I was in the car sitting by the window and just behind me were Sana-unnie and Dahyun-unnie others might have not noticed but I did, I noticed how their hands were intertwined. So, after making me cry she is happy with her. Looking at their intertwined hands I knew I was hurt enough so I turned my attention back to passing scenery outside until a familiar melody played. The song was like salt on my bruise. It reminded me of everything I wanted to forget but I could not run away from my past forever. Call me a masochist but I decided to remember everything that was hurting me at the moment. I wanted to break down, but I knew all their eyes were on me, so I held it in with a smile on my face.

I'm on my own, broke, and alone
I feel the rain crashing down
All around this empty town
I'm searching for the lost and found

I am not a fool to not notice how much unnies changed, how much I changed. After the break up I kept myself away from everything that reminded me of Sana-unnie. I knew it hurt them too, but I can't show them how weak and pathetic their maknae is, I had to be strong or at least pretend to be strong.

But you don't care, you're unaware
Keep moving like the scars aren't even there
It's in the air, like a blazing flare
Just stay cause the flames will burn us

Never knew you would move on this fast. One week, one week is all it took you to replace me with Dahyun unnie. I thought you will be the first one to notice my fake smile but heck, I was wrong it was her. She noticed it; How I wish I fell in love with her.

Thought you were the one for me
That's why I gave you everything
Held you close by the stormy seas
Oh, you meant the world to me

What happened to the promise rings we exchanged. Oh, I remember you threw it when we broke up. I still have that ring though. Did you give one to Dahyun unnie too? Did our relationship mean something to you, was my love just a joke.

I used to kiss your head when you cried for me
Hold your hand while the pain was all around
Keep you warmed by the roaring sea
Oh you meant the world to me

Oh, you meant the world to me

Oh, you meant the world to me

Do you remember when you were in the practice room and there was a thunderstorm, and I came rushing not caring if I was getting wet? I remember you held onto me tight and whispered that I meant the world to you. How can you live without your world unnie?

My darling dear, you're never here
When I'm in pain you hide and disappear
Like shadows in the atmosphere
Charming the stratosphere, yeah!

I prayed for you, and catch your knee
And host you chase away my fears
I'm on my own, you made it so
And now I'm chasing nightmares through your pain

I was there by your side every time you messed up, I was there to catch you every time you fell, I was there when you needed comfort, I was the one who took the blame for you, I was the one wipe your tears and give you forehead kisses, Do you remember it unnie? Or she made you forget everything.

I used to grown with you to the gravy leaves
Laugh at you when you laugh at me
Hope for us because I believed
The home was just you and me

Nine years that's how long I knew you. I grew old with you. I bet no one in the car knows you better than me not even Momo-unnie and Mina-unnie. You used to be my home in this distant country the only person I opened up to and trusted the most and look what you did. You broke me inside.

I felt you were the one for me
That's why I gave you everything
Held you close by the stormy seas
Oh you meant the world to me

Oh, you meant the world to me

Oh, you meant the world to me

Oh, I'm gonna do this on my own

You know when you said that I was the one I believed it, I truly did. Now I regret it. I regret letting you enter my heart and break it into pieces. I put all the efforts to maintain the relationship, but it seemed like you wanted to let go because you found another world, the prettier one. (Tzuyu felt someone locking her fingers she opened her eyes to see who it was. It was her the one she wished she fell in love with. She just rested her head on the older girl's shoulder finding comfort as the song continued.)

Not poison blaming you-you did not know
Oooh

I felt you were the one for me
That's why I gave you everything
Held you close by the stormy seas
Oh you meant the world to me

Oh, you meant the world to me

Oh, you meant the world to me

Oh I'm gonna do this on my own

Not poison blaming you-you did not know
Oooh
Oh I'm gonna do this on my own

Not point in blaming you, you did not know
Oooh

I felt you were the one for me
That's why I gave you everything
Held you close by the stormy seas
Oh you meant the world to me

Do you know I can't sleep at night because I fear once I close my eyes everything will disappear just like you did I can't trust anyone because I feel they leave me too but even after what you did, I am still hopelessly in love with you. Do you know that? Answer me Minatozaki Sana. I am in Need of Answers that will help me overcome the destruction you caused in my heart.

No one's P.O.V

As the melody ended a lone tear made its way down to Tzuyu's cheek everyone saw it except, Sana and that single tear broke everyone's heart. They knew how much the breakup affected her. But it affected one person more than anyone the one who provided her shoulder for Tzuyu to lean on. The one who shoved her feelings under the rug just to see Tzuyu happy. But now she knew that she has to do something for herself, for the group, for......Tzuyu.

Author's note

This was chapter 1 of the book. It's my first time writing a story in this format so please bear with me. The song used above is Everythingby Diamond eyes, you can go listen to it if you want. It's absolutely great and was really heart-touching despite the fact that I've never been heartbroken.  Now about the story...... Who do you think is the girl who loved Tzuyu. Guess who??? write in the comment section below who do you think it is. Don't forget to vote if you liked the story. Follow me for more updates.

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