Vivienne's POV

I ride the horse gracefully around the woods close to the castle. Shimmer trots slowly around the trees and over the branches. I appreciate the rest from school, it can get so exhausting sometimes all the attention, all the responsibilities. Here I have time and space to breathe, to think and reflect.

I see a shadow behind a tree, I look again and instruct shimmer to go closer, when I do, a branch from behind me falls from a tree I turn my head back and look at where it came from, when I look behind a tree there is nothing there.

Am I going crazy? Is this one of the downsides of getting involved in such a stressful and extreme environment. I gallop back to the castle and drop shimmer off at the stables. I run to the room and burst through the door. James sits at the desk, highlighter in hand and head buried in a book.

"It happened again." I pant and he scowls.
"What did?" He puts the highlighter down.

I try to breathe in, but my lungs feel like they are overflowing with mud, and I feel like my body is so hot it might explode. I try to explain the best I can. "I saw them, whoever it is, again James, they won't leave." I whimper and he gets up and looks at me.

"Vivienne Are you sure?" He asks again, of course I am. I nod eagerly. He breathes in. "Do you want to inform Anna?"
I nod my head no slowly, defeatedly. "And say what? Someone who I haven't seen is following me. It's okay, maybe I am crazy."
"you're not crazy, maybe you're overwhelmed. How about we take a vacation? We will go next week; you'll like it, what do you think?" He smiles and kisses my head as I say a soft ok.

I let the water run down my body and enjoy the warm water. The distant sound of James's loud video game makes me miss him and hurry up. I admit, over the last few weeks, I have found myself longing for James more each day. All his little actions of love like how he ordered all these cute deserts to our room, or how he always offers to drive so I could read. He will always let me choose what show we watch and how he always tries and stay awake until I fall asleep so he can turn the light off because he knows I don't like waking up with the light on.

I hurry up and dry my skin, rushing to put on a shirt from James's wardrobe. When I open the door, he sits on his gaming chair. I don't think he's gaming with anyone, his headset isn't on, so I crawl into his lap as he lifts my bottom and adjusts me into his chest, facing sideways on his lap. I hug his head and smooth his hair, placing careful and soft kisses from his jawline to his neck. He lifts his head a little more and I take his offer and kiss more. James's hand travels to the side of my bare thigh, encouraging me to keep going, so I do. His breathing gets heavier as I lightly bite his neck.

The controller gets abandoned on the desk and his hands roam around my body, dipping under my shirt and feeling the soft skin of my waist. I focus on his lips now; he quickly switches the situation around when he gets up and lifts me effortlessly and I wrap my legs around his waist. He kisses me and then places me down on the bed, crawling on top of me kissing my lips and pulling my bottom lip.

James's hands lock on either side of me, my legs still wrapped around him as he kisses down my neck. I let out a little whimper as his lips send a shiver down my body. He immediately comes close to my face. "Is this, okay?" He looks into my eyes, and I nod.

It's more than okay. "I need words Vivi." One of his hands travels to my hair as he brushes some to the back of my ear. "It's okay if it isn't, we can take things slowly." He assures me but I shake my head vigorously.
"No, I don't want to. Keep going." I pull his lips back to where they were before.

My shirt becomes an obstacle in his path, and he slowly unbuttons it looking into my eyes he then diverts his gaze to my exposed chest, he pushes the shirt aside, making sure to give himself a full view of it. I look at him again, feeling conscious at the silence.

"God...." he trails off and his face is close to mine again. "You're beautiful Vivienne." I breathe out and kiss him once more, but he quickly moves down to my chest and pays more attention to it. A moan escapes my throat when his lips wrap around my nipple and his hand squeezes my other breast.
"James." His name rolls off my tongue and I decide he's too clothed, so I pull at the hem of his t shirt. He smirks as he pulls back and quickly takes it off, throwing it somewhere in the room. He quickly goes back to me, now travelling along my body. I unwrap my legs as a sign, and he pulls back. A new feeling arises in my now relaxed core.

Two fingers hook around the side of my underwear, and I nod. "Are you sure?" His voice is husky now, his eyes dark and longing. I feel a throbbing, like I'm about to explode if I don't have his touch right there. I nod and he tusks.
"Yes." I remember his previous request.

With that he pulls my underwear off. He spreads my legs wider, and I lie back into the bed more. His head dives into the middle of my legs and he licks my fold. A loud moan ignites from within me, a wide feeling of pleasure spreading across my body, and he does it again, slower this time. I close my legs by instinct, and he grips them and spreads them apart. He looks up into my eyes. "Keep them just like that for me." He kisses the top of my core and goes back into the middle of my core.

I grip his hair with one of my hands, guiding him into my core more. He sucks my clit this time, my sensitive and needy part clinging onto the much-needed attention, he keeps going, gripping my hips into place. Slowly His pace increases and so do my moans. I grip the sheet, trying to keep my legs open but they close a little bit with every moan.

As he goes fast my hips grind against his face. "James." I moan out more like a whimper his name and he respond with a hum, it vibrates through my body, which makes it even harder for me to talk. My brain is foggy, but I try my best to warn him. "I think I'm going to c-" I didn't finish that sentence.

I arch my back off the bed as my screams bounce off the wall. "Oh my god" I whimper as he helps me ride out my orgasm. Going slowly now, just getting me through that stage and not depriving me completely and suddenly.

He quickly climbs up and sits on the bed, pulling me into his lap, in a careful position as I was still shaking. "James" I whimper. He kisses my cheek and brushes my hair to the back of my head.
"You were so good darling." He wraps his arms around my waist, and I kiss him softly, getting my breath back. Then I feel something poking at me. I gasp lightly and then put my hand on his chest.
"What about you?" I frown and I play with the waistband of his pants.

He smiles and shakes his head. "Don't worry about me.". I frown.

"No, I want to." I start pulling his sweatpants down. He puts his hand over mine. "Vivienne, if you're too tired it's okay. We don't have to." I kiss his lips softly again.

"I want to, I'm okay." I climb out of his lap, legs still shaky but I steady myself, I kneel on the floor, and he plants his feet on the floor, sitting down on the bed. I pull his pants down in one swift mode and see his head poking out his boxers. I breathe in and pull them down. Pre cum drips down and I wrap my lips around it.

I lick his length and start bobbing my head up and down slowly at first. I look up at his eyes and he looks down at me, straight into my eyes. James grips onto my hair, A fistful of hazelnut hair in his hands, but he's gentle, he only holds it, he doesn't push my head at all. I go deeper and deeper as his end hits the back of my throat. I bring my hand down to massage his balls and that brings him right to the edge. He throws his head back and stifles a moan.

"Vivienne I'm going to cum." He moans as he warns me, but I don't stop. I keep going and soon the liquid fills my mouth and spills out a little, when I finally pull back and look at him his hand comes up to my face and wipes the rest off. I stand up, he grips my waist, pulls me down, and kisses my lips.

I blush thinking about what I just did. I look up into his face as he gives multiple pecks on my cheek, and I giggle softly. "Was I... hum..." I trail off and he stops to give me his full attention, nodding for me to go on. "Was I....ok?" I ask shyly and he smirks. He grabs my chin and swipes his thumb up and down.
"I enjoyed it a lot." He kisses me ever-so-softly and I smile a small smile.

He pulls me down onto the bed, and I face him, legs tangled as he grips my ass and I place my hands on his abs. There's a little gap between us. I feel tired even though I know we didn't do much. My eyes close ever so often.

James grips my ass and pulls me towards him, our skins touching, out bare bodies in contact.
We fall asleep like that as he slowly strokes my hair.