Raj Bhaiya took Shubman to see Ishan, knowing his brother was worried, stressed, depressed whatever saddening word he could think of.

[Meanwhile in the Room]

Ishan sitting in a corner of the room, dimmed lights, and fresh tears.

Eyes swollen as if he has been crying for days and days non stop, dark circles signaling he hasn't slept in days either.

Raj Pushes Shubman in and says, "Subha kholunga khana andar hi hai please khila dena Ishan ko usne bhot dino se kuch nhi khaya", and locks the door.

{I'll open the door in the morning there's food inside please feed Ishan}

Shubman Walks in hearing sobs soon he saw Ishan in a corner barely seen, so thin probably hadn't eaten since Shubman left.

Ishan looked up as he heard a creak, tears still falling from his eyes Ishan ran towards Shubman hugging him with all the strength he has left.

Shubman picked him up, carrying him to the bed wanting to make Ishan sit on the bed.

Key word Sit but Ishan wasn't leaving him, What if Ishan left Shubman and he disappeared? What if it was all just a dream? Ishan fear this he wasn't ready to leave him.

He hid his face in Shubman's chest, crying loudly and as hard as he could letting all the negative feelings letting all the sadness out.

After a while Ishan finally calmed down, he looked up to find Shubman just starring at him.

He was about to ask a million question that were in his head but he couldn't, he was stopped.

Shubman had kissed him, but Ishan didn't respond he was in shock.

But a moment later he realized and kissed back, moving in sync.

Shubman began to kiss down Ishan's neck, while Ishan let out soft moans.

He was about to leave hickies when he remember, Ishan hadn't eaten, he hasn't eaten in many days.

Shubman stopped while Ishan stared at him, "Ek minute idhar ruk mein kuch leke aaya" Shubman said to Ishan to which Ishan nodded.

{One minute stay here I'll get something}

He went towards the small next in the room heating and serving the plate of food.

Shubman Came back and Ishan saw the food, he wasn't hungry because Shubman wasn't there but now his food and his man both were in front of him.

Shubman began feeding Ishan which Ishan gladly accepted, eating every bite with pleasure that Shubman eat.

Ishan was feeling like he was home, like he was complete, a comfort made his way to him.

Soon a dowrsy Ishan feel asleep on Shubman's chest, but before falling asleep he murmured "don't leave me again shub I'll die".

Shubman hugged him closer sleeping peacefully together after a long time.

[NEXT MORNING]

Ishan woke up thinking it was all a dream, his Shub didn't come back but could smell Shubman's perfume.

He opened his eyes expecting no one to be around but he saw his face was in someone's chest, that too shirtless chest.

He wiggled around a bit to see it was Shubman, It really was Shubman, his eyes went wide.

"WHAT ARE YOU-? ", Ishan screamed waking up Shubman who was dumbfounded what just happened.

"Sshsh why are u screaming Ish sleep na" , Shubman said in a sleepy tone.

Shubman opened his eyes scanning The room and what Ishan was doing but then he saw something, he saw Ishan's Morning wood.

Ishan realized what Shubman was looking at and got flustered, "WTH are u looking at" He shouted a Shubman.

"Why are u so flustered Meri jaan, Don't you remember You were moaning my name in your sleep", Said Shubman in a teasing manner.

Ishan: I-I did what

"You moaned my name, probably had a very very wet dream since u were rubbing against me" Said Shubman still teasing.

"I-I didn't and Shut up and Why the fuck are u here why the fuck do u care now go go disappear leave me to di-", Ishan was screaming in anger but Shubman didn't let him continue he put his hand on Ishan's mouth.

"Meri jaan I'll tell u why I left but never say that again okay, I left because I Couldn't see u marry my sister, I couldn't see the person I love marry someone else I just couldn't ", Said Shubman almost tearing apart.

Ishan didn't say anything He just placed his head Shubman's chest, hereing the heart beat he desperately needed the comfort needed His Shub that he needed.....

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