AN: It's longer as I thought. My longest ever. I absolutely love the music from station 19 through the parts <3 fits so perfect.

Loud bells ring out.

Bright.

Solemn.

The ringing gets louder, more painful.

It resembles a scream.

Painful.

Long.

Blood on the wedding dresses. Screams again and again. People running around wildly......

2 weeks ago

"I swear it doesn't matter which one you wear, I'll rip it off you anyway" Andy looks at you with a greedy, cheeky look. "That doesn't make it any easier now..." you look at wedding dresses together. Andy goes through the whole row and is undecided which dress she should wear. "It's just harder for me to choose a suitable dress... I don't like all-white dresses." Her gaze wanders to you, who is in a new dress. "Every dress suits you, but not me. Or am I just too wally?" Andy sits down on one of the chairs in the boutique, annoyed with herself. "What were you wearing when you married Robert?" And as quickly as you asked the question, you regret it "ehm...sorry, I shouldn't just ask that" you look at her apologetically. "No, it's okay. It was just too quick and...I have no idea. Anyway, I was wearing a peach-colored one that I thought was so beautiful. I was obsessed with the dress" Andy visibly gushes about the dress. "Then just wear it again. Honestly, if you liked it so much, you should wear it again!" you look at her sincerely. "Que? Nunca! (Was? Niemals!) Isn't that bad luck?"

"You don't believe in superstition like that, do you?" With a grin, you pick up the next dress. "I don't know. But I've definitely still got it." She says the last words to herself, confused. "Well, many people keep their wedding dress as a memento. They usually forget about it." You sit down next to her. "I'll look at the botique again, later. I just can't decide. So... you're looking for your old dress. I didn't see you in it. It sounds enchanting to see you in such a delicate color. She smiles at you in love and you give her a kiss on the forehead. "Let's go out for something to eat and then go home, how about some Chinese food?" you ask her and together you set off, get the food and then go home, where Fortuna is already greeting you in a relaxed mood.

After a quick cuddle, you go to the table, turn on an episode of Grey's Anatomy and start eating. Fortuna grabs one or two extra things from you with permission and then retreats to her warm basket. When you've finished eating, you start the next episode of Greys and snuggle up together. Andy looks down at you lovingly and gives you a kiss on the lips, which causes a brief and slow hesitation. Too quickly taken in by the hormones, you take her face in your hands and kiss her again. Andy hesitantly responds again, wants more but stops and breaks away from the kiss. "I'm sorry..." you say dejectedly. "It's just... it's been twelve weeks since we slept together... since-" you stop before you make it any worse and sit down properly. "it's ok...." Andy has a bad conscience and looks at you guiltily.

She rests her arms on the couch to get closer to you. You look at her questioningly. "It's all right. I told you you'd get the time you need to feel comfortable with your body again." Andy takes your arm, gently pulls you close and entwines you in a tender kiss. You didn't expect that and so you respond with a delay, then let yourself fall and lean against the Couchwall. Andy takes the opportunity and sits on your lap. "Are you sure..." you breathe between kisses without letting go. The only answer you get is that she takes off her sweater and drags the kiss out further. In the same mood, you take off your top and start kissing her chest. Every single kiss is a breath of sweet nothings, tender promises never to leave her alone with all her pain again. The first little moan from her mouth in months sounds like winning the lottery. Finally you can show her how much you love her and you grab her by the butt, get up with her and walk to the bedroom. You don't miss the brief gasp, which makes you smile and you throw her on the bed with lots of love.

You crawl over her, but Andy grins her cheekiest grin and flips you onto your back, pinning you with her hands on either side of your head. "It's my turn...I owe it to you..." She unties her bun and lets her hair fall to the side, looking at you eagerly, which only makes you crazier for her. She starts kissing your neck, making your heart race wildly. It's been too long since you've been so close. You have to pull yourself together like hell not to lose control and let her continue to spoil you. Less than a few seconds later, when she starts really pampering you, you climax far too quickly.

"I'm so sorry!" You hide your face by pressing a pillow on it. Andy laughs happily and takes it from you, only to see your bright red face. "You're so incredibly cute when you're not hiding," she says and tickles you affectionately with the tip of her nose. You smile and hug her, holding her close to you.

"Don't think you're getting away with it...we're not done here yet!"

"What..-" before she can say anything, you look at her challengingly and this time you turn her onto her back.

You look at her greedily and in love. You wanted to take all the things she had experienced away from her and put them on yourself. She lies beneath you, submissive and looks at you innocently just to provoke you even more. You can't hold back and start kissing her neck, working your way down to her chest, very carefully to see if she really likes it. She shows no objection, obviously enjoying it, which is why you continue. Andy grabs the pillow, bites her bottom lip and allows all the feelings overfloading her this time. It doesn't take long for her either and now even the neighbors know how happy Andy is. She breathes heavily and looks at you completly dizzy.

Her lower lip is still trembling a little. "are you doing well?" you smile sweetly at her. "I think?" You kiss again and continue to cuddle together, letting the evening end relaxed.

The next day you wake up to the smell of coffee, next to you is a warm fur ball named Fortuna. The two of you are still half asleep while Andy is already showered and dressed. You sit up dreamily and look at your still steaming coffee cup. "Andy?" you call out and she blurts into the room. "Good morning" You get up, walk up to her and just kiss her. "w..wait..!" Andy tries to say, freeing herself from your grasp. You start to open her uniform but she grabs your hands with a happy laugh. "no! stop!" She looks at you admonishingly. "I have to work and so do you, but your shift starts later, so be on time and don't disappoint your captain!" She kisses you seductively just to annoy you, then lets go and steams off straight away.

You throw yourself back with a pout and touch your face with a smile. "You'll get that back..." you grumble and only hear Fortuna's tired snort. Having finished your coffee, you let yourself be infected by Fortuna's mood and cuddle up with her. "Your mom is pretty cheeky" She turns over on her back and you give her a loving scratch, falling asleep again.

Everyone is set up and standing in a straight line ready for morning roll call. Everyone except you. Andy walks down the line and raises her eyebrow when she finds your place empty. She goes back and looks at everyone closely. "Does anyone know where Y/N is!?" The question was meant seriously and everyone just looks around questioningly. "Didn't you come here together today, Captain?" it comes from Warren but Andy shakes her head. "No, I came here earlier today." She continues through the line and gives everyone their area of ​​responsibility.

You wake up and sleepily look at the clock. "Oh my God!" You jump up when you see that you're an hour late and get ready straight away. You drive off together with Fortuna. Everyone arrived at the Beanery while they were having breakfast, including Andy, who was leaning relaxed against the kitchenette with a coffee in her hand.

You enter the kitchen and everyone stares at you, including Andy, who doesn't bat an eyelid. It's dead quiet and you can only hear Herrera sipping, everyone looks at the captain and to you, waiting until someone says something but the only one who breaks the silence is Travis. "You smell like sex, I mean long, or no, wild?-" Vic punches him in the side admonishingly befor he can continue and Andy can't help but close her eyes in embarrassment sipping her coffee again.

"L/N! to my office!" Herrera sounds anything but funny and walks past you with a stern look, Fortuna happily following. You look accusingly at Montgomery and Vic just pats you on the shoulder. "Whatever kept you up at night, you need a shower! Stay alive....she used your last name" You go with Vic towards the bathroom, freshen up and then go to Andy's office. When you arrive in front of her office the Shalosias are closed. You feel uneasy about knocking after her look was almost disconcertingly serious. After a short hesitation, you knock and the captain opens the door for you personally. "Andy, I'm sorry, I totally-" you don't get any further because your words are swallowed by Herrera when she suddenly kisses you stormily. You're a little overwhelmed, but you accept the wild kiss and catch your breath. "wow....um...if you keep doing that now I'll be late every day"

Andy lets go of you and goes to her desk. "So? why are you late? Did you oversleep?" Andy takes a bite of her apple. "yes...I fell asleep again" Andy looks at you questioningly. "Didn't we fall asleep early?" she asks and continues eating. "I couldn't help but watch you all night... your hair, your peaceful face. You finally looked happy. I just can't believe that I'm going to marry you soon..." you stare at her in love, Andy, who is moved by your words, swallows quietly and slowly goes to you, kisses you lovingly and looks deep into your eyes. "I will always love you... no matter what" You kiss again and only break apart very slowly, your foreheads against each other and you can feel her breath. "If someone asks you then you were punished with work..." She couldn't say it more erotically, but you pull yourself together and nod.

The weeks pass and there are only two days left until the wedding. Andy rummages through one of her boxes and finds what she was looking for. Her peach-colored wedding dress. She pauses, remembers all the moments with Robert and smiles. She knows it's different this time, it feels right and real. Not rushed. She tries it on and stands in front of a mirror. Just like back then, still the same figure, muscular and toned. Andy examines herself closely and has an uneasy feeling. Not because of the wedding itself but more because of the dress. But you are right. It doesn't matter whether she's worn it before, it is and will always be magnificent.

She takes a deep breath and turns once. The way the dress flies is so breathtaking.

She seems nervous, which is only because Andy is absolutely serious about you. Suddenly there is a knock on your door and Andy opens it. Maya and Carina stand there speechless and blink stupidly. "wow, you look great, isn't Y/N there?" Maya asks as they both come in. "No, she also has to prepare some errands. So...help me!" Andy looks visibly nervous and grimaces for help. Carina takes care of the test hairstyle and Maya takes care of the make-up. "Say, you have a due date in two weeks, are you excited too?" Carina smiles at Andy's question and ruffles her hair. "Well November came quicker than you think...but I'm not thinking about that now. You're getting married in two days and that's all that matters now!" Andy smiles happily at Maya and she smiles back. "It's going to be another exciting month, isn't it?

The two days go by quickly and the time has finally come. Wedding day! Andy wakes up and hears you rumbling out of the bathroom. "are you doing well?" She can clearly hear you throwing up and she goes in slowly. "No, don't...I'm just too excited.." You fight the next gag. "It's ok, it's okay to be excited. You can do it" She strokes your back and gives you a loving smile. "It's okay...thanks babe.." you sit up. "On a scale of one to ten...how hot do you think I am right now...?" you ask ironically. "pretty hot" Andy says with a serious look on her face.

"let's get ready" you stand up and you both start getting ready. Maya and Carina take care of you both and finally the two of you meet in the anteroom of a church.

You see Andy for the first time in her peach colored dress but this time with half opened hair, decoration in it.

Andy sees you in a white velvet dress that complements hers perfectly. Both of you are equally overwhelmed by each other and are holding back a tear as best as you can. You look closely at each other, feel the tension and all the worries slip away from you and walk together towards the priest. You come to the large room of the church in which the complete 19 and their family members sit on both sides. You stand at the altar and look at each other excitedly. The priest speaks his words, but your thoughts have long been with you both.

All the memories of moments you both lived through. The moment you first met, the first mission when you saved Andy's life, the ups and downs and the battle of your feelings. The moment of insight. The storm when the 19 almost burned down, the trip to Puerto Rico where you met Fortuna. Even the painful moments from which you emerge even stronger. You both are aware of it and no further words are needed to describe how close you are. The two of you exchange the rings that Fortuna brought you. The priest speaks his last words and finally you kiss right in front of everybody and yet it feels like you are alone in this huge room for this single moment.

The two of you look at each other when the crowd suddenly stands and applauds. You smile overjoyed and start greeting the first people with their congratulations. Little by little everyone hugged and congratulated you both. The big celebration itself is in the station of the 19. Everything is festively decorated. As the two of them stood at the front and got something to eat, Robert also appeared. He himself was not at the wedding due to an assignment. When he looks around he sees Andy in the dress from when he once took her as his wife. He swallows and pauses, but goes over to her and hugs her as Andy greets him happily. "is it weird?" Andy asks with a weird look on his face. Robert smiles and drinks his champagne. "You know what I said to you? As long as you're happy, I'm happy" and Andy finishes her champagne with one sip.

Everyone is amused and celebrating the atmosphere when suddenly there is a commotion. You, Andy and Warren go straight there to see what's going on. When they arrive, they see Maya flailing around in a panic. "Maya, what's wrong!?" But before Andy gets an answer, she sees what's going on. Carina is clearly bleeding between her legs. "OK, OK, we'll take care of it!" Firefighter mode is immediately activated for Andy and the others. "Damn, our aid car is on another way right now and another one will take 12 minutes!" Maya curses and everyone takes her to the waiting room of the 19, preparing there everything to make it sterile and more comfortable. "All right, Bishop, you stay on top of her head, I don't want to see you between her legs here!" Andy gives instructions and Carina is visibly having recurring contractions. "Oh my god, I can't believe it! I've already delivered hundreds of babies and now I'm here in a fire station and have to give birth to my baby here!?" Carina starts to freak out and keeps cursing. "Hey, hey, Carina! This is not my first labor. I'll guide you, today you're a patient not a doctor!" says Andy and looks how far the birth has progressed. "OK, you're at 9 centimeters...that's clearly too late for a hospital..." she says the last words to you quietly and succinctly. "hey guys, I'm an expert and I know it's too late!" she curses again as another contraction hits her.

Andy looks at the others. "Warren bring me towels, varnishes and pads! Montgomery, you look for blankets and get some clothes from the children's emergency cupboard! Y/N, you stay with me!" She says in a sharp tone. "but...but Captain, I've never delivered a baby!" Andy looks you straight in the eyes. "You can do it, I'll lead it, but I'll need your help here when the baby comes!" The emergency call bell from the station can be heard and the B shift takes care of it. Carina gathers all her strength while the others scurry around in the background. There's blood on your dresses now, but that's unimportant.

"OK, Carina, it's time, you have to push!" Carina curses again, but does what her body already tells her and pushes as much as she can. "Yes, keep going, the little head is almost there!" The baby is clearly in too much of a hurry and is born with almost a jerk. Andy takes it in and looks at it closely, turns it over and pats its back as she holds it slightly downwards. "Come on little one, come on!" You stand there rooted to the spot and hand Andy the nasal aspirator, which Andy immediately uses and tries to clear the airways.

"What's wrong with the baby? Oh god isn't she breathing?" Carina panics and starts crying while Maya tries to calm her down.

"Come on, not today. Not today!" says Herrera again and again.

Andy blows air into the baby's little nose as she finally gasps for air with her first cry.

"heeey happy birthday little de luca bishop!" Andy is relieved, like everyone else, and Maya cuts the umbilical cord. Andy wraps the little babygirl up and hands her to Carina. "Congratulations to you both" You and Andy smile broadly, Warren does the rest and Andy stands up without saying another word. She goes into the bathroom to clean herself up, but starts hyperventilating right in front of the mirror. You follow her and see her leaning against the wall, breathing way