skies on the other side of the wall and saw it's abandoned and vast land that was taken away by the titans.

The formation began to disperse and in the center of it all remained Levi squad and Y/n squad guarding Eren.

Shoto did a quick glance at Y/n's back who had not said a word to them eversince they prepared for departure. She seemed like a nervous wrack looking around with full on alert from what's about to come.

Little did they know, this was one of the things... that scarred her deep down.

The next events will dig a wound inside her that carved deeper and more painful than anything she's ever had. And the awaiting guilt and nightmare it will offer her in the future.

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I... I seriously didn't know what to write. Lmao.

Inasa was an unexpected appearance but who cares? I like it that way, lmao