Sometimes I wish I'd never met her. then none of this would have happened.

She would still be here.

She would still be human.

She would still go to school.

I would never have fallen in love with her.

"Gerard?" I turn back to see frank

"What" I say look back at her grave

"What are you doing-... never mind" he says as he stands by me

I think frank is taking my change a little harder than anyone else.

I mean I found him and changed him. and I helped him learn how to control himself.

We spent basically are whole vampire lives together, which is a LONG time.

Mikey doesn't really care. the only thing I think bugged him was that I cut my hair a little.

"You know everyone misses you" frank say quietly "we barely see you and we all live in the same house" he looks at me

"Maybe I don't want to be seen" I said looking down at my shoes

"Gerard... I know you miss her, but we miss you too" he says "and you can't let yourself slip back into-"

"Don't say it"

"Into a ripper again" he continues "we know what you've been doing Gerard, Alicia seen you once"

"If you keep kill the amount of people you are now we are going to have to leave" he says "your slowing turning into what you hate" he finishes

He walks away leavening me in front for Taylor's grave.

I watch as he walks away, but I turn around when I feel something touch me.

I look to see if I could see who it was.

Nothing.

I feel like I was being watched, but it wasn't going to hurt me.

Whatever it was.

I get back home and head up to my room.

I walk in and shut the door. I look over to see my windows open.

"What the?" I go close it

I turn back and see Taylor standing behind me making me jump but she looks different.

""Taylor-" she cuts me off by kissing me

I close my eyes and when I open them she's gone.