"___-ah, please pick up your phone"

"Why aren't you answering"

"Please.. You're killing me"

*ding ding ding*

Aishh shut up already shut up shut up shut up f* stop it please.

I squished my face down my knee and stayed like that for a long time. I didn't want to blame him, maybe he has his reasons? But what reason? I'm scared to know. What if...

No.

I need to ask him.

But should I go ask him straight up? That means he knows that I saw. That's embarrassing. Aish ___ shut up with your pride. What if he makes up excuses? No. I trust Hanbin. He would never do that to me. I hope..

Or.. Maybe I should ask Bobby..

*ding ding ding*

Shut up would you.

Oh wait, it's Bobby, he's calling. Great timing.

You: *pick up*

"___?"

You: What do you want?

"Ya why are you being mean?"

You: I'm not, I'm tired.. Sorry oppa..

"Hey.. You haven't been picking up Hanbin's calls.. If something happen, you can talk to me about it.."

You: Well.. I..

"Mhm? Tell me"

You: I saw Hanbin kissed someone backstage.

"...."

You: Hello?

"Yea.. Erm well.."

You: *sigh* Yea that's enough. You don't have to explain.

"It's hard... to explain I mean.. Where are you right now?"

You: Near the hospital, behind the hospital, actually. Can you just please explain now if you can? I'm really tired.

"Are you okay? Did you eat? Take care of your health and forget about it ok? Hanbin loves you"

I sneaked out a laugh and it was sincere. I'm crazy.

You: Tsk, yea, of course. He loves me enough to kiss someone else. Oppa how can you say such thing?

"Please, trust me for now"

You: Thanks for the help, bye.

I hanged up.

"Hanbin loves you" Tsk, lies.

No he doesn't. Maybe he never did loved me. I mean seriously, he kissed another girl. This is insane.

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*ding ding ding ding*

Zzzzzzz..

*ding ding ding ding*

*gasp*

6:00 am

I slept.. But where?

Isn't this.. a hotel room? Why am I here?

I don't remember anything.

What happened yesterday?

I quickly looked at myself. I let out a sigh. My clothes are still on. Thank goodness.

I hugged my head, trying to remember what happened after the phone call with Bobby..

I don't remember.

*ding ding ding*

You: Hello?

Hanbin: You finally picked up.

Shi* I didn't look at who was calling.

You: Do you need anything?

Hanbin: Are you still mad at me? What did I do? I'm sorry for anything really. Where are you? You've been gone for 3 days. Tell me now.

You: 3 days??!

I looked at the calendar on my phone. I can't believe I knocked out for 3 days.

Hanbin: ___? Where are you?

You: I-I don't know.

I can feel him groaning on the other side.

Hanbin: What do you mean you don't know?!? Are you drunk?!?

You: No I'm not!! Stop yelling at me! Oh my gosh.

Hanbin: Then how do you not know where you are?

You: I-

N/A: Annyeong~

A guy came out of the bathroom.. His hair is wet and the only thing that's wrapped around his body right now is a towel. F*.

You: Ughh Hanbin..

Hanbin: Mwo? What's going on? Whose voice was that? Ya.

The guy approached me closer and closer.. He got on the bed but stopped as I screamed.

You: STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!

The guy flinched.

N/A: You have a cute face but such a loud voice, what a turn off, tsk.

Hanbin: ___? ___? Tsk don't tell me it's-

beep beep beep beep beep

N/A: Sorry cutie, but conversing with your boyfriend has to end here.

You: Who are you?? Get off.

He pushed me down to the bed and pushed his face closer to mine.

N/A: I was told not to touch you, but I don't think I can do that once I saw this face.

You: Ahhhhhhhh get off.

*ding ding ding*

His cellphone rang. Thank goodness.

N/A: Hello?

Why am I here?! Who is this guy?

N/A: Yes yes the girl is here.

..

N/A: Yes she's fine, no I haven't touch her gee.

Is he talking to the one who caused all of this?

N/A: Mwo? Release her? *laugh* Your game is so weak, miss.

Miss!?! A GIRL??!?

N/A: Tsk fine. Can I do it with her at least once? It'll be really quick.

I was shaking.. I looked around the room to make sure I have a plan.. I already know what Plan B will be: me jumping off the window, duh.

N/A: I can't?!? You're no fun. Fine.

Bless my heart. I can't lose my v-card to this guy.. I already planned it with... Well anyways

N/A: You're free to go.

You: What? Really?

I immediately got up and leave.

But as soon as I walked past him.

It was over.

You: Stop IT!

He pulled me back. Why is everyone playing like Hanbin now?! Aish.

N/A: As if I'll let you leave without giving me a taste~

You: No please, stopppp!!

I started to cry and screamed my eyes out. I tried to resist him by punching him but it isn't working. I was tired and weak. And of course.. Why do I never eat before these kind of situations?!

N/A: Keep on crying! No one will help you~

You: NOO stop!! Please!! Hanbin!! Help me help me!!

At this moment, all I could think of was Hanbin. All I could think of was what I will do after this. Should I kill myself? My pride, my self respect, it's all being taken away slowly.

*door slam*

Oh thank goodness. Please, someone, save me.

You: *cries* Help me!

Girl: I told you to not do anything, idiot!

A girl slammed into the room and pushes the guy away from me.

You: T-thank you..

Girl: Tsk, shut up. I would have let this continue if it wasn't for Hanbin.

Hanbin? Wait.. Isn't this girl.. The one who kissed Hanbin? Omo what the hell is going on here..

Girl: Yes boo boo, I'm his side chick aight~ Give up on him already. He loves me more!

I'm so confuse.. She's lying.. For sure..

You: Can I leave please?

The girl lets out a foxy laugh and points at me with her pointy nails.

Girl: Ya, you know how annoying you are when you're with Hanbin? You don't deserve him! You're so ugly and fat. Please, leave him, b*

N/A: Actually she's kind of pre-

Girl: *slaps him* And you, shut the hell up. You didn't even listen to my command did you? Hanbin will hate me if he finds out you nearly assaulted her!

The guy holds his cheek and started to sulk.

N/A: B-but.. I haven't done it for days.. I couldn't help it

Girl: You're FIRED.

You: You know, you're pitiful to do this to me don't you think so? I'm just their manager.

She glares at me.

Girl: What did you just said?

You: I'm saying that you're pitiful.

Girl: Alright. I was going to be easy on you but I guess I can't anymore. Hey Siwon, do it.

Siwon: Alright miss! YES!

The girl left the room and, that guy jumped on me.

I screamed as loud as I possibly could.

But then I realized that, I couldn't do anything.

It was impossible.

It's over.

*Slam*

Bobby: Ya what the f* are you doing

Hanbin. It was Kim Hanbin. Once again, he came. My heart sunk. I'm glad.

Bobby: You bastard.

Bobby pushed him away and helped me get up.

Hanbin was just standing there, staring at everything. He was mad. His fists are crunching up. And next thing you know, he jumped onto that guy and started punching him.

Siwon: Ya I will sue you!

Hanbin: For assaulting a girl, you have guts, what did you do to her you bastard.

His voice cracked as he curses the guy out.

He punched him again, again and again.

You: Stop it please, Hanbin stop, he's going to die.

He stopped. He turned around, looked into my eyes. He got up and walked toward me.

He gave me a hug. It was warm.

Hanbin: Mianhae.

You: Hanbin..

Hanbin: That kiss.. it was suppose to save you from this. But it didn't. I was wrong. Please forgive me.

You: Kiss? With that girl? You knew I saw?

Hanbin: I was a jerk. I...

He squished his face onto my shoulder as he hugged me.

I didn't know what to do.

All I could do was accepting his hug and apology.

I love Hanbin.

I also trust Hanbin.

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What was the reason for his kiss with that girl?

He knew you saw him kissing her? But why didn't he admitted it?

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