Niall POV
I'm still mad at Sierra for her childish behavior yesterday. I don't know what in the world has gotten into her. She ended up eating like three bites of pizza yesterday, which wasn't worth the money I spent on her. She's off sleeping somewhere in this house. I can't believe that she'd treat me that way in public. I wonder what the people were thinking. We almost got kicked out by the way that she was acting.
She was yelling at the complete strangers and the waiter and waitresses there, she was throwing food at me and getting in my face. I still can't believe it. The security finally calmed her down enough for us to stay but that doesn't mean that videos won't be posted on YouTube. It's so quiet in here that you could hear a pin drop; which is what I need considering the massive head ache that I have.
The only sound filling the room is the light breathing of myself in pain from my head. I wish that I could at least go two weeks with Sierra not giving me one head ache. I know that I can't leave her though, because she can't help it. She has a few problems that she can't help without her medicine. She has to get a refill but the pharmacists has to make it since it's a really rare disease. And I love her to much to let her go. But no one understands.
My friends want me to leave her for fear of me getting hurt by her, but I'm not going to if I do get hurt it'll be my fault on not leaving, not her. I know that she's trying to control it but it's not working. I try so hard to help her but she always pushes me away. She wants to be independent. She doesn't want help by anybody. Some days she fine and other days she goes out of control. I wish it wasn't like that though.
"Good morning." I hear a voice behind me.
I don't say anything back, just look at her.
"What?" She yawns.
"So you don't remember what happened yesterday?" I say with an attitude.
"Uh.. yeah I remember, why?"
I shake my head and look away rubbing my forehead.
"What is wrong with you?" She whispers.
"What's wrong with me?" I look at her, "No, what is wrong with you, we almost got kicked out of a resturant yesterday because of your behavior, don't ask what wrong with me when you're the one doing all of this!" I raise my voice.
"Well it's not my fault, I can't control it!"
"It doesn't even seem like you're trying, Sierra!"
"Well I am, Niall, you obviously don't know how hard this is for me!" She stands up.
"I do know how hard it is for yo..." She cuts me off.
"Well why don't you try to help me then?" She yells.
My eyes open wide, "I do try to help you, you never let me so don't tell me that I need to help you when you don't even want my help!"
"I do want your help, Nia.."
"Well you're not showing it Sierra!"
I feel my face start to burn in frustration and my hands start to sweat.
"I can't believe you!"
"No, I can't believe you Sierra!" I stand up a cross from her, "You go out with me and then imberris me in public, do you know how that makes me feel Sierra, do you know how that makes me feel!"
Sierra POV
"Well then maybe I won't go out in public with you anymore, maybe I shouldn't be with you anymore, or better yet maybe we shouldn't be together at all!" I scream.
I see his emotions drop as if they were sinking to the bottom of the ocean. His face goes soft and all of his anger goes away. He shakes his head.
"No."
"No what?" I say evilly.
"No, we don't need a break, we're fine the way we are, Sierra, I'm sorry." He breaks down in front of me and I take back everything that I'd said. Tears start streaming down his face and his face turns red.
"I...Niall...just... I have to be alone right now."
I walk out of the front door and enter my car when I close the door I instantly burst into tears. I put my arm on the arm rest and place my forehead into the palm of my hand. I hear the passenger door open but don't bother to look because I already know who it is.
"I'm sorry, Niall." I admit.
"It's okay." He rubs my back.
I sit up and lean in for a hug and he gladly accepts it. He rubs my back up and down pulling me in tighter.
"I'm sorry." I sob into his chest.
"It's okay." He whispers in my ear.
"I love you." I say.
"I love you too."
"Come on inside, it's blazing hot in here." He says.
I nod my head in his shoulder.
We walk back into the house his arm wrapped around me.
He sits on the couch and places me on his lap. I bury my face into his neck and wrap my arms around his waist. He kisses me on top of my head and rocks me side to side.
"I feel terrible." I say.
"About what?" I ask.
"About yesterday, and today."
"It's okay, your probably a YouTube sensation now though." He jokes.
"I know, I'm so tired." I whisper.
"You took a pretty long nap today.
"I know." I say quietly.
"Do you want to go take another nap?" He asks.
"No, I'm not that tired." I look up at him.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, Niall."
"Okay, whatever you say." He says.
"But I might take one later on."
He laughs, "That's what I thought."
"Whatever, Niall."
He laughs again, then I laugh at him.
"What?" He asks.
"Nothing."
"Oh don't even start that again, why are you laughing at me?"
"You just have a really cute laugh." I shrug my shoulders.
"So is that why you were laughing at me when we were at the beach?" He asks.
"Maybe it was.. maybe it wasn't." I say suspiciously.
"I know it was, you don't even have to tell me." He smiles.
"Fine, it was."
"Exactly."
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