The remainder of the day passed quite quick, and before I knew it, I was walking home with Haru. Rei and Nagisa left early, we don't know why, but I suspect that they might be going on a date, because Nagisa was acting kinder to him than usual. Rei and Nagisa's relationship always made me smile, they are perfect for each other, and I dream of me and Haru being like that one day...
I started to get butterfly's in my stomach, today was going to be the day. The day that Haru will know how I really feel about him.
What if he will hate me? What if he won't feel the same way?
Millions of bad thoughts were flowing in and out of my head, all bad ones, making me even more nervous. My hands were shaking life leafs in the wind, and I was getting incredibly warm. I tried to keep cool and calm, but I couldn't, and Haru started kt notice I was acting differently.
I cautiously turned to Haru and gave him a reassuring smile, yet it didn't seem to rub of on him.
"Makoto, are you okay?" Haru worryingly said, as I could tell he knew something was wrong.
"I'm... I'm fine..." I said and gave him a fake smile.
I could tell he still was worried for me, yet he didn't want to say anything, maybe he didn't want to feel like a annoyance?
I sighed, as I entered the front door, and we stepped into my house.
My parents and siblings were going to be out most of the night, leaving me and Haru alone.
We headed up to my room, that's were I kept my games console. We both was still in our, now dried but smelt of chlorine, swimming costumes. I drew back my wooden wardrobe doors, and threw Haru one of my old shirts, and gave him a pair of my shorts, which were too small for me.
"Here." I said as he caught then I'm his strong arms, and I pulled out some comfortable clothes for myself.
I headed into my en-suite so me and Haru could get change in privacy.
I got changed just before Haru, and I headed back into my room, just as he was pulling his shirt on. Each time I saw him, shirtless, which was nearly very day, my eyes always locked into his lush body...
It's wrong... I know...
But I can't help it...
Both if the items of clothes were huge on Haru, he was quite a small figure, compared to me.
I set up my games console and gave Haru one of the controllers, while I picked out a game.
I chose Call Of Duty - Black Ops, as I only really had fighting and gun games, and I knew Haru was familiar with all the controls and I think he liked COD.

We spent a few hours playing in COD multiplayer, and we were enjoying our selves a lot, and I almost forgot about confessing my feelings to Haru.
But they can't hide.
As much as you try and push them throughout to the back of your mind, they find a way back.

Out of the blue, Haru paused his game.
"Haru wha-" Half way through my sentence I got cut of by Haru.
"Makoto... I really need to tell you something..." He said, in his delicate voice, sounding frail and weak.
"I guess I need to tell you something as well..." I said back, looking shamefully down at the controller, which sat in my sweaty palms.
"How about we say it at the same time?" Haru said, looking into my eyes deeply.
I nodded my head in satisfaction, to scared to even mutter a word.

It's now or never...

"I like you!" We said.
At the same time.
To each other.

My heart beat got faster....

Did he just say what I thought he said?

Haru looked just as terrified and confused as me.
"Makoto... I couldn't keep it from you any longer. I'm in love with you, everything about you. You make me so happy, and I've fallen for you. And I don't expect anyone like you to ever like me ba-" Before he could continue, I planted my tender lips into his, in a long passionate kiss. After a few seconds, I pulled away.
"I fell the same." I quietly muttered to Haru, still shaking.
But what from?
Shock?
Excitement?
Adrenalin?
Love?!
Haru carefully reached out and grabbed my hand, and tangled his fingers with mine.
"No one can know about us..."