Namjoon decided to fix everything up today.He wanted to meet Jin so bad.He really needs Jin's forgiveness.He regrets everything.He wish he could appreciate Jin previously.He wish this never gonna happen but it's actually happened.

"Yah Namjoon!What the fuck is happen to you?"Yoongi ask as he notice that his friend there being quiet without any reason and Namjoon stayed quiet.

"Man,are you going to ignore me huh?"
Yoongi said rolling his eyes."Hyung..I messed up.."Namjoon said and lean to hide his face on the table.

"What are you doing this time?"Yoongi ask.
"Jin dumped me last night..huh..he do know that I'm just playing with him.."
Namjoon stated as his eyes begin to get watery which make Yoongi got astonished of that.

He never saw Namjoon being like this.Crying over a small matter like love.

"Namjoon..seriously?why are you crying actually?and it's because of a small piece of matter..Jin knew about it and so what? He did dumped you and you're actually planned for it right so,why the fuck are you crying?!"Yoongi ask in disbelief.

"hyung-"Namjoon was about to say something but was cut off by Yoongi."Wait don't tell me that you started to love Jin!"
Yoongi widening his eyes."Hyung..what if yes I'm actually started to love Jin.."

"and I just did..I really regrets what have I done to him..He loves me wholeheartedly but I'm being an ass.."Namjoon said wipes his tears away from fall.

At this moment you could see the weak side of Namjoon not that naughty and evil Namjoon whom always bullying and playing with people and random girls.

"Namjoon,Okay I feel a little surprised with you..You've never be like this..Besides,I admit that I never really saw you crying..
Even it's a big matter..but just bcs of Jin you're crying..it's really showed that you love Jin so much.."

"So,listen to me..go meet him..begging for forgiveness..If he won't forgive you..go make something that he love..you can do it,man..if he still not gonna forgive you..I'm sorry dude..i can't help u anymore it's your fault who started this.."

"I'm sorry" Yoongi explained and tap slowly Namjoon's back.

"Hyung..please I love him..I couldn't live without him..He is the most honest person I've ever met..I don't want to care about the other girls anymore..I just wanted him so much.."Namjoon said wiping his tears.

"It's okay,man I've through it with Jimin.."
Yoongi said.

Then,they noticed Jin walk passed them and didn't even glance at Namjoon's direction.Namjoon quickly stood up and chase after Jin.

"Jin!"He yelled but Jin walk as fast as he can."Kim Seokjin!"He yelled again.Namjoon is really upset and he run towards Jin then finally he could reach the love of his life's small hand.But,Jin snatched his hand away from Namjoon's hold.

"Jin,please..why did you do this to me?" Namjoon ask between panting cause of running but Jin ignore him."Jin!why did you do this to me?!"Namjoon ask again and again Jin ignore him.

"Jin!Stop ignoring me!"Namjoon yelled.
"Whattt?!! I'm the one who should ask you why did you this to me? Why you're breaking my heart?!!"Jin yelled and trying not to drop any tears.

"Jin..I'm sorry..please forgive me.."
Namjoon said begging like crazy."Why did you planning on playing with my heart?"
Jin ask."Jin.."Namjoon didn't know what to say."Please just answer me!"Jin said.

"At first I was really decided to play with you bcs i just wanted to..I just wanna took your virginity..but,I-i finally realize that I love you.."Namjoon said and Jin slap Namjoon right on the cheek.

"What brought you took my virginity huh?! I've been saving this for 19 years of my life.
You motherfucker want it easily uh what the fuck?!I'm seriously not gonna forgive you for what have you done to me!"Jin said.

"Jin..that's the old me!now I've changed!
Please trust me!"Namjoon said."Hell what bruh I'm not going to give any fuck at it!do you think I'm fucking trust in you huh?"
Jin said and fake a chuckling.

"Jin..please I'm so sorry!"Namjoon said again."Okay I will do whatever you want as long as you could forgive me and get back to me..I know there's a little space for me in your heart!"Namjoon said causing Jin to widening his eyes.

"Who said that-"Jin was about say something but Namjoon pulled him closer and smashed their lips together.Jin trying so hard to push Namjoon but,Namjoon is too strong for him.

After that,Namjoon finally pulled away and Jin slap him hard on the cheek again.

"Fuck you!Don't ever dream of talking to me again or got near me next time!"Jin said and leave Namjoon with a thousand guilty.

What have I done?!!!! He thought.

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Haru haru and Tell Me goodbye by Big Bang really make me crying.