Izuku's POV

I'm surrounded by darkness. It's pitch black and I can't see a thing. I frantically swing my head around trying to look around any form of light but nothing. I get up and walk around, I'm not on the floor, it feels like I'm floating. Then I hear faint crying.

"I-Is he okay?" I recognize the voice, It's Shoyo. He sounds like he's crying.

"I'm sure he'll pull through..." That's Suga. What are they doing here?

"Hey Zuzu..." Noya? I feel a warm sensation on my hand but nothings there. Where the hell am I?

"H-hello? W-where am I-I?" Nothing, absolutely nothing but silence. I start walking again, I'm not sure where I'm going but I'm moving and there's nothing, just darkness.

"Hi sweetie..." I stop immediately. No, it couldn't be. She's not here, she's dead. She's not really there just keep walking.

"Izuku?" Keep walking. She's not really here, she's not. Your minds just screwing with you. There's no way. I feel hand on my shoulder causing me to stop. At this point I'm shaking slightly and tears are threatening to breach my eyes.

"Please stop..." I whispered. I'm already lost in a black abyss and now I'm hearing her voice. I'm still coping from her death, I can't take this. The thoughts had stopped and I slowly turned around. My breath hitched in my throat. There she stood, as beautiful as ever. Her long, green hair pulled back in a bun, her eyes sparkling, her smile broad and bright, her facial features soft and happy. Her hand was on my shoulder and I'm paralyzed in my spot.

"M-mom...?" I can't handle it anymore. My tears roll down my cheeks and I'm hugging her. It's been so long since I've been in her arms, her warm embrace causing me to cry more. She smelt like her normal lavender scent, her hands make their way to my back rubbing it softly. I'm trying to form words but I'm crying to much all that comes out are hiccups and heavy breaths. She's here, she's really here. I'm not dreaming, she's here. I pull away and put my hands on her face kissing her forehead repeatedly. She's here, she's here. She came back. I'm not alone, she's here. She holds both my hands and laughs through her tears.

"I'm here, I'm here okay?" she tells me while kissing my hands and laughing. 

"You have no idea how much I missed you..." I say during light sobs. She looks at my face for a bit then her face straightens up and she has a serious expression on.

"What happened?" I was confused.

"You shouldn't be here."

"What is 'here'?"

"You're always putting yourself before others. You knew you would injure yourself yet you still continued to fight! You knew the consequences, you knew what was gonna happen. Do you know where you are? You're in between. Do you know what that means?! You're between life and death! You could die here!" she cried out lightly hitting me in my chest.

The what? I was in the what? It took me a while before I could've comprehended what she said.

"What? I'm in between? Like a coma?" I felt calm, surprisingly. She looks at me surprised.

"Are you not worried? Izuku, you could die! You can't die!" I wasn't worried about myself, I was more scared of leaving her again. She's not really here, she's dead. She's temporarily here. I feel the tears well up in my eyes gain.

"Y-you not h-here..." she looked at me softly.

"No, I'm here to comfort you and most of all tell you to go back." I was shocked. How could say that so calmly, like she's just gonna ignore the fact that she's dead, like I'm gonna leave her here, like I'm gonna abandon her and go back to my living life.

"I'm not going back! I'm staying here with you! Are you crazy?!" she looks at me, her expression softly looking at me before caressing my cheek.

"You have too..." I watch as she smiles and slowly shifts. Wait, she's not shifting...

"H-hey! What's going on? Mom?!" she's slowly being carried away.

"Hey, c-come back! Where are going?!"

"I love you..." she smiles and I can't see her anymore. I start here loud voices again.

"Hey, what's going on?!"

"Someone get a doctor!"

"Izu!"

"Izuku?!"

"Hold on!"

"Get the shocks ready!"

I feel a sting on my chest but I forcefully push it away. She can't leave me again.

"Mom! Mom! Mom, d-don't leave me again. Mom? Mom?! MOM! MOM?! MOM!"

Katsuki's POV

It's been a week since they had returned from their mission. One week since I had seen Deku. One week since I saw his bright eyes. One week since I heard his voice. One week since I saw he charming smile, felt his cheerful aura around me. I don't know what to do. He's constantly on my mind. I can't help but blame myself, I was knocked out but still, I was so weak. I couldn't do anything. Now he's lying on a hospital bed. I run my hand through my hair as I feel a tear drop soak my pants. I let them flow, not caring if I looked weak or if anyone walked in. I need him, what if he doesn't wake up? I need him, I love him. What if his condition worsens. What if-

"Bakubro, we're gonna-! Oh my God, are you okay?!"

"W-what if he doesn't wake up shitty hair? What if he leaves us?!"

"We were gonna visit him now, do you wanna come?" I slowly nodded and went to shower. I looked in the mirror and saw my puffy red eyes which had eye bags underneath, my face was wet with my tears and I looked so broken. I couldn't help but cry more as I looked at me. I showered and brushed my teeth. I threw on grey joggers and Deku's hoodie and made my way to see Deku. On my way to his hospital room I saw doctors charging into his room. I raced to the door where I was denied entry.

"Let me through, what the fucks happening?!" I tried pushing my way in but shitty hair and the other held me back.

"What the fuck?! Let me the fuck go! What's happening to him?! Please! I need to see him! P-please! IZUKU!" I'm crying and drop down. I'm being pulled into a hug for comfort as I cry my eyes out. I didn't know what was happening.

3rd Person POV

When Izuku was in the hospital, his brother was called in to see Izuku along with his brother's team. They had arrived a week after the incident and was in the room when Izuku started shaking violently in the bed. He looked like he was having a seizure, He was shaking the whole bed and his eyes that were closed were now rolled in the back of his head with his mouth slightly ajar. Short, heavy breaths were heard from him, like he was trying to say something.

"Someone call the doctor!"

"Izu!"

"Izuku!"

In the matter of a few minutes a team of doctors made their way into the room. They looked horrified and confused. They were shouting orders at every nurse who rapidly brought the need apparatus. An electrical shocker was pushed into one the doctor's arm and he charged it up harshly pressing it into Izuku's now still body.  His body jolts up and then down. The heart monitor was rapidly going off showing that Izuku's heart rate had raised by a lot. 

"And...CHARGE!"

"CHARGE!"

"...CHARGE!"

"CHAR-"

"*gasp* MOM!"

"Izuku!"

"Please step back-"

"Get off me. Mom! NO NO NO! Get the fuck away from me! Mom!" Izuku is not frantic on the bed pushing away all the nurses. He ripped out all the cords attached to him and had tears streaming down his face.

"NO! DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN! PLEASE! MOM!" Shoyo rushed to his brother side and pulled him into a tight hug ignoring all the pushes and harsh wiggles his brother made to push him off.

"Let- me go! Get off me! Please! Where is she? I need to see her. She can't leave me again!" Shoyo hugged his brother tightly, moving his head down to kiss his hair. 

"Sh..." he comforted his brother until he calmed down, his breathing slowed and he pulled away.

"Are you okay?"

"N-no...Sho, I-I saw her. She was right here. I held her....I spoke to her, she..." He hugged Shoyo tightly griping his shirt softly crying again.

"Calm down. Why don't do let the nurses handle you then we'll talk, 'kay?" he nodded slightly and let the nurses around him. When she was finished and exited the room Katsuki rushed in and faced to Izuku pulling him into him.

"Are you okay? What happened? You're not hurt, are you? Where? You're okay? I'll-" Izuku cut him off my pulling him into a hug whispering an 'I'm fine' before he pulls away and spots his brother and his team. He smiled at them and waved for them to come over.

He received multiple hugs and kisses and then he was asked about my outburst earlier. When he explained everyone was in tears but quickly recovered when the doctor entered and spoke to Izuku about certain foods he has to eat as well as homemade remedies for his certain recovery.