"Tell me..." her voice spoke in silent room."Tell me again." her finger was making circles on his bare chest.His arm arm wrapped around her,their bodies touching under light cover. He smiled.Oh how long has it been since he smiled,truly smiled."You want me to tell you that same old story again?" her cheeks turned red and her eyes moved to meet his.He saw life in her eyes,he saw life he could never have in her bright eyes."It will never get boring to you,will it?" she smiled,biting her lower lip. "It will never get boring when you are the one telling it." small laugh escaped from his mouth.He was foolishly in love with her.Everything she said was sweet and funny,and everything she did was cute.For the first time the famous lion felt like he didn't need his fathers gold,he didn't need sisterly love he got from the Queen.All he needed was this beautiful creature with her cute accent and her love. 

When he pulled himself from cloud and  remembered he could never have her.It wasn't just his title of King's guard,it wasn't her title of commoner,it wasn't his father or his sister,there were deeper pains stopping them from happiness.Their time was coming to end,sun was almost up."I have to go,my love." he got of the bed,putting his clothes on,leaving her naked on the bed. "When will you be back?" he turned around,looking at her figure underneath the covers.He looked at the way she held the fabric over her bare breasts covering them,like he never saw them before.He smiled at her,putting the rest of his clothes on.She silently got up of the bed,wrapping her arms around him,pressing her body against his back.Her lips placing small kisses on his neck,making him let out small moan.His big hand ran over hers. "Don't go."she whispered.He didn't want to go. "I have to." he felt her arms loosen,leaving his body.Heard her footsteps moving away. "Y/N please..." he turned around,watching her put on her dress."I understand..."she whispered. "I fell in love with man I can't have,I've accepted my faith long ago." sometimes her words broke him.He walked over to her,placing his hands on her shoulders,kissing her cheek.He didn't have to say anything,she knew.She knew he loved her,she knew that he holds her in his heart,she knew every warm kiss he gave her was true.But she also knew she will never be only one. "Go..."she said placing her hand over his,that still rested on her shoulder. "The sun will be up in any minute." his hands moved to her cheeks turning her around to face him.She smiled lightly,before placing a kiss on his lips.That kiss was long and warm,as always. "I will come back." she smiled. "You always do,Ser Jaime." he gave her last smile before he left her again,to play role of a brother,a son,a knight. 

Days went by too slow,he never got time to leave this hole of the place.To jump on his white horse,to ride away to her cabin.To hug her and kiss her.He stared at the blue see,his mind was on her.Her smile when she sees him after long time,taste of her lips,the way her arms wrap around his neck as he carries her inside and places her on the bed.Kissing every inch of her body,listening to her sweet moans.Then after they were finished with missing each other,they would lay there on the bed,wrapped in each others arms and she would ask him to tell her the story again.He was tired of missing her. Tired of missing the feeling he had when he was with her.That feeling of being normal.If he could he would change all his gold for life with her. 

"Fetch me my horse,I'm going for a ride." he was done with this.In this moment he was ready to leave it all.His horse was so tired when he finally got to Y/N's cabin,she was standing at the door,wearing her smile.He couldn't wait to finally have her in his arms and never let go. "Jaime Lannister,we meet again." she said and he just smile,locking their lips together. She missed him,even more than he did her."I've missed you,love." he spoke when they broke their kiss gasping for air. "How much?" her words so silent woke up lust in him.Closing door behind them he carried her to bed,taking of her dress leaving her bare.Their meetings were once a month and it would usually start with sex and end with them laying next to each other,talking.Some would never called this love,but they didn't listen to those "some". This was love for them,they didn't need approval of anyone. 

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I've been trying to write in third person a lot lately and i think i'm failing... 

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