Part 6

29 weeks

"What are you doing?"

"Researching how to murder someone and get away with it." You mutter, typing where to buy a tiger in Google.

Becca gives you a wary look and sits next to you. "Everything okay?"

"No!" You groan in frustration, tossing your phone on the coffee table. "Matthew is driving me insane."

She frowns. "Is he being an ass?"

"He's being nice. Too nice." You grumble, ignoring when Becca chuckles. "It's like he's trying to make up for missing the doctor's appointment even though I told him I forgive him."

Becca raises an eyebrow at you and you try to ignore her pointed look. "Do you though?"

"What's that supposed to mean?" You ask defensively.

"You're different around him now and I'm sure he's noticed. It's like you don't trust him."

You start to deny her accusation but stop to think about it. Were you more cautious around Matt lately? You certainly didn't let yourself depend on him for things that you had been before, too afraid that he would let you down. You wanted to, but there was a nagging voice in the back of your mind reminding you that he's let you down before and there's always a chance he will again.

It's as if Becca can read your mind because she shrugs. "You should be honest with him."

However, something you've learned recently is that too much honestly can get you in trouble.

. . .

Sending Matt a text that said we need to talk, probably wasn't the best approach because it took him approximately fifteen minutes to show up at your apartment and his is a half hour drive away from yours.

So his windblown hair and wide eyes really weren't a surprise when you opened your front door.

"So, I think I should have worded that text a little better."

"You think?" He huffs, walking past you when you step aside. He doesn't even bother to take his shoes or jacket off, walking straight to the living room and turning to look at you.

"I'm sorry. For whatever I did." He says and you groan.

"That's the problem! Stop being sorry for things. It's driving me nuts."

He frowns and looks at you in confusion. "So... you don't want me to be sorry for things?"

"I don't want you to not be sorry for things, I just want you to stop being sorry for everything. It's like you're walking on eggshells around me."

"I'm just trying to make-"

"Make up for missing the appointment." you say, finishing his sentence. "I know." your hand falls to your stomach and you sigh. "We're going to be parents in less than three months. We need to start trusting each other."

Matt slowly walks over to you and reaches out for your hand which you let him hold. His thumb rubs across the back of it and he nods.

"You're right."

You grin and lightly punch his shoulder with your free hand. "Of course I am. When am I ever wrong?"

He smiles, pulling you in for a hug and pressing a kiss to the top of your head. You ignore the way it makes your heart race because the last thing you need right now is your feelings for him to get even more confusing when you're both finally on the same page.

Things are good now and you can't risk messing it up.

. . .

31 weeks

He's like a kid in a candy store, you've realized as you follow Matt around buy buy BABY. He has two carts, one already stocked full of things and the other slowly being filled. You stopped keeping count of how much everything costed an hour ago because the number started to make you queasy.

"He has enough clothes, Matty." You whine, taking note of how Matt trips over his feet when you call him by that nickname. "and he'll grow out of them before he even gets a chance to wear them."

"Last one, I swear." He says, holding up an outfit. "C'mon, how fucking cute is he going to look in ?"

"If his first word is a swear word, I'm going to kill you." You mutter, taking the outfit from him and tossing it in the cart. Matt just grins and rests a hand on your stomach, hoping the baby will kick.

"How's Joey?"

"Grayson is doing just fine."

"We're never going to come to an agreement on a name, are we?" he asks and you smile sweetly.

"Nope."

He laughs and starts walking towards the checkouts.

"Did my mom tell you that they're coming to visit?" He asks and you nod, recalling your conversation with Chantal. She'd called you first to make sure you were okay with the entire Tkachuk clan showing up. She knows how stressful pregnancy is and didn't want to overwhelm you.

But you were ecstatic when she asked if it was okay for them to visit. You've grown to depend on her for any pregnancy questions over the past seven months and even when you needed some regular advice for everyday things, you sometimes texted her.

"Yeah, it's Wednesday, right?"

Matt nods, smiling politely at the cashier as he starts loading every thing on the conveyor belt. You can tell that she's a hockey fan by the way her eyes light up when she recognizes who he is.

"I've been meaning to ask if you can pick them up from the airport?" He asks, catching you off guard. "Their plane lands around noon and I won't be back until later that night and I don't really want them to have to take a cab."

You're a little surprised that he's asking you to do this instead of paying someone or asking a close friend to do it instead. It's an odd feeling, realizing that he trusts you with his family.

"Yeah, I'd love to." You tell him and his smile warms you to the bone.

. . .

You show up to the airport forty-five minutes early because you can't decide if you should wait in the SUV for Matt's family, or meet them in the airport. Would it be weird to wait for them inside like you would with your own friends or family? You double check your phone to make sure that Matt did tell them it was you picking them up because how weird would it be if they were expecting him only to find you waiting.

You're definitely over thinking it but you find yourself standing at the gates when their plane lands.

Chantal is the first person you see and her face lights up and she scurries over to you, pulling you in for a soft hug.

"Oh, look at you!" She gushes, taking your hands in hers and holding you at arms length. "You're glowing."

Glowing isn't exactly the word you would use because as much as you tried to look nice to pick them up, you're still seven months pregnant, sweating because of the jacket you have on and most definitely are wearing odd shoes because you can no longer see your feet and Matt wasn't here to check for you.

But you blush nonetheless, letting Keith, Taryn, and Brady hug you before starting to walk to baggage claim.

"Thank you for picking us up." Chantal says and you smile.

"It's nothing," you say, brushing it off. "You've done a lot for me."

"Anything I can do to help. I know how hard it is being pregnant with your man travelling a lot."

You want to correct her when she calls Matt your man, but you don't want to be impolite so you just nod.

"Speaking of your man," Brady says in a teasing voice, "what time does he get in, again?"

"Around 8." You say, ignoring the teasing tone and changing the subject to ask Taryn how school is going. You know you'll hear more comments about the nature of your relationship with Matt from his brother but for now, you chat with Taryn and Chantal about plans for the baby.

. . .

Matt gave you a key to his apartment when you both realized that you spent more time at his these days then you did at your own so you don't miss the knowing looks Chantal and Keith share when you use your key to unlock Matt's apartment. You know they can tell it's your key and not Matt's because he painted it your favourite colour when he gave it to you.

"So do we get a sneak peak of the nursery?" Taryn asks hopefully and you nod, gesturing for her to follow you. Matt turned one of the guest rooms in to the nursery in his apartment. You haven't done anything with yours yet because you and Matt were starting to wonder if after the baby is born, at least for a little while, the two of you should just live together. It would certainly make things much easier.

"It's beautiful." Chantal says, and you can see her eyes watering a little.

"We're going to put up letters spelling his name above the crib."

"Oh yeah, have you guys decided on a name yet?" Keith asks, testing the sturdiness of the crib by wiggling it a little.

"No." You mutter. "We can't agree on anything."

"You'll find something you both love eventually." Chantal reassures you. "Now, please tell me my son has food in his fridge, because I'm going to cook dinner."

You grin, realizing that she too knows how bad Matt is at keeping his fridge stocked. Before you started spending so much time here, you would be lucky if he had eggs in the fridge.

. . .

Matt arrives home just as dinner is cooked and you get to witness what a typical Tkachuk night must look like. There's lots of chirps thrown but you can tell how close this family is and how much they care about each other. Especially when it comes to Matt and his mom and sister. He treats them like gold and it warms your heart to see it.

After dinner, you volunteer to clean up and you're surprised when Keith offers to help. You've only spoken to him a few times before today and you don't feel as close to him as you do with Chantal so it's quiet while the two of you clear up the dishes.

Keith breaks the silence after a couple minutes, turning to look at you.

"I know Matthew can be a handful... but don't give up on him, okay?"

You're surprised to hear this coming from Keith because you were truthfully expecting Taryn or Brady to say something about it. Every time you and Matthew touched or spoke to each other, you noticed the knowing looks and soft smiles from the other Tkachuk family members.

It was like they knew something that neither you nor Matthew did.

You're not sure what exactly to say so you just nod.

"I won't." You promise, realizing that you truly mean it.