I woke up with a small headache. i didn't feel to well. i got out of my bed and took a shower. i walked out and took out a crop top and high waisted black shorts. it was my first time wearing a crop top at school. i put on my black converse and curled my hair.

i walked downstairs and got greeted by a rather very excited mom and dad. "Hey guys." i said slowly.

"sweetie?! guess what?" my dad squealed like a girl. "we're moving?" i squealed back sarcastically.

"No.."

"oh."

"BUT SHAWN IS COMING!!" My mom screamed.

my eyes widened and I screamed.

Shawn was my cousin. yes Shawn Mendes. the dude from Magcon.

"you get a day off school." My dad said with a small smile.

Yes! A day without getting bullied. A day without seeing Nash. I hugged my parents tightly as I plopped down on my couch. I heard a knock on the door and I ran to it.

I opened it with a big smile. My smile quickly faded when I saw Nash standing there.

"I think I left my phone here." He said.

I let him walk past me and I watched as he awkwardly waved at my parents before walking upstairs and looking for his phone. I followed him upstairs. He was looking everywhere but didn't find it.

"Maybe its under the bed." I said as I gulped the big lump in my throat.

He looked at me then down my body. I quickly moved away from his sight. He sighed before bending down and looking under my bed.

"Here it is." He said as he pulled his phone out from under my bed. He looked up at me then smiled. He smiled at someone for once wow new record for him I guess.

He walked past me downstairs. I followed him as he walked out the door.I closed the door behind him and sat on the couch again. I sat there looking at the door and waiting to hear a knock.

I decided to turn the TV on. I flicked through the channels. I heard a car pull up in our driveway. SHAWN!!!

I jumped off the couch and ran to the door. I opened it and ran outside to see Shawn standing in front of his car. "SHAWN!" I screamed as I ran and jumped into his arms. I wrapped my legs around his torso and my arms around his neck.

"Hey Sarah." He whispered into my hair. "I've missed you so much." I said holding in my tears. I jumped off him.

"How did you find out I was coming?" He questioned.

"Mom and dad told me." I said.

"It was meant to be a surprise." He said with a laugh.

"Who cares. At least I get to see you again." I said hugging him.

****

"Shawn?" I heard Nash's annoying voice call as I pulled away from hugging Shawn. Shawn turned around and smiled."hey Nash." He said as they did their weird handshake.

Once they were done doing their handshake Nash looked at me confused. "You know Sarah?" He asked Shawn with a confused look on his face. "Yeah. She my cousin." He said smiling. "Oh..." He said as he gulped.

"Well I've got to go." He said as he turned around and walked back to his house.

Shawn walked back towards me.

"I should hook you and Nash up"

"No way!"

He just chuckled a bit before hugging me again. Once we pulled away his eyes fell on my arm. I quickly hid both my hands behind my back. He grabbed my arm and pulled it back towards him. I winced at the pain when one of his fingers slipped onto the cut I had on my wrist.

"Why?" He asked as a tear slipped down his eye.

"No reason."

"Oh come on Sarah everyone has reason on why they cut."

I stayed quiet for a while before confessing.

"I get bullied every single day at school by Nash and Cameron and I don't know what to do about it. The only way I can get away from the pain is by cutting." I said as tears flowed down my face. I looked up at Shawn and he had his jaw clenched. He turned around and started to walk towards Nash's house.

"Shawn no please! Don't!" I yelled as I ran in front of him placing my hands on his chest. "Don't worry I'm not going to do anything. I'm just going to talk to him about the tour and some other stuff." He said as his jaw unclenched and his shoulders relaxed.

"Please. Don't do anything stupid." I whispered. He nodded and walked towards Nash's house. I walked back towards my house and sat on the front porch worrying about what Shawn would do.

Nash's POV

I was sitting on my bed when I heard a knock on my door. I opened it and saw Shawn standing there.

"Hi." I said as I let him into my room.

He sat on my chair.

"I was thinking that I should bring Sarah to the tour." He said. My eyes widened.

"You can't bring her to the tour!" I basically screamed.

"Why not?"

"Because.... Because... Forget about it." I said.

"I'm not gonna forget about it okay? I know everything that you and Cameron do to her and that's why I'm bringing her to the freaking tour. You need to sort out your problems with each other." He said before walking out of the house.

I sat down on my bed and groaned. Why did I bully her? What has she done to me? All these questions swirled around in my head.

I rested my head on my pillow thinking about Sarah. She was actually beautiful. She had big green eyes and beautiful straight ombré hair. I just kept thinking about her for half an hour until Hayes walked in.

"Shawn is back." He said.

"I know."

He nodded before walking out of my room.

Sarah's POV

I watched as Shawn walked back towards me. I got up and dusted my shorts.

"Exciting news!" He sad with a big smile.

"Yeah what is it?" I asked.

"I'm gonna take you on the tour!"

"WHAT?!"

"you heard what I said."

"OH MY GOD!! I LOVE YOU!!"

I hugged him but then pulled away.

"Can I bring Carly with me?" I asked.

"Sure." He said.

I took out my phone and texted Carly to come over to my house. Shawn and I walked inside. We walked up to my room since he was staying there. "Dibs the bed tonight." Shawn said quickly. I groaned but let him take the bed.

"Carly and I are gonna go to Starbucks."

"Have fun white girls." He said with a chuckle.

I rolled my eyes at him and put on my black converse.

I walked downstairs and sat on my front porch again.

I saw Nash walk out of his house and towards mine. I sighed in frustration as he sat next to me.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Nothing."

"Then why are you here?"

"Probably to annoy you"

I shook my head.

"Are you waiting for someone?" He asked.

"Carly and I are gonna go to Starbucks."

"Can cam and I tag along?"

I looked at him weirdly.

"Why are you acting so different?" I finally asked.

"Maybe because I regret bullying you."

My eyes widened and my jaw dropped.

"Did Shawn put you up to this?"

"No. I just thought about why I bully you and I couldn't find an answer for it so Im not gonna hurt you again." He said.

"Here comes Carly." I said as I stood up and dusted my shorts.

She got out of her car and walked up to me.

"Hey." I said as I gave her a hug.

"I heard that Shawn is back." She said with a big smile.

Carly has had a crush on Shawn ever since we met. Shawn admitted that he liked her too. "Yeh he's back." I said. "Oh is it alright if Nash and cam tag along?"

Her eyes went wide.

"Uhh sure."

I turned around to nash and motioned him to come over. He walked over to us and said a simple hi to Carly. Just then Shawn walked out. "Guys I wanna come too." He said as he ran towards us. I started to giggle.

"Who's the white girl now?" I asked with a giggle.

"Shut up."

"Is Cameron gonna come or not?" I asked Nash.

"Who cares about him let's just go." Nash said as he took my hand and dragged me towards Carly's car.

He opened the back door for me and I got in. Why is he acting so weird? I bet Shawn made him do this. I just rolled my eyes at the thought of it.

"Hurry up!" I heard Nash yell at Shawn and Carly. I jut kept looking out the window through the whole car ride. It was pretty boring.

We had ordered our drinks and sat down at a table. I was talking to Carly about the tour and how she could come

"Shawn said that you could come as well." I told her.

"OH MY GOD YES!" she screamed. Half of the people in Starbucks stared at us.

"Shut up Carly!" I yell whispered . she covered her mouth. I giggled a bit and turned to take a sip of my drink when I caught Nash staring at me.

I just ignored him and kept drinking. "Hey we should go shopping and get new stuff for the tour." Carly suggested. "Sure." I said as we said goodbye to the boys and walked out of Starbucks.

****

I think Carly and I nearly bought the whole mall. My hands were about to fall off from all the shopping we did.

We walked out of the mall towards where the boys told us to meet them. We walked around towards a park still carrying the bags.

"Where do you think they are?" I asked.

" I don't know" she said looking around.

"Let me call Shawn." I said.

I was about to call when two boys around our age approached us.

"Do you girls need help?" One asked. "Uhh kind of." I said. He took my bags out of hand and I smiled at him. The other took Carly's bags.

"My names Matthew." The one the was holding my bags said. When he said his name it reminded me of Matt Espinosa. One of the guys in Magcon.

"I'm Sarah." I said as I shook his hand. "I'm Scott." The other one said to Carly. She smiled and introduced herself.

"Girls..." I heard Shawn's voice call from behind. Before I could turn around I felt an arm wrap around me. I knew it wasn't Shawn cause he had his wrapped around Carly. It could only be Nash...

"Thanks." I said to Matthew as I took my bags from him. "No problem." He said as he helped me get my bags off him. I turned and glared at Nash.

We walked away from the boys pissed. I sat down on a bench with Carly next to me.

"What was that for?!" I asked Nash and Shawn.

"What do you mean?" Nash asked.

"Those boys were only helping us!"

"Well sorry for trying to help!"

"That wasn't help!"

I took my bags and stormed off towards the car. Was I being to harsh? Nah. They just embarrassed us in front of those boys. I looked out the window through the whole car ride not talking to any of them.

Once we made it home I hugged Carly goodbye and walked inside the house. Time to pack. I took out my suitcase and put all my stuff in. I was pretty darn tired as well. I put everything in my suitcase and placed it near the door. I then changed into my sweatpants an sweatshirt. I plopped myself down on my bed and pulled the covers over me. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep. I slowly drifted off to sleep. Too bad for Shawn I guess he'll have to take the pull out bed.