"I wish I could hurt you back..."

~~~

A loud voice of vase being crashed after getting threw across the room echoing in the air. The vase broke in pieces, so do Y/N's heart.

"I told you that was an accident!!" Irene yelled.

Y/N looked at the beautiful human being in front of her with an unreadable expression.

"Accident? You called it an accident?! It was really clear that you were kissing that guy in front of me, Bae Joohyun!" Y/N screamed her voice out.

"I can't believe that you did that.. how could you?! After saying those stupid ass promises and you broke it! I should've not believe you.." Y/N huffed.

"Bitch.." Y/N cursed under her breath.

With that, a hard slap landed on Y/N's face. Irene looked at Y/N in disbelief, not believing what is just came out of her mouth.

"H-how dare you?" Irene sobbed.

"How dare me?! How dare YOU, Bae Joohyun! I never thought, that you'll be the one that hurt my feelings the most!" Y/N took a step closer towards Irene.

"I guess I'm not enough for you... I wish I could do the same thing, but what? It will just making me a bad person... and I'm not a bad person... like you" Y/N said angrily.

Y/N turned around and grabbed her hoodie, before putting it on.

"I hope you're happy with him, so long.. love..." Y/N said as she walked away.

Irene clenched her jaw tightly by the sight of her lover walking away from her. Hurt. Sad. Broken.

Are what they feeling now.

~~

The smell of the strong scent of alcohol stings in Y/N's nostrils. The feelings of worried overwhelming her brother's mind, Hanbin.

"Come on, it's been a while since you both broke up. Go back to Korea already, aren't you tired of drinking?" Hanbin asked.

Y/N shook her head, feeling the cold sensation of the vodka as it slides down her throat.

"This is the only way I could forget about her" you said huskily.

"You're going back to Korea, I won't hear any complains. You'll get sick if you keep drinking! Besides, have you checked how are your kidneys going? Did you drink your medicines regularly?" Hanbin asked again.

Y/N shrugged lightly.

"I'll go back to Korea with you" Hanbin said as he took the glass of vodka from Y/N's hand.

"You're still sober, let's go.." Hanbin pulled Y/N away from the bar and dragged her into his car.

"It's no use..." Y/N whispered under her breath.

Hanbin ignored Y/N's statement, while the actual fact, her sister is trying to ignore the pain that she felt in her stomach.

Y/N leaned against the window and put her arm over her stomach, biting her lip lightly as the pain is continue to torture her.

It was full of silence, nobody wants to start any conversation. Not Hanbin, or even Y/N. Y/N was too good at hiding what she felt, anything, almost everything that she have been felt, is completely buried deep inside her which she doesn't want people to know about all of them.

"We're here" Hanbin stated.

"I'm drunk, Hanbin" Y/N sighed.

"Oh shut up, we need to go back" Hanbin walked out of his car after he parked it and dragged Y/N out of the car.

Y/N groaned.

"Hanbin! Stop! It hurts!" Y/N complained, but it seems that Hanbin doesn't even bothered by that.

He continues to drag Y/N in.

After doing the check in, they immediately went into the airplane and sit on their seats.

Hanbin stared at his sister who's acting strange since they out of the bar. Her face was unlike usually... her face turned to pale, her lips a little bit blue.

Hanbin frowned.

"Are you that scared to go back to Korea? I'm sorry that I didn't tell you earlier.." Hanbin ruffled Y/N's hair.

"Yeah.." Y/N answered, almost like a whisper.

Soon, the plane has take off. It was full of silence in that two hours of flight. The sudden trip of the siblings successfully stressing the young sister out.

As the plane landed, the siblings slowly walked out of the plane. Y/N was holding onto Hanbin's shoulder for all the time. Trying to focus, ignoring the massive pain inside her stomach.

"Are you okay?" That was the only sentences that came out from Hanbin's mouth since they went out of the plane.

Y/N nodded.

"Jetlag" Y/N answered.

The feeling of worry flew away from Hanbin's thought.

"You drank your pills right?" Hanbin asked again.

Again

Y/N nodded automatically.

With that, the two siblings get into Junhoe's car since he offered himself to pick Hanbin and Y/N.

"How's life? Gosh, Y/N you look awful back there! Are you sick?" Junhoe asked.

"Jetlag" Y/N and Hanbin said in sync.

Junhoe only answered with a simple "oh" and started to drive away.

Y/N slowly leaned her head against her brother's shoulder, breathing slightly heavier.

"Have a sleep, sis..." Hanbin said.

But he doesn't know that it was actually a wrong decision to say.

Y/N closed her eyes, the pain inside her body keep torturing her from inside. It was a bad decision for drinking alcohol without drinking her pills first.

She could've just tell her brother to go to hospital. But being a little bit drunk kinda makes her mind flying to the sky.

Thoughts of Irene filling her head. Somehow, her tears slowly streaming down her smooth cheeks. No sobbing, only a peaceful silent.

Y/N smiled at the thought of her parents will scold her for everything that she clumsily did.

But she also cried at the thought of her brother that will be alone. Thought of her, leaving Irene.

The thought of the massive panic that she felt right now, seeing herself sleeping on Hanbin's shoulder.

"What... what happened?" Y/N whispered in disbelief.

She felt that the car is already stopped in front of a huge house.

Hanbin walked out of the car, Y/N sees her own body leaning against the seat. She slowly swung her hand over her own body in front of her. Untouchable.

Then, she saw a pretty woman opened the door of the car. She smiled at the sight of Y/N is peacefully asleep.

But then.

That smile turned into a great panic and Y/N saw her ex, Irene, is not able to make a single sentences. Until she screamed. In pain.

"SHE'S NOT BREATHING!"

That time, the deceased girl smiled.

"Did it hurt you?"

~~~

Sorry if it's crappy, it's been a while since I write something!

Req by: I will keep it anymous