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Chapter 30

    In early February, Ruchuan entered the deep winter.

    Shunen's physique is not good, and his hands and feet get cold in winter. She is very afraid of getting sick and affecting her voice, so she will deliberately wear more clothes when she wears clothes.

    For the quality of recording, there is no air conditioner in the recording studio, nor the funds to install the ultra-quiet air conditioner.

    After staying for a long time, Shunian was so cold that she lost consciousness. Taking advantage of the break time, she drank a cup of hot water in the lounge, and took a piece of warm baby from her bag and stuck it on her body.

    When Yu Guang saw the box Xie Ruhe gave her, Shunian paused and took it out.

    Shunian wanted to see if there was anything in it, turned on the phone, and plugged in headphones for the MP3. She rolled her eyes and turned, except for hundreds of songs, there were no other files.

    Those songs, Shunen has a little impression.

    They all seem to be songs by Xie Ruhe.

    She clicked on one of the songs casually.

    Listening to it, Shunen felt that this song was a bit familiar, but also a bit wrong. She suddenly remembered something, glanced at the song title again, then took out her mobile phone and checked the song online.

    It is indeed the song written by Xie Ruhe, but he wrote it to others.

    But at this time, the sound of the song singing in the headphones was Xie Ruhe's.

    Shunianben thought he was just putting in the version he sang, but she searched the Internet for a long time and couldn't find the version he sang. She picked up the MP3 again, licked her lips and clicked into another song written by Xie Ruhe to others.

    ——It is still Xie Ruhe's voice.

    Shunen's heartbeat speeded up inexplicably, and he took off the earphones. She suddenly realized that the gift Xie Ruhe gave her was not the MP3 in her hand, but something in the MP3.

    He sang all his songs with his own voice and gave them to her.

    It is something more precious.

    Shunian put the MP3 back in the box, a little lost, and suddenly remembered the first birthday he had with Xie Ruhe after he got better.

    It was the winter vacation of the first year of high school.

    That year, her birthday happened to be on New Year's Eve, the day before the Spring Festival.

    Shu Gao Lin came back from the city and brought her a birthday present, which was the Ukulele. After that, Shunian and his parents went to the grandparents' house for New Year's Eve dinner. It was already ten o'clock when they got home.

    Shunian always went to bed on time at 9:30, and his eyelids were drooping at this moment. Her family never had the custom of keeping the year old. After Shunen took a bath, she said "Happy New Year" to Deng Qingyu and was ready to go to bed.

    She went back to the room and yawned and dried her hair with a hairdryer.

    There was a whirring sound in my ears, deafening, covering up other sounds around me.

    Shunen was gentle and serious in doing things, and blowing his hair slowly, as if counting his hair one by one. After a long time, she put down the hair dryer in her hand, turned off the light, and quickly got into the bed next to her.

    At the same time, she heard a soft tap from the window.

    At first, Shunen thought he had heard it wrong, but then there was a second sound. She sat up in wonder, rubbed her eyes, jumped out of the bed and opened the curtains.

    Walking down the glass, I saw Xie Ruhe's face pale with cold outside.     Shunen was

    stunned, and suddenly no sleep: "Why are you here?"

Xie Ruhe moved slowly and put the little cake he was holding on the window edge, and said in a low voice, "Happy birthday."

    Shunen stared at him. Face, there is a feeling that I have fallen asleep, and I am in a dream at this moment. She licked her lips and asked in a low voice, "How long have you been here."

    Xie Ruhe seemed to be extremely cold, his lips turned purple and did not answer.     Shunian grabbed

    his wrist and said, "You come in."

Deng Qingyu's voice sounded outside the room door: "Niannian, are you asleep?"

    Shunian did not answer, but Xie Ruhe immediately broke free of her hand and hid sideways behind the wall. After a child, read a book quietly shouted: "My mother is gone, you come on in."

    Xie Ruhe shook his head:. "I stood outside"

    .. "So cold outside," read the book do not agree, "You're gonna catch a cold"

    can Shunian said for a long time, Xie Ruhe didn't listen, just said: "If your mother finds out, you will be scolded." Shunian was still persuading me bitterly

    : "My mother won't come in, she thought I was asleep. If you are still worried, or I will lock the door."

    Xie Ruhe still didn't listen.

    Shunen was not angry either, she thought for a while, walked to the closet, put herself in two sweaters, wrapped a big coat, and then took out the largest coat.

    She walked back to the window and passed her coat to Xie Ruhe.

    Xie Ruhe took it, wondering: "What are you going to do."

    Then, Shunen climbed up the window on his own. The first time she did this kind of thing, she was wearing a lot of clothes and doing it awkwardly, like a ball rolled on the edge of a window and then onto the ground.

    Xie Ruhe was afraid that she would fall, and stood aside for her to support.

    "If you don't come in, then I'll come out." After landing, Shunen said naturally, "You can't let you blow the air outside alone, we are friends."

    "..."

    "Why should we be friends." Shunen Nianchang sighed, and instantly seemed to have become a little old man, "Obviously it is a very legitimate behavior, but it's like—"

    Shunen paused, a little bit unable to remember: "I forgot how to say that word.

    Xie Ruhe didn’t understand, and said in a daze: "What word."

    "Oh, yes ." Shunian remembered, "just like that,

    cheating ." "..." Xie Ruhe was almost choked by her, looking hard. Saying, "What did you say?"

    "You have to be sneaky." Shunen was very depressed and unhappy. "My mother won't let me play with you, how

    old I am, and it's like bringing children, even making friends." Xie Ruhe didn't. Knowing what to say, handed her the jacket in his hand.     Shunen

    blinked and said, "This is for you."

"..." Xie Ruhe put the coat on her directly, "I can't put it on." Shunen

    put the coat into his hand again: " If you can't put it on, you can cover it like a quilt."

    Xie Ruhe frowned and put the coat on her again.

    Shunen's face was also stern, and was at a stalemate with him.

    In the end, Xie Ruhe was defeated and put his coat on his back, which looked a little funny.

    Shunen squatted down, put the cake box on the ground, pulled out the small cake inside, and then put the cake on top of the cake box. She curled up into a ball, her coat was fluffy, like a small ball of hair.

    Xie Ruhe also squatted down beside her.

    Read the book snuffling seriously on it with candles, Shunkou Wen: "You have a lighter it?"

    "Yes" Xie Ruhe unconsciously checked his pockets, machine fire out, "I'll fix it.".

    Heard Shunen paused, and looked up at him: "Why do you have a     lighter ?"

    "...

    "

Shunen asked suspiciously: "Do you smoke?" Xie Ruhe was about to deny it, and Shunen started very seriously. Teach him: "You don't smoke, it's wrong to smoke at such a young age. Don't listen to what other people say, thinking that smoking is cool, but it's not cool at all."

    "No." Xie Ruhe's voice was calm and he bowed his head. Light up the candle, "Brought you a candle."

    Shunen paused, groaned with a guilty conscience, and said vaguely: "I'm too sleepy."

    "Huh?"

    Shunen added in a low     voice: "My head can't be turned, and my mind is not so clear." Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, his tone seemed to be smiling: "I know."

    It was windy outside, and Xie Ruhe lit a candle and was immediately extinguished by the cold wind. After lighting this a dozen times, Shunen simply pulled out the other fifteen candles, leaving only one.

    She protected it with her hands, and Xie Ruhe lit the candle.

    Shunian was afraid that the candle would be extinguished again, and he didn't even have time to sing on his birthday, so he quickly said "I want to be a very good voice actor", and immediately blew out the candle.

    A very simple wish.

    Xie Ruhe was not satisfied, and was thinking about whether to make up her birthday song.

    The next moment, Shunian suddenly remembered something, a little guilty: "I didn't buy you cake for your birthday... Did you eat cake that day?"

    Xie Ruhe didn't know how to answer, and didn't want to lie to her.

    Shunen understood what he meant at once

    , and whispered: " I will definitely buy it for you this year." After that, Shunen broke the topic and said to him: "By the way, my dad is back today. But I can't stop here. , He is at my grandparents' place."

    Seeing her so happy, Xie Ruhe's eyebrows also stretched out with a hum.

    "He gave me a musical instrument." Shunen poked the dimple on his face, "but I don't know how to use it."

    "What instrument."

    "It looks like a guitar..." Shunen couldn't remember either. "I'll show it to you."

    Shunen squatted with her legs numb, stood up and stomped her feet, looking at the window, there was no movement in an instant. After a while, she hesitated to look at Xie Ruhe: "It's better for you to go in, I'm too short, and it's very hard to crawl."

    Xie Ruhe responded and reached out and took off his shoes.

    "You don't need to take off your shoes," Shunian said. "It's on the cabinet next to the bed."

    But Xie Ruhe took off his shoes and walked into the room easily along the window. He put the coat on his back on the chair beside him, took the ukulele on the bedside table, and jumped out of the window again.     Shunian was cutting

    the cake and looked up at him: "That's it."

Xie Ruhe fiddled with it twice, but was afraid that it would make people noisy, so he quickly stopped.

    Curious to read the book and said: "? Would you"

    Xie Ruhe nodded: "Yes a little."

    Read the book too big eyes stare: "You'll musical instrument ah?"

    "Ah." "That

    you'd piano?"

    "Be a little "

    What about the violin?"

    " Yes ."

    "..."

    Shunen 's mouth was half open because of surprise, and he said, "How can you do it." Xie Ruhe casually said: "My mother taught it." Shunen

    asked. "Then do you want to learn music in the future?"

    "I don't know." Xie Ruhe's voice is very soft, "If you can, go and learn." Shunen

    didn't ask him about the situation at home, so she licked it. Licking his lips, he changed the subject: "What do you want to do in the future?"

    Xie Ruhe said without hesitation: "The composer."

    "Is it just writing songs?"

    "Yeah."

    "Why don't you sing by yourself ?" Shunian handed it over. He had a piece of cake, "You sing very well."

    Xie Ruhe took the cake: "I 'm interested in this."

    "Then if you become a composer in the future ." Shunen said happily, "You will take your Sing all the songs to me, and I can also dub all the clips I dubbed for you."

    "The songs I write to others are not necessarily me sing."

    "But we are best friends." Shunen felt that his words were not right. "After you write it out, shouldn't you sing it to me first?"

    "..."

    Seeing him like this, Shunen thought What I said was wrong: "Is it right?"

    Xie Ruhe was silent for a while: "...Yes." I

    don't know where to hear the sound of fireworks, crackling, celebrating the arrival of the new year.

    Shunen bit the cake, and his voice was soft and waxy: "It seems that it's 12 o'clock, are we keeping the year old."

    "Yeah."

    "This year, for your birthday, I will definitely buy you cake." Shunen said, "and then next year. my birthday, we went to the fireworks display, right. I am here today in my grandparents' home, want to play, do not let my mother. " "

    good. " "

    Yes, happy New Year ah. " "

    happy New Year. "

    book read out the shed It was just after eleven o'clock in the evening. The sky was dark outside, and there were no pedestrians on the road. She sent a WeChat message to Xie Ruhe and stood there waiting for his reply.

    He soon received his reply: [Look at the front right. ]

    Read the book looked up, and saw that Xie Ruhe car parked nearby. She got in the car and habitually said hello to both of them.

    After a long time, Fang Wencheng's spirit became negative inexplicably, as if tortured.

    Xie Ruhe's look was pretty good.     Shunen

    asked: "Where are we going?"

Xie Ruhe thought for a while: "Go downstairs at your house ." Shunian was confused

    : "Did you say you want to take me to a place?"

    "Yeah." Xie Ruhe didn't hide it. So, honestly, "Take you to set off fireworks."

    Shunen reminded him: "The urban area is not allowed to set off fireworks."

    "The small one." Xie Ruhe didn't know what to call that, and suddenly fell silent, as if thinking.     Shunian

    understood: "Is the

fairy stick ?" Xie Ruhe nodded: "Yeah."

    "Okay."

    Shunian curled her lips, looking very happy, "I haven't played in a long time." Fang Wencheng drove the car into Shunian . In the community where he lived, he took out Xie Ruhe’s wheelchair and a box of fireworks from the rear compartment. He quickly installed the wheelchair and placed it near Xie Ruhe's position.

    Xie Ruhe got out of the car, stood up, and sat on the wheelchair.

    No longer like before, only relying on the strength of both hands to move the position.

    Seeing this picture, Shunen's mood is a bit strange.

    She pushed him away and asked, "How is your rehabilitation recently?"

    "Very good." Xie Ruhe said, "According to this schedule, there should be two months left." Shunian

    didn't understand: "What? Two months."

    Xie Ruhe himself was not sure, he listened to the rehabilitation doctors, and his tone was a bit hesitant: "I have been training, and after two months, I may be able to walk like a normal person."

    "..." Shunen Shunen's feet stopped, "Really?"

    "Yeah.

    "

    Shunen 's eyes bend, obviously happy for him: "Then can you walk now?" Xie Ruhe said, "You can walk for a while with a cane."

    Shunen was surprised, shook his fingers and counted: "I don't seem to be looking for you in five or six days. How did you progress so fast?"

    Xie Ruhe's lips twitched.

    The two walked ahead, and Fang Wencheng followed them quietly.

    Shunian took them to a clearing in the community, just behind the building where she lived. This vacant lot is at the very edge of the plot, next to a large patch of grass. Because of the location, very few people will come over, mostly children come here to play.

    There are only two street lights, hung on two community chairs.

    Fang Wencheng put the box of fireworks on the chair, and then Xie Ruhe suddenly remembered something and called to him: "Fang Wencheng, you go buy some water nearby." Shunian

    asked, "What do you buy water for?"

    Xie Ruhe said, " Set off the fireworks and prepare. Some water just in case."

    "My house is upstairs." Shunen suggested, "Or I can go straight up and pick up a bucket. The convenience store nearby is a bit far away, so there is no need to run that far."

    Fang Wencheng was very conscious: "Then I'll go up with you."

    Shunen looked at Xie Ruhe hesitantly: "Are you here alone?"

    "Yeah."

    It's almost twelve o'clock, and the surroundings are terribly quiet.

    The street light in the other place seemed to be malfunctioning, flashing once every few seconds.

    For some reason, Shunen couldn’t let it go, feeling that there was nothing shameful about his house, so he hesitated to pass the key to Fang Wencheng: “Or go, I’ll live on the second floor, there’s only one.

    Hu . After you go in, the first one is the toilet. There is a bucket in it." Fang Wencheng said hello: "Then you play first." The

    two were waiting for Fang Wencheng to bring the water over, but were not in a hurry to light the fireworks.

    Shunen looked through the box. There were many kinds of fireworks, some of which she had never seen. She got up all at once, and was about to say something to Xie Ruhe.

    Suddenly heard a little movement in the grass not far away.

    Shunen thought it was a wild cat running past and bumped into the sound of a bush next to it. But then, I could hear the woman's extremely faint whimper, as if begging for mercy.

    Her breathing stagnated, and she looked at the sound source.

    It's so dark that you can't see anything.

    Xie Ruhe obviously heard it too: "There..." Before

    he could finish speaking, Shunen interrupted him with a soft voice: "Is there someone over there?"

    "..." Xie Ruhe was not so sure." I don't know."

    "I have to go over and take a look."

    Shunen 's breathing became a bit rapid, as if he was overly nervous, and he whispered to himself, "I'll take a look." Just after hearing the tone of that voice, Xie Ruhe actually felt Nothing big happened over there. But Shunen's reaction was obviously overreacted. He grabbed her wrist with concern and fixedly looked at her: "I'll go with you." There was

    only one sound, and there was no more sound. The point he had just heard The sound seemed to be an illusion between the two of them.

    Shunen lowered his eyes and whispered: "It seems that I heard something wrong ..." Xie Ruhe felt that something was wrong with her: "What's wrong with you?" Shunen

    's face turned pale, not just the wrist he was holding, but his whole body seemed to be trembling. Her eyes were blank, and a smile was unnaturally: "Nothing."

    At the same time, a woman walked out of the darkness with a mobile phone in her hand and pressed it to her ear, as if she was answering the phone. , There were still tears in her eyes: "Please, I don't want to break up..."

    Seeing someone here, the woman quickly wiped her tears and walked in the other direction.     Shunen

    looked at the woman's back and suddenly asked, "Did I just

say--" Xie Ruhe was a little confused by her reaction: "What?"

    "Did I say I heard it wrong." Shunen licked. Lips and eye sockets began to turn red, "But I heard the sound, I was too scared, I dare not go..."

    She said repeatedly, rather than telling him, it was more like talking to herself Talk to yourself.

    "Shunen." Xie Ruhe frowned, "What's wrong with you."

    "..."

    Shunian returned to