* CONAN *
It was decided that Haibara will leave after two days...by her only...she even told me that my feelings will change if she leaves and I get back to Ran....but my guts weren't telling so.... I felt that it was such a never ending feeling that I felt for her....but she isn't understanding.... maybe she is but she doesn't want to admit that she has understood what my feelings meant.... what she meant for me...

Conan sighed.

" So you're basically saying that.....all these mess have happened but I was unaware!!!!! LIKE YOU DIDN'T EVEN BOTHERED TO TELL MEEEEE!!!''

" Well I thought I'll tell you later if she says yes but things turned out to be like this...''

" Woahh..woahhh...''

" But Heiji she's leaving....she even gave me the antidote....but I don't feel like having that....''
Conan said as he gazed at the packet Haibara gave him... suddenly something caught his eyes...

" Heiji... there's a letter maybe...''
He opened the letter and found that it was a page of diary...maybe it was a journal...

" It is her handwriting...''
" But Kudou this page seems to be ripped apart and I think she mistakenly put that...''

" Should I read??'' Conan looked at Heiji...

"I think yes...''

Conan opened the page and Heiji also looked at carefully...

11:00pm
Thursday

Dear diary ,

I was just thinking of everything that has happened recently.... I couldn't believe that Shinichi will say those things to me... like I've always thought that my feelings for him was unrequited and one sided...to be honest I was a bit happy when he told that..but I can't do anything....I can't take him from Ran...she loves him a lot.... I think I should leave them alone...but it's hurting me a lot....

A few days earlier after he confessed to me I saw some men of black organisation talking about Shinichi and the drug... I think they got to know...and I also think they know that I'm alive and betrayed them..
So it's better to leave him with Ran...maybe I could convince them not to kill him...but maybe that would make a difference as I know after seeing me there Gin would obviously kill me... anyway I really don't want him to die ...so for that if I've to leave him.... I'll.... I really wanna say him aloud that his feelings are not unrequited....but I want him to go back to Ran and stay alive...

Good night

Conan and Heiji was shocked to read that ...

"S-she...l-loved me back....!!''
" But the main thing is that she wants to leave you just because she doesn't want you to be killed..''

Conan got horrified that she was planning to do something which is life risking...which will cost her life for sure...

'' She loves you a lot...'' Heiji smiled.

" That's what I wanted her to say to me for a long time...''

" So what will you do?.... becoming Shinichi again and go back to Ran?''

" No way.... she's in danger....she is literally hanging between life and death.''

" You surely can't choose any one other than her ...''

" That's true.....damn true...''

" I think she has written much things in her diary...try to get it...maybe we can get informations...''

" Ok sure...'' Conan said as he walked away...

* CONAN*

I rushed to doctor's house and saw that she wasn't there...maybe she was near the park.... where she always stays under the Ginkgo tree...so I rushed to her room to find her diary...

She kept her room very neat and clean unlike me...but where's her diary....after a lot of search work I went near her cupboard....when I opened that I found a little box under some of her clothes.... although I know I shouldn't have opened that as girls don't like boys to check their things...still I brought that box out...

Inside that...there was a picture... the same one of her and Akemi that I had given her when her sister died....a small bracelet... which was maybe of Akemi's....then a diary... finally...

I took out the diary and opened it... suddenly a picture fall down... I was shocked to see it while picking it up...it was...MY picture...and at the back of it written..." Annoying and impossible but unrequited love of mine..''

I took snaps of few pages which I thought is needed then put all the things I had taken out ...

While he was going downstairs Conan heard the sound of opening of door...so he rushed....and to his bad he fall down...

" Ouchhh....my hand...!!'' he yelped.

" What's going on...why are you lying on the ground...?'' she asked as she got concerned.

" Ahhh...ummm... can't you see..... I literally
fall down from there ...'' he pointed towards upstairs..

" I came to see you...but you weren't there so I was leaving but heard someone opened the door so I thought it was you so I hurried and fall...''

" Looked like you're not only annoying and impossible but...

" Your love??'' Conan cut her off... Haibara got shocked as she was familiar with that line..."Annoying and impossible but unrequited love of mine..''
She herself wrote that on a picture of him...but how did he know...

" No...a-a Slippery Octopus...''

" What... no.... I'm not a octopus...''

" Anyways leave it...sit there...''
She walked away to kitchen as she brought an ice pack for him...

" Mr annoying smarty pants come here...''
Conan followed her order and sat....she applied an ointment and then applied the ice pack..and that made Conan smile...

" You know Haibara you can be a great wife of mine...you are literally taking care of me like you're my wife..''
Hearing that she blushed but hid it...she pressed the ice pack hard...on his hand ..

" Oww owws ....its cold... Haibara...''
" Stop your nonsense I'm leaving...''

"Oi... Haibara...that day you asked me to go back to Ran right?....''

" You're going finally!!??'' Haibara turned back.

'' I've given much thoughts to it...''
"S-so... what's that..??''

Haibara looked at him hopefully but inside she was hurt...as she thought maybe it was just his attraction towards her...but Conan said something that made her shock like hella a lot..

" I will not go back to her...as''

''A-as?''

"AS I CAN'T CHOOSE ANY OTHER GIRL OTHER THAN MRS GENIUS THAT IS...ONE AND ONLY HAIBARA...''