Kyles pov

we arrived at Stans house his mom greeted us saying she was going out for a bit with shelly and Randy  we said bye before slumping down on the sofa

"Sooooooo you have a diary"
Stan said mockingly

"Shut up"
I mumbled

"Anyway what did Wendy say to you earlier?"  I said trying to change the subject

"Oh um" he was blushing what Stan was blushing it was so adorible

"She thought we were holding hands and i think we broke up i don't know"

"You don't need her"
I said trying not to sound to happy

"I guess not"

...

"Soooo what now" i said

" two words HORROR MOOOVIIEEEEE"

fuck i hate horror movies i watched one before and cried but i don't wanna look like a baby in front of stan sooo

"Yea sure what one?"

"Ummm i dont know"

"Il choose randomly"
He said

He chose and i nudged closer to him i was scared

He looked over at me and i blushed and turned away

"Im gonna go get us a blanket and some snacks" he said pausing the move

He came back in with a big blanket and a ton of snacks

"Lets do this"
He played the move

*20 minutes later*

"Agh holy fuck no" i could feel my eyes filling up with tears why was i such a baby

"Wow um dude i um" he paused the film
"I didn't know you got that scared we don't have to keep waching" i stared into his kind blue eyes

"I...i...im sorry" i jumped into his arms and hugged him

"I...i..i..um for what"

I just realised what i did i must look so gay to him

"Your really hot are you ok?"
He said

"What i um i" i was still in his lap, i hate myself im so awkward i jumped of him and he stood up and turned on the lights

"Dude is there something bothering you?"

*i felt like i could cry i didn't want to look at him"

"N...no" i said unconvincingly

"Ya know...were super best friends right? You can tell me anything you know that?"

"I...i just don't wanna talk about it"i said sniffling

Stans pov

"Come on lets go to my room and il dry those tears of your cute little face"

* holy fuck that sounded gay*

"Um yea ok" kyle said

* i bet he hates me now*