Today I spoke with garroth about how much Levin is growing (it's his birthday)but then all of a sudden garroth was getting to close to me before I knew it his lips were pressing against mine but then. I quickly pulled away and ran toward my house and into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and said to myself "there is no time for a relationship!" *skip to night* Tonight I put levin to bed and kissed his forehead saying "goodnight baby levin...happy birthday "and I closed the door quietly and went to bed until I woke up to a sound of wings betting of a wyvern.