Title : your short atention span

Fun fact the autisme spectrum was discovered in 1990 and the silver eyes is set in 1995

An : triger wanrning mention of  otisem, enxiety, depression, scensery overloads, adhd and panique attacs.

Now that you've been warned lets get To it! An over

Y/n a normal girl, juste like Evry other girls that lives in hurican, a scense of fasion, passions, hobbies at least a little love for makeup, a good familly, good health, all her limbs and emotions hers where harder To contrôle thaugh, extreamly hightened enxiety, trouble To consentrate along with a short atention span and jumbled thaughts,somewhat impulsive, constant hunger, definatly considered the loud and shildish freind of the groupe, a day dreamer, dificulty of speach by that rapid speaking and enxious stuturing she makes coherent phrases as Well as long phrases those are harder thaugh, fast lerner only by grade 3 of primary school she could speak a lot of fluent french had most good notes in all her classes, and a good artistique scence only one thing is weird she never talked until the age of 5 , always seemed To have her head in the clouds, in her head she was in her own world of make bealeave where evrything was beautiful and pink and where nothing could harm her but she saw the cruelty of the world through primary school and highschool until jhon and Charlie found the poor lonerwolf one day at resseces being bullied by someyone with a foxy mask. All that brings her To today.

Y/n enters the small diner where she was suposed To meet Charlie and her freinds , once Jessica caught sight of her she waved her over and she made her way To them she sat by jhon and looked down silently too overwhelmed by evryone To speak in anyway. Hey y/n you've grown up You still wear cute stuff thaugh like the child version of you ! Said jhon , the young girl looked up and thanked him . How have you been ? Asked Jessica, she looked at Jessica acidentaly forgeting To look into Jessica's eyes before talking.  Oh i've been good...i've been living in shicago for a few years and descided To move back here a good two years ago i think i actualy live 3 house down from carlton's house. You said hunched on yourself To make yourself seem small and To not atract atention. Your still as shy and enxious as in our childhood ! Said carlton,  yeah its not shyness its autisme of level 1 i still dont know for my hiperactiveness and short atention span thaugh ! Oh what is that ? Asked jhon , oh To put it simply somthing in my brain wasint " programed"  right when i was in my moma's belly and now its kinda afecting my hunger, my calmness ,temper and making it hard To relate To others or controle my own emotions and i Also have a bad time knowing what others feel and i have enxiety thats more hightened then the norm so i get overwhelmed really quickly and if that happens i get what they call a panique attac i bealeave ! Do you have medication ? Carlton hasked,  not yet but there working on somthing ! They seemed To understand juste as you finished Charlie entered the diner and you exitedly waved her over. Hey guys ! She said.  Hello ! You said all exited now that your besty was here. Oh god y/n your still as exited and childish as when we were kids but your all grown up how tall are you now ? Im 5, 12 if we dont coumpt my high hilled shoes ! Well congrats your now oficialy taller then me and carlton ! You smiled You gave Charlie a  hug as she sat down next To you she huged You right back.

A few hours later you finished eating and went To the school where the scholar ship for Michael took place. Since you didint have a car and probably couldint drive with your atention defiance you had To travel To the school with someyone so You went with carlton the whole ride you looked outside your window remembering your best moment with Michael, juste like carlton you where one of Michael's most best and favorite freind right after carlton It was probably for her always being cheerful and cutesy atitude and for the weird habit of doing stims when she would be happy , whatever it was she was happy she had a chance To have such a wonderful groupe of freinds until it happend and evrything became black for her she would hide in her own world of make bealeave, she isolated herself and blamed herself evry day for his death juste like carlton she had fallen in depression and hid it one With a elthier way the other not so good, while carlton dealed with it with humour, she delt with it with pain for 2 years before her parents discovered the freshly opened wound and her dirty glass table on that night. You where now holding your arms tight and silently crying but carlton could somehow Feel your unease and sadness.  Y/n are you ok you havent talked since we left the diner ! You looked up and started playing with the botom of your skirt. Carlton... do you think hes proud of us, of what we grew up To be ! You hasked crying softly. Of cours why would he not be proud ? Carlton hasked. Some of us took some healthy way To cope with the pain but maybe some of us...didint.  what do you mean ? Carlton hasked. Well you coped with the pain with humour, most of us moved away...but i ...i... i coped with it by self harming and inclosing myself for two years until my parents find out, one fun fact episodic depression comes with my desorders, i never talked about it, i wouldint let myself. Carlton looked down. So this is why you always wear long sleeves when you'd comme visit and only now do you wear them cause your scars are almost not visable anymore ! You cried harder the sadness in carlton's voice making your heart crack juste a lil more.

Once you arived at the school you saw Michael's parents on the stadge with microphones you took place in the first row. You where next To carlton and closest To the stadge cause you both knew you would be called up on stadge To do a small speach soon enough mr and mrs brooks took the microphones and started To speak. Thanks To evryone who came here tonight some of us from Hurricane others came down from farther away ! She said pointing in the front row. We can also see some other familly arent here tonight cause Michael was not the only one and we would like to give our most sincere apolagise To those other familly , nobody should go through the pain of loosing a kid To death ! Said mrs brooks. We wanted To make sure he left a legacy, althaugh he already left one with his art and love for anything that is artistic! Said mr brooks. And i know 2 beautiful simeyones who Michael loved verry much and there here with us tonight, carlton, y/n if you will ! You walked up all shaky and shy carlton saw this and holded your hand To reasure you . Carlton went first To let you have a breath and a moment of calm. I dont remember Michael as much as i should but i've known him for as ever as i can remember , i can remember me and him playing super heroes, drawing at wich he was way better than me at and my favorite thing To do was probably juste going outside after the rain and jump in the pudles, i wish i could remember better ! He finished and went next To you in case you needed comforting during your speach , you scratched your arms discretly as you went up To the microphone. * sight * i can remember him like it was yesterday yet he now flies with an halo and wings and is watching over us, i can recal when i met him on that day Charlie and jhon protected me from that one kid with the foxy mask who was bullying me once i met evryone i fell in freindly love with all of them i wasint alone anymore, and when he went i was devastated beyond imagination To this day i still hold my battle scars ! Evryone seemed To get what You ment once They saw you shilding your arms as you continued. But that is not the point, That child was pretious and amazing and he made me feel happy juste like carlton i abselutly loved drawing with him , when i used To sing for my two favorite goof balls, i still remember his favorite song To this day and if you hasked me To sing it right now i could still do it, and the funiest memories i have are when i was with him and carlton and jumping in mud pudles after the rain...cause life without rainy days is incomplet.  You turned around and huged carlton as You started crying cause the last words of your speach are some of the lirycks of Michael's favorite song , carlton huged you as you cried mrs and mr Brook looked at eachother and joined the hug.  Thanks for those wonderful words kids ,you did amazing y/n you can be proud of yourself... scars or not you've been apart of his life and i bet he is proud of you for overcoming your sadness! The crowd awwed the wholsome sceen playing out before them and started aplauding and saying how great you where. Then you went back To sit with the squad and waited for the sceremony To end.
After the sceremony mr and mrs brooks thanked you for coming and let you Guys go on your way.

You all went outside To talk about what To do jhon proposed we should go explore the abandoned freddy's location and did juste that before you went your separate ways Charlie and Jessica went To the motel down the road while  you and jhon went with carlton , you soon arived at the burk's household you saw betty wich you kinda see as a second mother figure and clay who yet like betty you saw as a second father figure not that you would ever admit it thaugh. Once upstairs you asingned the rooms jhon in the guest room and you With carlton .after wards you went To join evryone To go explore a verry old and abandoned freddy's location. Arived there jhon saw you changed into a long sleeved shirt and you where looking verry anxious and holding both of your arms him having catched on listening To what you said while on stadge with carlton he knew what was going on in your head.  Hey its fine dont be scared where right by your side and if this ever happens again i'll be there for you ,ok ? You shaked your head in a yes mothion jhon took your hand in a protective maner and To ease your enxiety. For a few hours you walked in the abandoned pizzeria and then once carlton and Jessica made a lot of noises you all went runing out of the pizzeria you've never felet so free in a few years, you Guys all went home and since it was late you all went To bed the next morning you went downstairs and jhon was already awake and hasked To talk To you. You said yes and he took your hand and went on the front  portch and holded your hand and started To speak.  You know y/n i might of had a crush on Charlie in the past but its obvious she dosint like me back but i got over it and turned the padge and i found someyone even more amazing and sweet maybe aven extreamly adorable, and that perssone is you, i love you flaws and all ,scar or not pretty or not evrything that coumps is the perssonality, so y/n will you be my girlfreind ? You enswered yes and you both shared a kiss infront of the pretty sunrise .

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