Despair

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Excuse the lack of physics there uhhh....(I hear BEN drowning?!) Oof had to do something ya know? Yep....

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I pushed Jeff off of me and ran over to a pond. My heart was racing. Everything in my head won't slow down. What if he's dead? What if this isn't even BEN? How am I hearing him drowning?! (Lol)

I raced down a path and skid across the dirt. I ran to a pond and saw something I will never forget.... "BEN!!!" I yelled out tryin g to see if he was alive or conscious. I ran over and looked down,I heard people. There were three people.

I knew it was three people from hearing the beat of the steps.

I turned my head to see his dad and two other people. "Why did you do that?" I demanded. He just laughed. Ugh people these days....he seemed like he WAS nice but then he's just...UGH!

I can't slow down my heartbeat nor everything going on in my head. "I don't know." BENS excuse for a dad said laughing. I can't believe him! I just wanna rip his throat out! "Is this what you call being a parent?" I ask. Why would he do that?

Jeff comes running through the woods and finds me. "Dude! What the hell!" He yells.

Ugh this dude is just so annoying. I miss the old Jeff! He betray me. How dare he?! I'm so angry it's dangerous! I run over to bens dad and kick em where the sun don't shine and run away.

It's so different....he's a monster! I knew something was up right when he pushed me off the roof though. He would never have done that if nothing was happening to him, he would have sat down and talked to me...well Lui would have. I miss Lui! How could he kill his own brother?!

I need to calm down. I sit on a log and ponder. What am I going to do? Should o go back home? WAIT A SECOND!! Jeff said he didn't know who I was right...was he lying or was he just...changing.

He was insane I see that. His face was very pale and he had an ear to ear carved in smile. I couldn't seem to smile anymore though...like I was empty.

I felt nothing but despair. Why....me.....I'm only human. I broke down into tears. I put my face in my hands and wiped away my tears. Feeling watched again I got up from the log I was sitting on and was about to run when I stopped. Why should I run? Why should I do anything anymore? "Why?" I repeated like in the hospital and fell to my knees.

Why me though?! What did I do to deserve this?!? "Just kill me already!!" I screamed so they are it could here me.

Why would it just watch me? "No eyes always watching." Something in my head said, and then it kept repeating. "No eyes always watching no eyes always watching...." I got out of the woods and went home looking down.

I walked inside of my house and turned right and walked up the stairs and walked right into my room slammed the door and locked it so I could break into tears again.

I heard my sister running up the stairs but, I grabbed a knife hidden in my closet. I placed the knife close to my stomach and took a breath and stabbed and everything went completely BLACK. I heard beeping.... •BEEP BEEP• BEEP BEEP• was it morning already?

I saw a man with white clothing...a doctor? "Baby please wake up!" I heard my mother's voice cry out. "Mom is Y/N gonna be-" she started to say but then cried.

"I remember you say...." I started to say. My moms face was happy. Tears rolled right down my cheeks though. "Does it hurt sissy?!" Lannie asked worried.

"Not physically." I answered. My sister looked confused. If she didn't know what that meant... my mom is way too overprotective! "Means it doesn't hurt." My mom answered. Is she actually serious right now? I've lost everything....

~Time Skip~
It's been a while and finally I'm out the hospital. But how did I survive that? Am I so sort of magical creature? I almost laugh at that. We go home and the sky is blanketed with gray clouds.

Perfect day for the beach!

I walk outside and see my favorite path through the woods I walk towards it almost smiling. As I walk though I see my ex. "Oh wow! Look who it is!" He says trying to tease me. "How did you survive that? Did you even want to survive that?" He laughs.

"YOU DON'T KNOW WHO AND WHAT I'VE LOST!!" I scream tears rolling down my face. The cold wind burns my cheeks and I run into the woods. I loose track of my speed and trip and fall into the straw. I cuts at my skin and I cringe as it rips my flesh.

The straw then turns a bloody red color. I jump to my feet and dash to the beach not even on the path. I reach the beach and the wind burns the cut on my shoulder.

I place my fingers in the sand and sigh. What a beautiful day.

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Hey beautiful people!

I worked hard on this part! I had to come up with ideas and they were all bad but I don't even care!

I hope you enjoyed this part. Love you guys! Thanks for the views and votes :3

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~Muffie <3

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