You know we don't fail when we judge each others love for you , but we fail when we fail to understand you . Your smile makes our day , but we fail when we are not able to keep your smile constant . You love us endlessly , we fail to reciprocate it truly ander completely . You can give every bit of you to our babies ( songs ) , we fail when we can't give out what it's worth it . Sometimes it just feels that DARSHAN YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR US , but we aren't what you deserve . Darsh if got chance to complete one wish , then it would be to know you , your layers and depths . Rather than being a lover we would love to be your friend . Darsh thank you will always be less to tell you what you have done for each one of us . 26 letters will never be enough to write down what you mean to us , Stay blessed and keep smiling darsh , lots of love to you from your bluefamily ๐ " She definitely driven me crazy , with this diary . I have read a lot of things abt me , but never ever got to know these layers and depths of my fans emotions towards me . As I thought in start , she will change me for the betterment of me . The love andheri connection I have with them is something different , they are far away but hearts are connected . I guess when we it comes to darshan and darshaners it truly comes true , " when hearts are connected distance doesn't matter " . I love these guys , like unconditionally , they are truly my strength . But one thing she said wrong that I don't deserve them , but indeed the truth is they are the best I can have . Everyone tell me that I'm blessed to have the best fans in the world , and they are right . I guess this must be the only sensible thing my friends have told . I lived my dreams but the reality is far much better than my dreams . I was darshan raval , but darshaners and bluefamily made me THE DARSHAN RAVAL . When I say it I mean it , " DEAR FANS , I'M INCOMPLETE WITHOUT YOU GUYS " . She made me think over all aspects but it still font know her name , what I know is just that she's ONE IN THE MILLIONS . I turned the page of the diary and on the top it was written , " DISTANCE "