harry
josh killed himself yesterday.
i received a white envelope in the post this morning. he had written about how he couldn't do it anymore.
his words tore me apart. the fact that he's gone has not yet sunk in. it all feels like a dream.
this is all your fault harry.
why couldn't you have just been normal and spoken to us instead of causing all this pain. were we really so bad that you couldn't have spoken to us? do you hate us so much that you want us to feel this way?
you're selfish and because of you, josh is dead. i hope you're happy now.

jj