so this song is about when you're struggling but you don't know why. 

you're trying your best to hold yourself up and continue with life. you're a people pleaser. when you do something ever so slightly wrong you need to apologize or you'll feel worse. but sometimes you realize it's too late and you've hurt someone.

it gets to a point where people around you are worried for you and telling you to get some help. you want to feel something other than what you're always feeling. you need to feel something and you would give up everything to do so.

favourite lines:

"i almost ruined myself to feel something again"

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lyrics

ᴠᴇʀsᴇ 𝟷

Ive been with so many people

And they all seem good

I wouldnt hurt anyone but

Im not sure if they would

Overusing "sorry" when i make the slightest mistake

Mistakes get worse i realize its too late

ᴄʜᴏʀᴜs

I think that im not enough

I think im not something you want

Ive been trying my best to hold myself up

Wherever im at im ignored

Im trying to be more

But is trying my best just gonna make it worse?

ᴠᴇʀsᴇ 𝟸

Ive been telling people "ill put myself together"

But im not sure if ill feel any better

Taking my anger out on people i know

Without knowing where it all goes

ᴄʜᴏʀᴜs

I think that im not enough

I think im not something you want

Ive been trying my best to hold myself up

Wherever im at im ignored

Im trying to be more

But is trying my best just gonna make it worse?

ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇ

I almost ruined myself to feel something again

Every word said goes straight to my head

God sometimes i wish that i was dead

So id have nothing to regret

ᴄʜᴏʀᴜs

I think that im not enough

I think im not something you want

Ive been trying my best to hold myself up

Wherever im at im ignored

Im trying to be more

But is trying my best just gonna make it worse?