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Chapter 33

    Fang Wencheng was silent and didn't speak any more, just as if he hadn't mentioned the matter.

    Xie Ruhe tilted his head carelessly and lowered the window. The cold wind poured into the car in an instant, with thick moisture. He fixedly looked out the window, a little lost.

    For a long time, Xie Ruhe opened his mouth, his voice was light and light, with a slight smile.

    "When he dies, I will see him."

    ...In my

    impression, Xie Ruhe was beaten by his father Xie Ji not many times.

    Others are spreading that there is a drunkard in the Xie family. He loses his humanity when he is drunk. He can only beat up his wife and children. The little house at the end was always drunk and cursed by men, the sound of things hitting the ground, and women's restrained crying.

    Xie Ruhe felt that they were all right, except for the "beating wife and children".

    Before the second grade, he had never been beaten by Xie Ji.

    Only when Xie Ji is not there can there be a moment of tranquility at home.

    In addition, the atmosphere is always depressing and dull, like a cage that makes people breathless. Father was decadent like mud, mother always had a gentle smile on his face, but tears were always shed behind his back.

    In this growing environment, Xie Ruhe's temperament became gloomy and quiet. Except for Ji Xiangning, he didn't care about anything and didn't think he would have any future.

    He felt it was impossible for him to escape this hell.

    The first time Xie Ruhe discovered that Xie Ji had beaten Ji Xiangning, it was the day when he first met Shunian and returned home with her umbrella.

    Introduced by his neighbor's uncle, he skipped class to deliver to Li Hong. I have been busy for a long time, but there is no gain, I only saw an inexplicable girl. He is small and has a baby face that will be bullied at first glance, but he seems to think he can save the world.

    Walking out of the residential area, only a street lamp was installed on the secluded path. It was dark and quiet all the way, and there was no one but him. Going all the way to the end, I saw a house with a faint light from the windows.

    Xie Ruhe looked at the house, turned his pockets as he walked, only to find a piece of candy.

    He then remembered that he didn't bring the key when he went out.

    Xie Ruhe put the sugar back in his pocket, walked to the door, and tapped gently three times.

    There was a sound of footsteps from inside, light and hurried.

    The door was opened.

    Ji Xiangning was standing in the hallway with a dry towel in his hand, his eyes were red. Her hair is a bit messy, and her body is tightly covered by long clothes and trousers.

    "Ahe is back." She muttered.

    Xie Ruhe nodded, put the umbrella on the top layer of the shoe rack, and silently took off the shoes.

    Ji Xiangning handed him the towel. His voice was a little more rustling than usual, and it meant something difficult: "Go take a bath first, mom will have something to tell you later."

    Hearing her tone, Xie Ruhe's eyelids moved. move.

    The house was very quiet, except for the sound of Xie Ji's snoring when he fell asleep from the master bedroom, there was no other sound. The warm yellow light did not make this old and small house warm.

    Xie Ruhe looked at her as if thinking.

    After a few seconds, he took the mango gummy from his pocket, wiped it with his clothes, and put it in her hand. Looking at Ji Xiangning's eyes, he finally spoke.

    The voice was low and dumb, but it was very nice with the natural moistness that a teenager had.

    "Please have a candy." When

    Xie Ruhe came out of the bathroom, Ji Xiangning was sitting on the sofa in the living room doing handwork.

    Her head is drooping, her hair is scattered, and she seems to be able to see a few gray hairs in the dim light. Wearing dilapidated old clothes on his body, he looked more than ten years old compared to previous years.

    There was still a freshly heated meal on the table, and Xie Ruhe walked over and sat next to her. He was about to pick up the bowls and chopsticks, the next second, his eyes were stagnant, and he stared at Ji Xiangning's neck blankly.

    When Ji Xiangning was in the entrance, Xie Ruhe didn't notice. Sitting next to her at close range at the moment, although the light was dim, he still saw clearly-

    Ji Xiangning's neck was pinched with red marks.

    Xie Ruhe fixedly stared at her neck and whispered: "What's wrong with your neck."

    Hearing this, Ji Xiangning subconsciously covered her neck with his hands, and reluctantly said: "It's okay, you can eat it quickly, it will be cold for a while. It’s not tasty anymore."

    Xie Ruhe lowered his head, his dark eyes reflected the candlelight in front of him, and suddenly went out: "Did my dad pinch it?"

    Ji Xiangning smiled reluctantly: "Your dad is just drunk. "..."

    "He won't be drunk someday."

    "..." Ji Xiangning shook his head, explaining for Xie Ji, "He just misunderstood me a little, just explain it, there won't be a second time."

    Xie Ruhe Clenching his fists, feeling unbelievable at her understatement, got up and went back to the room.

    Soon, Ji Xiangning also came in, stood beside him, and sighed: "Ahe, if you don't want to stay here, I will contact my grandfather and send you to him, okay?"

    Xie Ruhe listened After she mentioned Ji Xinghuai, she looked at her: "Are you going?"

    "I have no face to go back." Ji Xiangning smiled bitterly, "And your grandfather doesn't like your father, I can't let your father stay here alone, no one takes care of him. "

    His mother, when she met love, she fought hard and became blind and ridiculous.

    She always believed that Xie Ji would wake up, it was only a matter of time. She was as innocent as a little girl.

    Xie Ruhe lay on the bed, covering his eyes with his arms: "Forget it."

    "..."

    "I have to take care of you."

    Probably because it hurt Ji Xiangning, after sober, Xie Ji realized that he was wrong and blamed himself. He stopped drinking like before, and gradually came back to life like a human.

    Xie Ruhe doesn't have to skip class to deliver goods just to replace the family.

    Later, he heard what Shunian said on behalf of Xie Ji.

    ——"I didn't help Xie Ruhe, nor did I speak to his father. I just felt that I couldn't jump to conclusions rashly. This crime is so heavy that no one can afford it."

    At least in Xie Ruhe's opinion.

    Xie Ji is indeed a scumbag, but he would not do such a thing.

    Xie Ruhe doesn't really care what others think of Xie Ji. But when she saw Shunian being laughed at by her classmates because of this explanation, and conversely comforted him.

    He had a very strange feeling.

    It was strange, and it fascinated him.

    Shunen is always alone.

    Afraid of her accident, Xie Ruhe began to follow Shunian.

    Slowly the relationship with her got better.

    After studying with Shu on his sixteenth birthday, when Xie Ruhe returned home, New Year's Eve had already passed, and the early morning of the New Year was ushered in.

    On that night, for some unknown reason, Xie Ji drank again. He seemed to be in a very bad mood, and he said something ugly to Ji Xiangning.

    Ji Xiangning urged Xie Ruhe to return to the room quickly.

    Xie Ruhe pursed his lips and looked at Xie Ji with a bit of disgust in his eyes.

    Xie Ji saw his eyes, his anger rose for an instant, and he picked up the cup next to him and smashed it: "Damn! Beast! What do you think of you Lao Tzu? You can't call someone?"

    This was a sudden move.

    Xie Ruhe didn't react at all, the glass hit his forehead, knocked out a big hole, the blood slid down his cheeks, dyeing his eyes red.

    Ji Xiangning obviously did not react. After a few seconds, she screamed like crazy, and went forward to tear Xie Ji: "Are you crazy?! That's your son!"

    Xie Ji shook her away, hysterical. Roared: "You're fucking crazy, get out of me! I'll tell you! You fucking don't let me deal with the dog man next door, you have to betray me! I will kill you directly! I will kill you directly! !!!"

    His face was red, like a demon from hell.

    The anger was extremely angry, as if there was no humanity.

    Xie Ruhe didn't react much. He covered the wound with one hand and walked over to help Ji Xiangning up.

    Ji Xiangning's tears fell straight, she stopped talking, turned out the medicine box, and treated Xie Ruhe's wound. She seemed to wake up in an instant, and all the excuses she had made for Xie Ji in the past were all shattered by his actions.

    Ji Xiangning can stand anything.

    She can tolerate Xie Jichengri’s alcoholism and does not make any contribution to the family; she can tolerate his unconsciousness, uttering rude words to her, punching and kicking; she can tolerate his distrust of her, and always wondering if she is out there. Other men.

    She can stand anything. She can bear it all.

    But when these things happened to Xie Ruhe.

    Only once, her dream woke up.

    She can suffer, but she must not bring Xie Ruhe.

    Her only son.

    Wrapped a bandage on Xie Ruhe's wound, Ji Xiangning looked back at Xie Ji and wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes. She still looked embarrassed, but she seemed to have changed back to the former aristocratic rich girl, saying every word: "We are divorced."

    This is the first divorce Ji Xiangning mentioned. Even Xie Ruhe thought she was just impulsive. But her attitude is extremely determined. No matter how Xie Ji begged, she did both soft and hard, she showed no sign of turning back.

    Ji Xiangning moved out with Xie Ruhe and found an apartment for a short period of time.

    Worried that Shunen could not find him, she would run to his house.

    Xie Ruhe took the initiative to find her at Shunian's house.

    The wound on his head is not healed, and the bandage is still bleeding, and it looks serious.

    Originally, Shunian was very happy because he came to see her. He smiled instantly when he saw the wound on his forehead, and said, "Why are you hurt..."

    Xie Ruhe didn't answer her question: "I told my mother recently. Moved to the apartment at the junction of the street. If you have something to ask me, go to 304 on the third floor and don't go to my previous home."

    "..." Shunen pressed her lips hard and asked again, "Why are you hurt? "

    Xie Ruhe raised his hand and touched the wound. He didn't hide it any more. He honestly said: "My dad smashed the cup with the cup ." Shunen

    stared at his wound, and the volume became louder. "I heard Chen Hanzheng before. I still don't believe your father's domestic violence. He's breaking the law like this! Even if you are his son, he can't hit

    anyone casually!" Xie Ruhe didn't say a word.

    Shunen had never encountered such a thing.

    She had seen some uncles and aunts beat their children with clothes hangers when they were anxious, but they would not be as serious as Xie Ruhe. Her tears fell as

    she said, "Do you have to call the police..." Xie Ruhe said, "No, I moved out."

    "Will he come and beat you again..." Shunen was at a loss. He cried, stood on tiptoe to look at his wound, "What should I do, how could there be such a person..."

    Xie Ruhe repeated: "It's okay."

    "What's okay?! " Shunen whimpered. The voice was soft and firm, "I have to go and tell your father that he is wrong. How can he hit someone with a cup! It will

    kill you !" Xie Ruhe felt a little strange when he saw Shunen cry like this. He was in a very good mood.

    He stopped her: "Aren't you afraid of him hitting you?"

    "What's so scary of me." Shunen sniffed. "If he dares to hit me, I will call the police. I can tell my father to go with me. He must not be able to beat my father."

    She was still in tears and her eyes were falling. Like a glass ball washed with water, shiny and round. The rims of the eyes are red, and the cheeks are slightly bulging, like a small piece of rice cake.

    He knew he would get hurt, but he didn't hesitate for him.

    Seeing the wetness on her face, Xie Ruhe had an impulse inexplicably. His eyes darkened, and the corners of his mouth were slightly bent, calming her softly.

    But there are other things in my mind.

    He wanted to lick her tears, wanted to taste the taste.

    This is Shunian's tears for him.

    Xie Ruhe thought little by little, all for his own.

    It must be sweet.

    It's like, it's the taste of suffering.

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