Jin tapped his shoe on the floor impatiently as he rested himself on the couch inside Chaeyoung's living hall while his gaze was completely fixed upon the innocent girl infront of him..

"Are you comfortable telling it to us?" Yoongi asked noticing how quite and strange the atmosphere is currently..

Chaeyoung gave him a quick nod while playing with her fingers in silence as she took a deep breathe trying to calm herself down..

"First and foremost, I want you all not to tell this to anyone!" Chaeyoung ordered strictly as if she's doubting them all..

They all assured her with a nod as she again exhaled a sharp breathe facing them all..

"So, it dots back to six years ago-"

Park Chaeyoung, a newbie in the Yonsei University was searching for her correct class and batch as she got lost is the enormous and confusing campus..

She asked every random person she was getting in the way of but they simply just ignored her showing their so called interest towards her..

She frowned a bit before turning around when she accidentally bumped into a tall guy as her butt landed on the frosty and lustrous marble floor..

All her books were scattered here and there as the students started murmuring about her as if she had done it on purpose to gain attention, and thats where she knew everything was fvcked up..

She opened her eyes a little and peeked through her long eyelashes, noticing a guy who was watching her with the scariest stare she could ever witness in her life..

Insult at its peak! That's what she would call it..

"Can't you see you little shit?" He growled in a low tone as his face turned into a frown..

She quickly got up along with her books piling them together under her arms as she gave him a death glare which unintentionally seemed too innocent for him to handle..

"Newbie I see!" He came closer to her and let his breathe fan her complete face making her feel shivers down her spine..

"What do you want?" She asked with annoyance completely audible in her tone..

He gave her a peck on her cheek before walking past her brushing her shoulder harshly making her confused about the duality of this guy..

Though she was almost on the verge of erupting at that moment, she would lie if she would have said she didn't blush even a bit..

Chaeyoung held her cheeks with her palms trying to hide her messed up condition and immediately rushed away from the crowd of the intensifying stares she earned towards her classroom..

Days went pretty well in her new Uni except one thing, that guy named as Kevin professionally though nobody knew his real name for the reason he had always hid his identity card and details with himself..

He was one of the hottest guys in the uni..

He was a perfect combo of looks, brain and everything else..

He was the example of how to perfectly live your life..

He was one of the guys in the drama club who would always get the lead roles and fascinate everyone with his acting skills..

He was the definition of perfection as what everyone would say except for Chaeyoung who though developed a little crush on him but couldn't deny at the same time that he was clumsy as hell and was arrogant towards the newbies..

And she was one of those targets of him, though she never witnessed him in a fight or scandal as such, he had even maintained a clean sheet of disciplinary records along with being the ruthless guy every typical and non observant girl would dream of..

It was afternoon time when the students were getting out of their classroom and Chaeyoung found this moment perfect to confess her feelings as soon as she could..she just wanted to put a full stop to this drama and wanted to feel what love is..

Since there was no one around there and the university seemed to be almost empty by the time she would do her part, she didnt waste any further time..

She saw him arranging his locker and immediately went behind him..

He turned around and made a low and hoarse growl keeping a hand on his chest as he saw Chaeyoung shyly infront of him, almost two heads shorter than him even though she was quite tall..

"H-Hi!" She waved her hand at him and he noticed a flower behind her back as a petal of rose was visible making him understand what would happen next..

"You like me, don't you?" He asked with a soft tone..

"Y-Yes, and it's o-okay if you're not i-interested!" She said giving him the flower to him and he happily accepted it though he didn't say anything afterwards..

"I like you too!" He replied after a while of silence making her eyes widened at the confession he made, happiness couldn't be expressed much more at her side as he opened his arms to pull her in his embrace..

Without wasting any second, sh buried herself under his touch and allowed herself to soften in this intimate yet soft interaction of their bodies..

Days passed by and their relationship was kept as a secret as they always acted pretty normal around others

But what she didn't notice was his behavior towards her, they never ever kissed each other, neither in public nor private, it was limited to hugs and pecks on other parts of the face and nothing else and she couldn't be more grateful as she herself didn't want to do all those cringe kisses and all..

He had always maintained the fine line between them and never went beyond what she didn't want..

She just didn't want to jump to conclusions for the first time..

His reaction towards her was always soft and he would take care of her like the relationship of a mother and a baby..

She felt nothing but grateful for this beautiful life until things got pretty toxic as months passed by..

She was the target of many guys in the school and got proposals almost every day, and she being a proud and loyal girlfriend would always reject them in the sweetest way she could, thinking of ways not to hurt anyone's feelings which itself proved how beautiful and pure of a  creature she was..

This didn't seem well with Kevin and this was the soul reason why their first argument took place and it was one hell of a depressing one..

They both didn't talk for days with each other and she would always witness girls talking happily with him though he didn't approve anyone of them as his next girlfriend..

She was getting worried day by day and thought of having a fair talk with him until he himself appeared infront of her and apologized for his wrong doings..

She never forgave anyone this quick in her whole life and things again went back to normal for months until after half a year of their relationship, she was found talking with another guy on the streets while coming back from the convenience store..

Obviously Kevin being a total obsessive boyfriend found this and immediately dashed into her house without her permission..

She was quite startled with his sudden appearance, but was horrified when he immediately appeared infront of her and before she could even hug him, she earned a huge slap from the other side making a large red mark on her squishy cheek..

"Wh-What happened?" She asked almost on the brink of crying..

"Who was that guy?" He growled and appeared no less than a ruthless monster who would gobble her up any second..

"He was just a guy who helped me in picking up my things when they got scattered on the floor in the store!" She stated simply not understanding why he was so furious..

"You really didn't understand what happened previously?" He said in an octave tone which sounded like non-human right now which scared her to death..

"Please believe me!" She said innocently as guilt was flashing across her face..

He couldn't help but drown himself in that innocence and forgave her right that moment..

Though he never apologized for his slap that night, she didn't mind it as long as they both were happy together..

But fate seemed to be really cruel as the toxicity decided to have a stay with them for lifelong..

His short tempered attitude always made her look so small and breakable infront of him and always turned out to be the one to apologize to him..

But still they tried to be on each other's side and she attempted every method to make him all happy and giddy despite the tiredness and frustration which was slowly growing inside her body..

Until one anonymous guy spread this whole thing on the Twitter group of their uni that they both were dating for the past 6 months and the students seemed to have a gala time, making fun of her..

Accusing her of every word they could even though she didn't understand them due to her purity and church-girl label, she tried to contact him for comfort but things seemed to take a turn as he neither came to school for weeks nor he answered her calls..

Tension started taking place over her conscious mind and everything appeared to downfall as her reputation in the uni ruined day by day and her performance in academics was degrading each semester..

Two months passed by since Kevin again came back to school but he continued to ignore her and treat her like a ghost as if they never confessed to each other..

She tried to reach him many a times but failed unfortunately everytime..

Studying for her practicals coming up next week, she was currently in the public science lab near her house where she was practicing for the third consecutive day..

She was in the middle of observing her result under the microscope when she found her phone vibrating multiple times..

She excused herself from the in-charge of the place and went out of the lab, leaning against the wall, opening her Twitter where she found a flood of messages appearing one by one, she checked them out and couldn't help but let her tears fall down her rosy cheeks..

That was one hell of a betrayal she felt in her whole life as she found pictures of Kevin with different girls in the first month when they started their relationship..

It turned out to be he was practically cheating and playing on her since the first day and she felt her whole world drowning in darkness that very moment the people started accusing her in the public platform..

More like the students revealed to her saying he was known as the playboy of the school but planned not to ruin her enjoyment and memorable time with the so called useful information..

The last girl he was dating was still his current girlfriend and it turned out to be that he already had his first sex with her though Chaeyoung never got to know this information..

Getting deeper into this black hole of depression where the gravity was pulling her with all the force it could, she couldn't help but succumb to this world of gloominess and dejection..

Bullying had become a daily routine for everyone to complete as the taunts would go on, moreover she was labeled as the playgirl of the school and even though the tag sounded cool enough, she ddint accept it..

Confronting one day how she has her own rights and no one can bully her this way, she took a stand for herself, but it got worse when Kevin passed by her in the cafeteria and threw an empty food packet on her face..

It was taken too seriously and Chaeyoung never knew what did she even do to have the students provoked to bully her..

Every day was no less than a nightmare, and she didn't have enough courage to reveal her past relationship with her parents, no matter how loving they were..

She was well aware the disclosure of her connection with Kevin would definitely lead her parents to lose their trust on her, and she definitely didn't want any of it..

Soon after she shifted to the society 'Lé Demeures' in the streets of Busan and lived there on rent..

She decided never to create friends afterwards witnessing how cruel her own friends were to her after the disclosure of her dating scandal with her so called boyfriend Kevin who left her even without a proper breakup into this miserable and melancholic life..

Except for the owner of the house and her neighbor Kim Seokjin..

But the people living there were themselves so biased that she became the center of any gossip among with old ladies, no matter who it was..

Getting frustrated with her life, she tried to end this for once and all, cut her wrist apart with a knife letting the wound become deeper..

Good thing how Jin came right at that point of time and took her to the nearest hospital, it turned out to be that her wound was so deep that it would probably take years to disappear completely from her wrist as her skin was delicate and soft..

But the instructions made by the doctor didn't go well as she again cut her wrist for the fourth time making the doctor frustrated as well..

She tried her best to contact Kevin back and asked what did she lack but he simply denied her calls and this is how two years passed away making her completely a lonely girl in the dark who had no support..

Understanding of feelings and knowing what someone really wanted was different, all she wanted was to explain everything to her parents, without any hesitations and no damage of reputation, or a friend circle who would happily accept her the way she is..

Soon her parents also left her in a plane crash though she never knew whether it was true or not cause she was told that only by the friends of her mother..

She soon became a pharmacist in a well known hospital of Busan named as 'PCY Cares' and eventually earned money for herself to support the rest of her life without anyone else and thus she took an oath neither to create friends nor to be in a relationship from now on..

Being alone was a cherry on top of her miserable life, but she knew the only way to support herself without anyone's help and to become independent was to earn for herself and she would go through any hardship this time to earn the self respect once again..