it was the end of the year where the first time i could clearly heard that my heart has been shattering into pieces.

even if it's sounds too dramatic, that was the thing I felt that time when we were spending time at yuri's mansion waiting for the new year and planning to watch the fireworks together on the rooftop.

everything gone well at first, we talked like usual, playing games and having fun with this and that, we even watched a movie together inside her mansion where i could found myself leaning into your shoulder once again, inhaling a sweet scent that was coming from you.

and my mood drastically dropped when i can't found you at the rooftop when everyone was waiting for the fireworks to start. they even prepared the fireworks for them to launch when the clock pointing straight at twelve.

let me correct it, not everyone were there.

you and bam wasn't around at that time.

they told me to search for the both of you at the living room but i found none other than yuri's maids. how could i searched for the both of you when i knew nothing of this big place?

but it seems that luck was on my side or not? that i found the both of you was standing in front of each other inside the room that looks like a library.

at that time, i was hiding behind the wall that was kinda far from the both if you failing me tin heard what kind of conversation you had.

but the things that made my heart broke was when bam placing a soft kiss into your cheek with red face before you pulled him into your tight embrace.

i didn't waste any time before running back to the rooftop where i told them that both you and bam will be here soon acting like i didn't see anything even though my head was full with an endless question of what was happening.

minutes passed and the both of them were back right before the fireworks started with everyone shouting happy new year through the entire city.

everyone were enjoying the scene while i was drowning into my own mind before i could felt you place your hand on my shoulder, giving me a worried expression.

"hey, what's wrong? why are you crying?"

shit, i love you more than i thought.