🌹.

it's quite funny and something interesting. a flower. between me, with you. surely it's a hatred icon for ml, hatred icon for some players.

and a haunting icon for me. every time i see another flower, i was a bit sad that mine disappeared or that it died. and then when i saw a blossoming one, the ones that the level are high, I'm also a bit sad with the fact mine stopped at level 2.

Embarrassing ain't it?

And now when i saw my own flower, matching with yours, it made me carve a very small smile. Yet it still, bother me just a little bit that I won't be able to perform and becoming a burden.

which i did.

but of course, “i've got your back.”

that's adorable... and i think our teammates doesn't like that because of the obvious reasons.

I wasn't too bothered by their words, but i was bothered i couldn't survive such simple attack from the enemy, dragging the team down.

I feel real bad.

And I'm thinking about it several times, what if it wasn't flowers?

but yet i love that icon. it's so.. cute.

Ah I'm not even making any sense, but i do hope you'll have patience with those words. Their words could be painful, at least it is for me.

I am calm and collected with their words, barely got my attention but still. i want to perform really good, but instead that happened.

Look at me, ranting out feelings out of a game.

Jee, this is such a bad chapter I'm so sorry.