18 and now an adult, where are the feelings you ask yourself as you got up from bed but you don't seem to feel anything. You are probably wondering how we got here."Ok let's rewind to 5 years ago".
    It all started when I had a dream,(quite vividly if I might add),a dream to travel abroad after obtaining my degree in medicine in my home country but ohh boy was I never expecting that dream to become a reality.

       So one day I heard my mom talking to her friend whom was able to convince her that going abroad is much better for me  even with how bad the situation was in my home country and to be honest my home country situation was quite bad maybe not just quite economically so, when I heard about this I was ecstatic !!!,but...I had my doubt,but I took it as something that's not going to happen

    Then I had to stay home for one year had a boyfriend went out with friends and just did whatever i wanted until the day she told me I was going to leave and go abroad and we started the process for everything and it was incredible I traveled abroad and I made a lot of friends I was studying medicine then came the war which happened and everyone had to  survive we ran, we cried,our parents, everyone was in the state of panic but most of us atleast those I knew where survived while some you never know since they can't tell the story, right then I went back to my home country$%$$#$$##
     Smh, like any other human being I thought this was over for me I already gave up going back abroad and now I'm back home of course I'm going to stay at home at school in my home country and then why I was staying that year at home (to let you know do not forget I told you I had a dream we are going to come back to that :)let's continue )so I spent another one year looking for school abroad to further my education yes I was able to go abroad again a second time right you're surprised just as I was and then when I came abroad I couldn't even start as a medical student like I did my former school I had to start  from Foundation year or preparatory year(basically just learn what you did in high school but they were just collecting our money 🙁I was able to have fun,made friends,until it's started I got hormonal issue and had to go back home again because my mom thought I was pregnant so I thought I would stay back home because of this but yeah we spent summer at my home country$##%$%## again, this was after my foundation year was over and yes I was now officially a first year student so after going back to my home country and then returning back abroad I started first year and this is where story starts...
      Your probably wondering why I'm saying all these but you have to know all these to be able to understand what happens in the next few chapters yeah that's it for now.