•𝙸𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝•

~ Know you ride it right
I might just die tonight
But you know I'm still coming through baby
I know it's bad for me
And you know it tastes so sweet
I think I need your abuse baby~

~𝙳𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚣𝚎~

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 one ~𝚅𝙴𝙽𝙾𝙼~

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"Pull the trigger."

Her hot breath trickled down my neck to my spine. She softly bit my ear as I bit my lip.

Her voice sounded as hot and fiery as venom.

She hissed like a venomous snake, but she was no snake.

Her tongue did move in many ways though.

It should be illegal to make me feel like this- so so good in the baddest but greatest way.

It's indescribable, she made my toes curl.
I had to stop my knees from buckling right then.

The body in front of me was shivering in fear.

The duck tape on their mouth was placed tightly.

"Do it baby girl."

Damn did her pet names make me weak.

They made me do many things for her- only for her.

She made me do anything for her.

Billie-

It's all Billie.

My eyes shut close as she pulled me to her crotch area.

My ass directly on it.

Her hands rubbed my waist gently beneath my black shirt.

She let out a heavy breath as her growing erection made a appearance.

Her hands slid down to my skirt and lifted it playfully. She planted the palm of her hand on my clothed ass cheek rubbing it softly- then gripping it tightly and shaking it.

"Do it kitten. It would make me so so happy."

Anything for Billie.

"Okay, okay."

She kissed my cheek slowly and placed her hands over my ears.

"Good girl."

Just as she did I pulled the trigger.

Just as I did a loud firing noise left the gun.

My heart dropped to my ass as I almost shrieked.

My eyes stayed closed tight, I hear a thud of a body but I keep my eyes close.

This was my first kill, my first body.

I thought and hoped it would be my last, but I wasn't naive, I was only lying to myself. This was only the first of many kills I would have been involved with.

I turned around to Billie, deciding to now open my eyes.

"Good kitten! I'm so so happy, I'm so proud of you baby!"

She has the cheesiest smile on her face that made my heart flutter.

This is why I did it- why I do it.

Only for Billie.

She hugged me tightly and said small praise words in my ear.

"We'll have fun tonight kitten. Don't worry, daddy will make you feel real good."

Her hand wrapped around my neck as the diamond grill on her teeth shone through her smirk.

"Just let me get someone to clean this up. Ok?"

I nod, completely infatuated with everything of her.

Billie.

How'd I get here you may ask? Let's start from the beginning.

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"Call him."

"No, I don't wanna."
"You have too."

"What happened to my choice?! Why am I suddenly being pressured into shit I'm not gonna do?! So shove it up your ass."

Xeri flopped on the bean bag with crossed arms.

A snarl in her face.

"Xeriyanna! Be realistic! Stop being so god damn stubborn!"

Her eyebrows perked as her eyes rolled, her right leg started to jump with anxiousness.

"This is my choice nigga. Stay out my damn business."

(She black of course god damn. I'm black to mfers 😒)

"Well excuse me if I thought we were tight enough to talk bout this type of stuff."

She groaned and rubbed her temples.

"We are! We are Gabe, I just... this is difficult enough as it is. I can't- I won't- I refuse to hear it every other second."

"I understand xeri, just make sure you handle it, ok?"

She nodded her head and waved him off.

He got the drift and walked out her room shutting the door behind him.

I have to handle it~

She thought.

I- I have to talk to him, I have to.

No! Xeri you! Y-you need to kill him!

Thats stupid I couldn't kill anybody.

Xeri was mad, she was sad, she was lost...

True, she couldn't kill anybody, atleast not then.

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Close your eyes Xi

Close your eyes.

Her eyes shut softly as she bit her lip to knock on the auburn door.

Xeri had ultimately decided to stop being a pussy and face her deluded fears.

With a lot of thought and harsh words, she finally appeared at the door.

His door.

The hard wood burned her knuckles as they racked against her bones.

Answer you fuck.

Her knocking got more rapid and she decided for a minute to cower away and not face her problems.

But she then heard a scream.

A deep, masculine scream.

It's sounded like him.

Just like him.

Xeri ran to the nearest window cautiously.

She froze when she heard shuffling.

She hid behind a small brick compartment and stood still while holding her breath.

Don't move, don't move, don't move.

Xeri bit tongue til she drew blood.

But like always she tripped up.

Her feet slipped on a wet leaf and it made a loud crunching sound.

Shit!

She stopped abruptly and clenched her fist, praying the person that was lingering didn't hear her.

They did though.

Xeri didn't know that, in fact she thought they had left when it grew quiet, so she bolted.

She left not wanting to look back, in fear of what would be waiting for her.

But the black hooded person stood there with their hands shoved in their pockets and a small smirk on their face.

Seeing the sight of the fleeing girl made them smile.

Not a genuine~ nice smile.

A fucked up, narcissistic, egocentric smile.

The person didn't catch a glimpse of the girl from the front, but they saw the back.

She had on a black hoodie with the words venom written in gold.

The black hooded person chuckled.

"Well isn't that just~ nice?"

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"What?! What happened Xi!?"

Xeri paced around the room with her phone in her trembling hands.

Her trembling got so bad at by she gave up and threw the phone on her bed pressing the speaker.

"Zane! Zane! I think he's dead!"

There was a pause and a shaky breathe before her friend answered.

"Did you-?"

"No! Of course not! But-but there was this person in a black hood who was in the house! I fled though before they saw me."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive- or they would have killed me. Right?"

"I don't know Xi, it might've been part of their master plaaaannn."

"Jay shut the hell up, this is not the time! I'm sitting here crying!"

"Well stop. Did you go in the house?"

"No"

"Then how do you know he's dead?"

"Y-your right jay, Zane might still be alive, but he screamed! He- he screamed so loud- and I ran!"

"You did the right thing, if you were in zanes position he probably would've fled too, by the way, even if Zane is dead he doesn't deserve an ounce of your tears."

"You know how badly he treated you."

Xeri frowned and brought her thumb nail up to her mouth to chew on.

"Y-yeah your right jay."

Her heart hammered as she imagined him dead.

It hurt- a lot.

Too much too bare on her fragile soul.

Seeing as she hated Zane so much, her love triumphs that hatred.

Because there wasn't a singular moment when she didn't think of him, whisper his name- hear his voice~

It wasn't healthy.

Then again non of her relationships were. Xeri seems to attract all the wrong people.

The toxic- hot- sexy- heart crushing toxic people.

Some just ranks it on her daddy issues, but others thinks she just loved being treated like shit.

What did xeri think?

She wouldn't know to save her life.

She lets too many people block her blessings and shadow her sunshine.

She does it to herself.

That she does know, but she can't help but to do it.

"I gotta go- call me if something happens! Stupid as tana just posted a photo and I'm gonna troll her comments."

Xeri laughed.

Jay always knew how to make her laugh.

"Alright jay, bye, I love you."
"I love you too."
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Xeri was sitting on her stool with her knees on the small steps.

She was biting her finger nails as she continuously thought of the possibility of Zane being dead.

He couldn't be dead

She thought.

He was hell, but he was the love of her life. He made her feel alive, he made her feel- feel like she was on fire.

Like she was a fire that couldn't be tamed.

Just as she felt like she was dying, he swooped in and made her feel the most alive she'd been of years.

Or so she thought.
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•𝚇𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅•

I jumped up when I heard rustling outside my window.

What in the...

The rustling continued and it got louder.

The pulsating of my heart got faster as the rustling grew louder and louder.

I shot up and opened my curtains, peeping in my blinds.

I slowly turned to grab my phone and pulled up the dial tone.

I'm no idiot- I'm not about to just render myself helpless.

I turned back around and gasp.

I nearly threw my phone.

When I peeped in the blinds I saw a big messily drawn M.

I hurriedly yanked the blinds open while calling jay.

On the window in big bold words were-

Hi Mama ~ William

I could've died right then.

Right there.

What in the hell?

"Hello?"

"Jay! Ther-there's some shit wrote on my window!"

"What type of shit xeri? Calm down you're sounding really frantic."

"I-Jay! Someone wrote 'hi mama~ William' on my window! I- should I be scared?! Am I being stalked?! Should I call the police?! Should I get my gun?!-"

"XERI!"

"It alright! I'm right here okay!"

"Calm down, take some deep breaths and think- okay?"

"Okay..."

I sat on my beanbag and let out a loud sigh.

"Just-uh- okay- I'm guessing the-the persons name is William.."

"Yeah- and what else?"

"Uhmm- i don't know Jay! It-he-she!- whatever the fuck! I don't know.. they might still be outside! They might have brought other people! They might be about to kidnap me and or kill me!"

"There not going to kill you xer! Just- just uhh- come to my house and wait it out- by next month, if there's still sketchy stuff going on at your house just call the police. Alright?"

My heart rate slowed as I closed my eyes and nodded.

"Alright. I- I will. Is it okay with your mom?"

"She loves you! Of course it's okay."

"Okay I'm on my way."