Chapter 12 - Sorry

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WARNING: Disappointment for anyone who thinks Yuri and Natsuki will kiss this early in the story, swearing, some fluff,

Yuri licked her lips seductively, looking Natsuki dead in her magenta eyes, causing the pink haired girl to blush even more.

'Since when is Yuri a dominatrix!?' thought Natsuki now unable to look away from Yuri's plump pink lips. Yuri moved them closer to Natsuki's, clearly going for a kiss, but Natsuki couldn't bring herself to. Not like this, it's wasn't right.

As much as Natsuki wanted to kiss her, Natsuki wanted to kiss Yuri, not whoever this was. So she turned her head to the side, avoiding the kiss completely. Yuri frowned deeply towards this action.

"Who are you..." Said Natsuki looking to the side frowning.
"The Yuri I know would never do something like this. She's too kind. I'll lose my first kiss to her not you." Softly stated Natsuki still looking to the side afraid of to look at Yuri dead in her dark purple eyes.

Yuri's face expression changed from frustrated to flustered and embarrassment. Then out of the blue, she jumped away from Natsuki like a scared cat, with a bright red face that was covered by both hands and curtain like hair.

"O-Oh my gosh! I-Im so so sorry Natsuki!! I-I don't know what came over me!!!" Exclaimed Yuri. Natsuki let out a large sigh of relief while clenching her chest and falling to the floor bending forward like her stomach hurt or something.

"Natsuki?! Oh my god are you alright?!" Said Yuri walking back towards Natsuki and rubbing circles on her back.

"Yep. I'm fine. Just scared shitless. Jesus Christ Yuri! I thought I was gunna die or something! Don't scare me like that!" Said Natsuki before punching Yuri on the arm, but couldn't stop herself from laughing at what just happened.

Yuri rubbed her arm and looked at Natsuki in confusion, before everythjng that just happened sunk into Yuri's and before they knew it they both burst into laughter and Yuri had to take a seat on the floor next to Natsuki to steady herself.

"Oh gosh I need to stop laughing before I die!" Said Yuri out of breath.

"I thought I was gunna die!" Smiled Natsuki leaning on the wall clenching he stomach in agony from laughing too much.

"Come on! Surely I wasn't that scary!" Said Yuri also leaning on the wall, but hiding her embarrassed face behind her hair.

"You bet your ass you were! What even was that?!" Laughed Natsuki.

"Sorry, it happens sometimes..." Said Yuri, the last few words coming out wobbly  as she moved her knees up to her chest and resting her head on them. Natsuki noticed the drastic change in Yuri's mood and instantly stopped laughing.

"You know you can tell me anything, I don't think anyone would believe me if I told them anyways. I mean, who would listen to a twelve year old am I right?" Said Natsuki gesturing to herself trying to comfort Yuri with a crappy joke. When it didn't work and Yuri began to tremble, Natsuki started to rub circles on Yuri's back in hopes to comfort her physically.

"Your the first..." Whispered Yuri.

"First what..?" Softly whispered Natsuki feeling as if she was dealing with a very delicate ice sculpture.

"The first to know that it wasn't me..." Said Yuri, clenching her knees more tightly. Natsuki sighed.

"Yuri wanna know a fun fact?" Asked Natsuki. Yuri have a small nod.
"People have a lot of sides to them. Some good, some bad and some are just really fucking weird!" Exclaimed Natsuki, thinking about her dad but snapped back to reality once Yuri's angelic giggles echoed around the room.

"People usually only show you what they want you to see, mainly for personal reasons, good and bad. From my experience, no one wants the world to know they're a secret dominatrix, so don't worry, I won't judge you for something you couldn't control." Said Natsuki now running her hands through Yuri's long, silky hair. Yuri turned her head to look at Natsuki and Natsuki's hand fell, cupping Yuri's cheek.
"I'd never judge you..." Almost whispered Natsuki looking straight into Yuri's glowing violet eyes, Yuri looked back into Natsukis magenta eyes.

"That's good..." Said Yuri holding the hand Natsuki had on her cheeks, beginning to cry.

"Yuri? Are you ok-" Natsuki was cut off by Yuri tackle hugging her, burying her face in Natsuki's shoulder.

"S-She said everyone in the world would judge me! I-If t-they k-knew!" Said Yuri now being the one to sob in Natsuki's shoulder.

Natsuki sat there flustered before hugging Yuri back, stroking her hands along Yuri's hair that draped down her back.

"Which one are you? Yuri? Or Sayori? Also that's impossible, we live in a world with over seven billion self obsest opinionated twats. I'm there are hundreds of people out there right now with the same problems you have." Said Natsuki.

"Y-You think so?" Quietly asked Yuri, slowly relaxing and sinking into Natsuki's soft embrace.

"Is the pope Catholic?" Asked Natsuki running her fingers through Yuri's hair. Natsuki managed to move them so she was leaning comfortably on the wall and Yuri was still resting on her, her face still berried in Natsukis shoulder.

"Yuri, who's she?" Asked Natsuki stopping all movement.

"Hm?" Said Yuri almost forgetting the world around her existed.

"You said that she told you everyone in the world would judge you. I'd like to know who she is and what your talking about, if that's ok with you." Politely asked Natsuki, not wanting to force anything.

"Natsuki I-I think I might have some s-sort of personality disorders...that trigger someone else inside of me to, u-um...I guess you could say awaken? O-Or act?" Whispered Yuri very quietly to the point Natsuki almost didn't hear it.

"You mean the hole duo personality thing?" Asked Natsuki, Yuri nodded yes slowly.

"So what? Honestly you could have five different people inside your brain but my Yuri would still be there somewhere. Besides, I'm a bisexual and since we're apparently as rare as unicorns you shouldn't be surprised I would never judge you for something you can't control. " Bluntly said Natsuki. Yuri just froze and her heart started to flutter.

'She likes girls too!' ♡(ӦvӦ。)

"I-Its usually all under control,I take medication and everything...but ever since my sister came back, it's gotten worse..." Sighed Yuri feeling a little relieved she got that off her chest.

"So it's a family member? Not someone at school?" Asked Natsuki.

"Yes, h-her name is Kate." Said Yuri feeling like poison had just slithered across her tongue just by saying that name.

"FUCK! THAT MEANS I CANT BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM!!! Whined Natsuki like a tantrum throwing todler. Yuri just laughed at her crushes childish behaviour.

"Haha! You'd probably get arrested either way Natsuki!" Laughed Yuri.

"Would it make you feel better if I did beat them up?" Asked Natsuki completely serious.

"Mmm, maybe? If she left me alone, but I fought it would solve anything." Said Yuri smiling to herself.

"Worth it then!" Exclaimed Natsuki, making both of them burst out laughing.

"Your such a child haha!" Said Yuri.

"Correction! I'm an immature child!" Said Natsuki with a snicker.

"Alright then immature child, can we go to bed? I might fall asleep on you at this rate." Said Yuri yawning.

"Oh please do~" very quietly blurted out Natsuki.

"Pardon? I didn't hear you." Said Yuri now sitting up Infront of Natsuki's.

"U-Uh I-I t-think so too! Yeah! I also think we should go to bed!" Said Natsuki, mentally patting herself on the back for the quick save.

"Okay..? Here, come one, let's get you off the floor." Said Yuri with a small smile holding out her hand for Natsuki. Natsuki bbblluuussshhheedd yet again, but took Yuri's hand anyways and got up.

"It's not like I needed or wanted your help or anything." Said Natsuki vey flustered she couldn't even look at Yuri.

The soft silky covers of the bed were incredibly pleasurable  and had a refreshing coolness to them, contrasting well with there hot and bothered blushing bodies.

"Goodnight  Natsuki." Said Yuri without a stutter but a little low so she wasn't sure if Natsuki heared.

"Goodnight Yuri, sweet dreams." Yawned Natsuki before berrying herself inside the heavenly covers.

Natsuki let out a long sigh of relaxation, accepting the fact this bed was god like compared to her lump of a bed at home. It made her a little sad she might never be able to have nice things like this, but Natsuki new to be happy and appreciate with whatever she got. At least her dad never tried to rape her, that would have been horrible. His friend once tried to but Natsuki managed got away and lock herself in her room just in time.

'Wonder what would have happened if I had my phone that day..." Natsuki snapped herself out of her thoughts by slapping herself on the head. tl
'Why do I always think about these things before I go to bed!? I know they're what keep me up at night! So why??!' thought Natsuki turning to her side so her back was facing Yuri. She switched between laying on her back and two the side several times.

'Half an hour to an hour, that's how long it'll take me to get to sleep tonight for fu-' Natsuki's thoughts were instantly stopped. She felt long slender arms wrap around her waist, gently pulling her closer to something very warm and very soft. She felt Yuri rest her head on the back of her neck. Natsuki was intoxicated with the soothing cent of lavender, it always made her smile.

"Y-Yuri..?" Asked Natsuki in a small and quiet voice, not sure what the heck was going on.

"I can't sleep, please let me...just for a bit." Said Yuri in a very sleepy voice.

"Thinking about Kate?" Asked Natsuki also with a sleepy voice. Yuri nodded he read against Natsuki.

"I'm thinking about my dear old dad." Said Natsuki.

"Why?" Said Yuri, getting quieter and quieter.

"Like I said before, we argue. Doesn't end well for the both of us..." Said Natsuki, feeling so damn relaxed right now that she started to have droopy eyes.

"My sister is evil..." Said Yuri, yawning.

"Why?" Asked Natsuki. Yuri tightened her grip on Natsuki's shirt a little

"...s-she uses people." Quietly whispered Yuri.

"You scared of her?" Questioned Natsuki, feeling Yuri start to hug Natsuki tighter, with a desperation of sorts, before nodding yes, unable to find the words. Then Yuri's body went completely limp, having finally fallen asleep.

"...well...I'm terrified of my papa..." Whispered Natsuki turning around to face Yuri and hugged her, putting Yuri's head at the crook of her own neck,

"...I'm too scared to even run away... I always go back... Yuri your brave for leaving, even for a little bit...your braver then me for sure..." Whispered Natsuki before falling into a much needed blissful sleep.

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The light of the morning sun shined through the small gap in the curtains landing, straight onto a purple bookworms face. Yuri woke up and groggily stretched and sat up rubbing her eyes before feeling something fall on her lap. She looked down only to see Natsuki's hand on her lap, she turned her head and almost died from adorableness. Yuri had to cover her mouth to stop the awww that almost escaoed and clenched her heart at how fast it was beating. Natsuki was spread like a star fish on her back, smiling and drewling in her sleep. But upon further inspection, Yuri noticed a few buttons were undone on Natsukis onesie.

Yuri saw on Natsukis now exposed and ripped stomach, a huge purple, blue and black bruise, which was very dark and she couldn't see the end of it. Yuri felt herself wince in pain at the thought of having something like that on her stomach, looked like she was hit by a truck.

She moved slowly and quietly to take a closer look, slowly mowing parts of Natsuki's pijamas out if the way and was shocked at heat she found. The bruise covered her entire stomach and left side, probably going onto her back as well. Yuri moved away shocked and covered her mouth to stop a gasp and yelp if surprise from leaving her mouth.

"Dear god Natsuki..." Whispered Yuri almost in tears. She then decided to investigate, Yuri  got up from the bed and looked into Natsukis bag which was on the floor not too far away from the bed. Yuri found exactly what she thought she would. Apart from a spare change of clothes, Natsuki had a lot of painkillers, bandages, cream (probably for bruises or muscle pain), plasters and even more painkillers. All heavy doses too.

Yuri put everything back the way she found it, so no one would know, then quietly moved back onto the bed. Yuri did Natsuki's buttons up and pulled the blankets oven her, trying her hardest not to cry as she went under the covers too, not that she would be able to sleep but hopefully act like everything was normal.

'If Natsuki wanted me to know, or anyone to know for that matter...she would have said something... hopefully.' thought Yuri not being able to control herself. Yuri turned around and pulled Natsuki into a hug, but she made sure to be gentle, not wanting to hurt the little pinkette. She helled Natsuki close and tightly in her arms, until she surprisingly manage to get back to sleep.

\-----------\Another Time Skip/------------/

Natsuki felt something soft and warm all around her and moved closer to whatever it was. It felt so lovely, she couldn't help but smile and snuggle into this warmth. But then when she inhaled, Natsuki smelled a very fermiliar cent... lavender. She opened her eyes and instantly pushed herself away so fast and with such force that she flew off the bed with a loud thud as she hit the floor. She felt every bruise on her body ache.

"Ow..." Said Natsuki grabbing her stomach.

"Natsuki oh my god!" Said Yuri jumping off the bed from the other side and rushing to her, kneeling on the flood beside her. Natsuki smiled.

"Hehe... Good morning to you too Yuri....owie...." Winced Natsuki in pain.

"Dear god Natsuki are you ok?! What was that?!!" Said Yuri helping Natsuki sit up, keeping Natsukis bruises in mind as she did. Natsuki's face went inhumanly red, hoping Yuri didn't realise she snuggled into her chest.

Just then the door flung open and Monika burst in holding a bat and Sayori shortly behind holding a pillow.

"Don't kill each other!" Screamed Sayori.

"Natsuki please be dead I bet five quid you'd be dead first!" Also screamed Monika.

"Gee, thanks monik." Said Natsuki getting up from the floor with an arm around Yuri, to steady herself as she did
.
"Damn it." Said Monika throwing her bat on the floor.

"Ha, told you so!" Smugly smiled Sayori, hugging the pillow with confidence.

"Yeah yeah, fine. I'll give you your money never. Natsuki some pancakes would be great." Said Monika hanging the subject.

"Fine whatever. But Monika if you lock me up again and I will shove that bat up your ass." Said Natsuki walking away from Yuri and out the door, not even looking at Monika.

"W-Why did you do that anyway?" Asked Yuri playing with her hair.

"Honestly, I just love it when you two get along, you're unstoppable that way. I'm gunna need that for the future war this club is going to have." Said Monika walking out the room.

"Sorry what?" Said Yuri very confused.

"Don't worry about it yet, for now just worry about what your going to have with your pancakes!" Yelled Monika from down the hall, making Sayoris eyes light up and speed out the room and through the halls.

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