I hold Tae tight throughout the night. He cries....he cries all night. I don't know what to do. He already lost his grandmother. It's almost midnight now. We got home at 8.  He gets up and stomps into the bathroom and locks the door.  I hear a few whimpers. I rush over to the bathroom. I knock on the door.

"Tae?" I say. He doesn't answer. "Tae?!" I say again. Still no answer. I bang on the door now. I start screaming his name. "TAE!" I scream. Jimin runs in.

"Whats going on?" He says. I look at him and he runs over. He hits against the door. 

"NAMJOON GET IN HERE AND BREAK THE DOOR!" I scream. He runs in and touches the door knob. It immediately breaks and the lock comes undone. All 3 of us push on the door, Revealing a pale Tae laying on the floor. I run over to him. He blinks a few times then his eyes go blank.

"TAE! STOP!" I scream. His eyes look up at me. He grabs my hand, his eyes still watering.

"Y/n.....I'm sorry." He says. 

"What were you doing?" I ask.

"I.........I wanted to go......I wanted to die....." He says. I feel tears in my eyes.

"No Tae you can't leave me...I can't live without you, promise me you won't do this please." I say. "Your fans need you, I need you," I say. He nods.

"Im sorry I did this y/n..." He says. I gesture for Namjoon and Jimin leave. He sits up. He pulls me into his arms.

"Listen to me tae, I know you're sad...I know you have been sad for a while but you can not leave me. You need to stay strong for me. If you die, theres nothing left for me. I dont want anyone else, I just want you, you got it?" I say. He nods. I take his hand and pull him up.

I pull him over to the bed and we climb back under the covers and I hold him tightly. I slide closer to him making him shiver. I giggle. He smiles and wraps his arms around my waist. I turn to face him and bury my face in his chest.

"Y/n......I dont know why I did that so suddenly. I'm sorry. I wont do it again i promise." He says. I nod. I lean up to kiss him. His color has come back which is good. He seems to have stopped crying which is good. I smile at him and he smiles back. We have practice tomorrow. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

***

I open my eyes and I'm in the middle of a field. I turn around and see Tae behind me. I smile at him.  He is wearing a tux and his hair is silver.  I begin to run to him, but when I reach him, he starts to fade away.  I try to grab his hand, but before I can he is gone. Before he is gone he says something.

"I'm sorry for hurting you like this. Goodbye y/n" He says before he is completely gone. I look up to the sky then I fall down a dark hole. Im soon surrounded by darkness.  I fall back to earth and into my body. I look over to find Tae gone. The bed disappears and I fall into a grave yard. I look up and notice a grave stone. It says: Kim Taehyung~ 1995-2018~ son, lover, and friend. I reach out to touch the grave but it disappears. Then I get dragged away.

***

I snap awake. I sit up straight. I notice I was sweating. Tae looks up at me and sits up.

"Y/n? Are you okay?" He asks. I look at him. I had tears in my eyes. I quickly wrap my arms around him. He pulls me closer.

"I had a dream....that you died, and you left me alone," I say. He strokes my hair softly.

"I'm here, it's okay dont worry." He says. I nod softly and snuggle closer to him. He kisses my head.

"Please just remind me your okay." I say. He nods. I burst into tears. He holds me tightly.

"Shhh, your okay y/n." He coos into my ear. I shake my head.

"Tae, I'm scared. I'm going to lose you! I cant stop thinking about this! You dont understand how much I love you." I cry.

"Y/n I'm here. I'm here forever. I cant leave you, it would hurt me to lose you." He says. He pulls away. "I will be right back." He says. He rushes into the bathroom and then comes back out with a small box. He sits back down on the bed and opens the box showing 2 rings. They are thin and silver. He slips one onto my finger.

"This is a promise ring," He says. "It means im here forever. It means that I will be with you. This will help you feel better." He says. I smile softly and smile. He puts on his and smiles at me. I lean in to kiss him. 

"Its been a long night." I say. It was only 4 in the morning now. I sigh and lay back down. We fall asleep again. A few hours I wake back up and Tae isnt beside me. I begin to get nervous. I lay my head in my hands. He walks out of the bathroom.

"Oh your awake." He says smiling. I look up and smile at him softly. I look at the ring on my hand and take a deep breath. I get up and get ready for the day. When I walk out of the bathroom Tae is on the bed.

"Ready to go?" I say. He nods. He gets up and runs over to me and kisses me. I smile. We head out to the living room where the others are.  Jimin hugs me and Namjoon hugs Tae. The others look at us.

"Stay strong Tae, we cant lose you, your our best friend," Namjoon says patting him on the back. Jimin hugs me tightly.

"Dont you dare scare me again like that." He says. I giggle softly and nod. Jungkook runs over to me.

"Hey are you okay, you had to leave early." He says. I nod.

"Something came up buts its okay now," I say. I look at tae who is smiling. Please never stop smiling Tae...I cant afford to see you that sad.

THANK YA FOR READING

so......yeah......im done now bye

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