I was scared watching him break down like that. I still don't know what she did to him to break him like this, but after seeing him act like he did, I'm scared to ask him.

I'm not even sure it was a good idea to even mention I saw her things. After he bagged them, he tied the bags and smashed them into a wall a few times, kicked them, and then took them out and threw them in the dumpster, and then cried a bit more, and then went back to acting like nothing ever happened.

It was honestly terrifying. If I didn't know him, I'd think he was mentally disturbed. I want to kill that woman.

Jimin
Hello, baby 😘
Got any plans tonight?

I opened the message at work, smiling at my screen instantly. I suppose that even if he is mentally unstable, I'm still into him.

Me
Hello ❤️
Depends on my boyfriend 😋

Jimin

Me
Then I would gladly run to him. Just tell me when and where 🙈

Jimin
7. Your place. See you soon ❤️❤️

Me
Soon 😘

'Khm, khm.' A fake cough from behind my back made me jump. 'I don't want to interrupt, miss Min, but cellphones-"

'Are allowed only during breaks and if the work has been done.' I finish Pang's words, passing him all of my finished work with a cocky smile. 'And I am currently on a break.'

'I see. Apologies.' He just bowed and left, while Minjo and Sorem found it funny and were snickering

'I can't believe you just did that.' Sorem was trying so hard not to laugh

'Did what?' 

'You know he's our boss, right? You just spoke to him like you are the boss.' Minjo added, laughing his ass off

'I mean, I didn't say anything crazy. I was just trying not to get in trouble.' I shrugged, trying to play it off. I may or may not be a bit too cocky, but since JImin threatened him, he left me alone, so I figured I could get a bit of my freedom. He won't do anything now. Besides, this is nothing compared to what he put me through this entire time. 

And putting this dickhead aside, I have a more important thing to focus on right now. Jimin is taking me on a date.

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*Doorbell* *knock knock knock* *Doorbell*

'I'm coming!!' This little shit... 'Impatient much?' I opened the door with a huge smile on my face, matching his expression

'Very much so.' He looked me up and down, lightly biting into his bottom lip, than taking my hand to spin me around gently. 'You look...'

I yelped a little, not expecting him to pull me into himself, hugging me from behind. His lips brushed right against my ear as he whispered, '... delicious.' 

A few soft kisses he left on my neck, right under my ear, made my entire body shiver as the goosebumps formed on the surface. 

'Hi, baby.' He purred, nuzzling closer

'Hi.' I giggled in response. 'Are we going anywhere or are we staying in?' I tease a bit, seeing how he's not letting go

'We're going. I just want to hold you for a bit. I've missed you.' I suppose the cute, fluffy, soft Jimin is making an appearance, and I will never complain about that.

'I've missed you too.'I gently caress his arm that's around me, and he snuggled closer for a moment before setting me free.

I turned to look at this gorgeous specimen, getting lost in those eyes of his the moment I looked at him. He is so beautiful...

'Going crazy again?' He smiles, gently nudging his cute nose against mine as he teases

'A little, but you're used to it.' I joke back, making him chuckle a bit

'May I?' He raises his hand, asking for mine, and I happily placed it on his palm. His fingers got laced with mine gently, his palm pressing against mine as he squeezed my hand a little. Just holding his hand like this makes me flustered.

'Where are we going?' 

'I want to show you what my life feels like since you've got into it. Do you wanna see?' He smiles

I have no ides in the slightest about what he's talking about, but I would go anywhere with him, so I nodded, smiling back at him. He placed a soft kiss on my cheek before pulling me out of my place. 

I didn't even think about letting his hand go, even when we were outside, but he did.

'Why - oh. Right.' I muttered to myself, realizing right away what happened

'I'm sorry, I just... We can't be too careful. Trust me, I want nothing more than to freely hold you and kiss you, but we can't do that. I can't do it if I'm dead.'

'Fucking Yoongi...'

He sighed deeply in agreement, repeating my words, 'Fucking Yoongi.'

'A full on gentleman.' I giggle as he opened the car door for me, gesturing for me to get inside

'Anything for my girl.' He winks and closes the door, going to his side. My girl...

He got in and put on his seatbelt, then looked around the street quickly before leaning in and giving the a soft kiss, a short one, but sweet. 'I couldn't help myself.'

'You won't ever hear me complain about this.'

'Good to know.' He smirked a bit and started the car, slowly pulling away.

Just like last time, I spent most of my time looking at him as he was driving, although he took me by surprise when he placed his hand on my thigh, gently gripping it as he was driving.

'What is this place?' I was looking around, trying to figure out where it was that he took me

'You'll see in a minute.' He laced his hand with mine, smiling at me. 'I can hold your hand here.'

'Don't let go.' I squeeze harder

'I wasn't going to.' He leaned in, cupping my face and kissing me softly, but a lot longer than earlier.

And then the finally led me inside of this building, showing me the most beautiful sight.

'Jimin... this is beautiful.'

What seems like a million little glittery dots, they were decorating the dark surface, making the entire room light up instead. There were models of planets hanging up in the sky among those lights, and it was like I'm looking into the universe.

I have never been to a planetarium before. I have never seen so many stars in one place. I was just in awe of it all. If he wasn't holding my hand, I would think I'm dreaming.

'Come with me.' He whispered quietly, gently pulling me along

'But, I wanna-'

'Do you trust me?' He caressed my hand

'Always.'

'Then trust me with this. It's worth it. Now close your eyes for me. I promise you, you won't regret it.'

Ha walked behind me, covering my eyes with his hands, leading me slowly. 'A few more steps.'

He removed his hands from my eyes, sliding them around my waist and pressing himself close to me. His heart was racing so much that I could feel it on my back, and it only made me more nervous.

'Open your eyes.'

If what I saw earlier was beautiful, this is absolutely incredibly magnificent.

It was an empty room that had the roof open in the shape of a circle, and through it, a clear view of the skies brightened by the galaxy.

A massive magnifier, or something of sorts, closing up on the skies, showing off every little star that is hidden to a naked eye. It's nothing short of fantasy.

'Do you like it?' I can't see him behind me, but the way his lips feel as they brusg against my ear, I can tell he's smiling

'I love it, Jimin. This is...' I'm at a loss for words

'This is what you are to me.'

I slowly turned to him, trying to just grasp on reality. To somehow make my heart behave.

He kept one of his hands on my waist, while his other hand gently laid against my cheek, brushing his thumb over the very heated up surface of my skin.

'You are my own star. I have no other way to show you or explain to you just how much you've brightened my life. My life felt like pure darkness up until you came along, and now, even the darkest corners have at least a bit of light in them. Even amongst all of these stars and galaxies, you shine the most beautifully.'

His usually dark eyes are currently reflecting all the stars around us, and it looks like his eyes hold the galaxy in them. But those galaxies are getting more blurry with the tears that keep forming in my eyes at the words I never could have imagined someone telling me.

And at this very moment, I'm ready to admit it to myself. All of the things and feelings I've been hiding from myself, all of the expectations that I never wanted to have, all of the things that I felt for one single, terrifying reason.

I love him.

His finger moved under my eyes, gently wiping away a trail of water that I simply couldn't stop.

'I know I have a ton to work on, and I know I have no right to ask you to help me with it, but I want to be a man who is deserving of you. And I wish I could just fix myself and give myself to you without a worry, but I can't. I'm afraid. I'm terrified of every single feeling that I have for you. I'm petrified of what could happen, but most of all, I am the most scared about losing you. Please, if you can, give me some time to sort myself out. And I'm begging you, don't leave me. I don't think I could go on if I lost you in anyway.'

By the end of his little speech, his hold got tighter on me and his eyes were tearing up, while his sweet voice got more muffled and croaked, choking on his own tears.

'Jimin, I'm here. I'm yours. I'm not going anywhere. And you are already perfect to me. I wouldn't change a thing about you. But if you want to change, I'm going to be right here to help you through. But no matter what, you're not going to lose me.'

'Promise?'

'I promise.'

'Amora...' His glistening eyes were tracing my face while he was searching for words, whatever it was that he wanted to say

'Shh....' I gently pressed my finger over his plump lips. 'Don't talk. Show me what you want to say.'

He rested his forehead against mine for a few moment, letting his lips brush against mine, and for a moment there, it felt like he was whispering something, his lips moving against mine without kissing me.

And then his lips fell on mine with an exhale of relief, parting slowly to cup my lips one by one. The longer he kissed me, the gentler and slower the kiss was.

It was magical, kissing slowly under the sky full of stars, and yet, he was in the centre of my universe.

I wish I could tell him, scream about how much I love him. But I can't tell him. Not until he stops being afraid. It could only destroy everything we have, and I am not losing him. Not now.

Until that happens, I'm gonna show him through every kiss and every touch. I'll love him in every way I know how.